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05/13/2005, 2:24AM
Mood/Music: Pretty good -- None
(19:41:03) jonvajda: cuz the more I think about it, the more I want to back off on computer major type stuph
(19:41:11) Melissa: hmmm
(19:41:15) Melissa: pray about it
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(19:44:18) jonvajda: so many options
(19:45:30) Melissa: thats why the prayer is required
Yeah, as you can see, I have been thinking about changing my major. I have been wondering if I want to make my computer skills a benefit to my ability to do something else, or if it should be my main ability. I think I want to make it my secondary. Or something.
05/13/2005, 2:24AM
Mood/Music: Getting tired, sorta. But otherwise quite chipper -- http://www.jungletrain.net (enough said)
I applied to 3 places, and gave my résumé to two other ones on top of that. I need a job, and fast. Like, faster than you can say "Poopty peupty pants-ss." Pray that I will get some leads, interviews and other stuph to help me get an income... I need it for college. Danke alles! -
☼ Jonatron from the Leet Soldiers of Schfifty Five
(I have been going door to door up and down mission. Day 2, my feet are getting a lot of awesome achiness. Woo hoo. : / ... so yeah. I have put my résumé/application at about... almost a dozen places now. I plan to go tomorrow as well[May 20th]. Thanks guys.)
04/29/2005, 11:52PM
Mood/Music: Content -- none
My dad is in California. He is there so he can get some training/information on starting a franchise in our area. So, pray for safety and everything ... and that the business thing will work out. If it doesn't work out, I'll let ya know...because he needs a job überbadly. (He came back safely, and he is looking into starting the business. He doesn't know for a fact if he will start it, but he is going for it for now.)
04/27/2005, 10:36PM
Mood/Music: Not too bad.
-- Radio... when it isn't on. (this is ODD)Finals are coming up. Pray that I find the time to study, that I do well, and everything. Praise God. I didn't die on my first wave of exams! I had 3 in a row... starting at 8AM ending at 2PM... well, I got out early for each... but... still. Praise God that I did fairly well, if not very well on them. Praise the LORD, all you nations; extol him, all you peoples. For great is his love toward us, and the faithfulness of the LORD endures forever. Praise the LORD. - Psalm 117.
Pray that I will be a strong friend. A good influence on my peers. One that God will say to me when I come home "Well done, my good and faithful servant." I know some of my friends will be in less contact over summer, but I still need that push and lifestyle. I need God to lift me up and give me the strength.
Much appreciated, folks.
04/24/2005, 07:53PM
Mood/Music: Okay, considering.
-- Various Jars of Clay.Okay, so I *just* created this page. Some things I want to mention:
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I was nominated to be on the Servant Team for AOne (my college fellowship group). Two problems: I don't know if I can handle the responsiblity and I am thinking of leaving AOne. (shhh, don't tell) I just don't have anyone I connect with. I am getting tired of it too, because it feels like I am treated less than anyone else there... simply because no one understands me, and I am the younger brother to someone that everyone knows. It got old fast, but now I think I am going to do something about it -- not go. I am still not sure, I just know I am going to prayer group Monday, and not go the goof-off night Thursday.
(I didn't accept the nomination.)(I didn't go to the Thursday night thing, and well... they were like "why aren't you going??! SLACKER!" ... Got tired of that heckling fast. I still don't know if I am going next semester or not.)(I have decided that if I find a place to go, I will not go to AOne next semester.)
I have pursued a girl for a relationship. She said we could go out some time, but then after two months I finally got the hint -- she couldn't get herself to. Now, considering that I think a ton, this is a problem. When I get physically idle, my brain works constantly. When I was younger crushes came and went, they were seeded on rocky ground and they don't last long as time goes by... they have no foundational roots. So I got my hopes up when I thought that my ground would have dirt and substance. But it turns out the ground did not have the right nutrients for the seed. I mean to say this: praise God I am not dealing with this too badly (by pulling out my hair and shouting gibberish), and pray for me as I wait for God to give me a field for the harvest (I want to plant something so badly).(It is slowly getting easier to forget, but the mind still has questions. It is slowly fading, but I think about it several times every day still)
Praise God that I am wiser now. I feel wiser, I find myself saying things that amaze even myself. I am happy that I have learned things from people and everything. I praise God that He gives us trials to learn from. Praise God that I am closer to Him. Trust me, the music you listen to changes the entire mood. When I listen to Beatles' love songs, it makes me feel lovely (in the mood for romance, I guess). When I listen to Skillet and Jars of Clay (I haven't heard them in a long time!) I remember God's grace and love for us all. I remember how much He has blessed us, and that He wants us to come closer and know Him. Praise God that we have this music to lift our hearts and praise God in song. Praise God.(Praise God from whom all blessings flow, praise Him all creatures here below. Praise Him above, the Heavenly Host. Praise God Father, Son, and Holy Ghost!)
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