And You Will Never Know

March 31, 1997

Time spent together
	tears me apart knowing
That you will never
	care for me as I do for you

I follow your every word
	down the echoing corridor
	in hope of finding one
vibration that will want to
	stay with me

Apprehension that we will never
	be more than friends
	incites into my rapidly beating heart
Foreshadowing from my exhausted eyes
	tears that have already flowed

I can not tell you what I feel else 
	risk losing friendship
	which would be worse than any break up
Worse than any 
	heartache I’ve known

So I wander by your side
	fascade of a cold and careless soul
Taking in every breath you exhale
	when you’re not looking
Sitting in your chair just to feel your
	warmth against me
Wearing your clothes so that I 
	may feel you feel me in a way that
	only lovers know

When I say "it was fun"
While I wait for you to call
	the sun will shine inside
		my heart continues to break
			I will keep living every hour for you
	And you will never know

Thank God