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OR the thrice baked cakerey of thomas, the dwarf-toed mullusk.
yesterday i came to a someone interesting conclusion while i was pulling weeds at the union street house. As i made my way around the side of the house i came across some larger weeds that looked really intimidating and i thought that it was quite possible that i would need a shovel or somthign to dig the roots out with. I tried to pull them out anyway, just to see if i could, and sure enough, they came right out.
I got to wondering why they came out so easily and realized it was because they had grown up so quickly. The soil was very lose, so it was increatably easy for them to grow. This got me thinking on a deeper level, and i soon stumbled upon the revelation that things that grow easily also die easily. If somthing takes time and settles into the ground that is difficult to use it becomes harder to pull up. Hence the harder somthing is to come by the more difficult it becomes to let it die. That may seem obvious to most people, but i needed to realize that.
So many times i wish for the easiest route. I look for things to come to me naturally. I pray taht things will work out with the least complications, or have the least henderances. This is not always desireable. If everything went just great all the time and i never stumbled along the way, how would i know what to do when im out on my own and i start to fall?
I need to put time and effort into everything i do, if i dont, then it will be just as easily lost as it was gained. If somthing can so easily be lost is it even worth building at all? I have great need of making mistakes. They help me learn. I dont want things to just come to me, i want to work for them. I want to take the more difficult route because in the end i will be stronger and smarter if i do.
*prayes*
Dear God, you are so wonderful! thanks for showing yourself present in my life! You know my dreams and ambitions. You understand my ways before i even do. You see exactly what lies ahead of me on the road. I know that life isn't a flat, strait path with no rocks to stub your toes on. I don't desire it to be. I do ask though, that you would give me the insight to learn from each bump in the road so that i dont have to go back over them again. Dont let me float through life so comfortably that i forget you, but also dont let my life be so hard that i lose faith. Keep me from worry, Lord. You know how my heart tends to fret over things i cant feel you working in. Once again i praise you for giving me this time on earth, show me how to make it useful. In your holy name, Amen.
Author: Melissa
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