Waiting endlessly
Enthusiastically anticipating
Morbidly brooding
When will the pain cease
to fill my head
with the thoughts of the
absence there...
My heart bleeds white
drops from its veins
while the arteries fill it
with my soul
Drowning in the fluids
I open my thoat and try to swallow it all
Knowing that the only hope is
to open my eyes and
and watch myself float away in
yours ...