Expressions of a Deranged Lunatic


These are some writings that have come out of my head at different and usually emotionally heightened times in my life.  Most are not happy and most are not pretty and some get absolutely violent.  But all are from the heart and they all have a significant meaning and purpose.  I think that if it were not for writing or drawing, I would might have actually done some of the things that I wrote about below.  In the future, I may add some explanations of what each one means but until then they are open to your own interpretations.

Petals In The Wind January 7, 2000
Change January 1, 2000
Questions I Never Asked December 22, 1999
Best Friend November 20, 1999 (unfinished?)
Quest September 28, 1999
At Your Own Game August 3, 1999
Until I Drown September 3, 1998
Nature July 28, 1998
Touch Me July 11, 1998
Tombstone June 27, 1998
Just Die Already June 20, 1998
Until We All Fall Down/Unnoticed June 15, 1998
Words Playing June 15, 1998
Glance in the Park June 15, 1998
Life's Full of Tough Choices June 4, 1998
Derek May 28, 1998
Curiosity May 21, 1998
Something Left Unsaid May 21, 1998
Go Home May 20, 1998
Friend May 20, 1998
Flesh Wound May 17, 1998
Dream Stream May 16, 1998
Oh, Rockey May 15, 1998
Smother May 6, 1998
Precious Harsh May 4, 1998
Sacrificial Suicide May 4, 1998
Too Am I April 4, 1998
To Go On March 15, 1998
Wings On My Back March 4, 1998
Bench February 23, 1998
Homeless February 23, 1998
D.L.P. February 23, 1998
Home On the Rage February 13, 1998
Sound of a Broken Heart February 7, 1998
The City January 21, 1998
Nothing is Nothing January 16, 1998
Senses January 9, 1998
Torn Apart January 8, 1998
Touch January 8, 1998
Nothing Special November 13, 1997
I Love My Roommate November 12, 1997
Listen. You'll Hear It! November 12, 1997
Bastard November 12, 1997
SCAMDA November 12, 1997
Ticking, Tocking, Walls Falling Softly November 11, 1997
B4 November 10, 1997
Remembering October 26, 1997
Trace Images October 22, 1997
Window Pain October 19, 1997
In This Land of Make Believe July 16, 1997
I Can July 16, 1997
Broken With Love on March 13th May 28, 1997
It's So Lonely Here... May 4, 1997
Thank God April 18, 1997
And You Will Never Know March 31, 1997
Your Eyes Beautiful March 25, 1997
Love you, Mean It... March 25, 1997
...Will I Be With You Again. March 25, 1997
Glad to Be Unhappy March 20, 1997
When You're Not Looking March 16, 1997
Waiting Endlessly March 1, 1997
With Love to Nightcrawler February 4, 1997
These are my final words to you. You will not hear from me again. January 12, 1993
Why Am I January 6, 1993
Hide and Seek January 5, 1993
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