Torn Apart

January 8, 1998

Intimacy dies tonight
As we end our six week fight

Total lust
Masked as trust
Numb as my heart turns to dust

Fever burns
Head turns
Stomach aches
Hands quake

looking in your eyes I find
I can no longer be kind
to the one that’s killing me
it’s time I let myself be free

Friends too late watch me drop
Falling from the buiding top

Can you relate,
Change our fate,
Please baby don’t hesitate

Torn apart
at the heart
Going mad
Happy Sad

As I land
where you stand
Hold out your hand
and understand

I’ve been dead inside your mind
Since you have lost the track of time
You wanted only to be true
Now, tell me what your going to do

Shed a tear
bow your head
show your fear
as the curb turns red

Who’s to blame
Bares the shame
for this insane
shattered brain

Locked in a vault
as my corpse rots
it’s an assault
and all your fault

Deny your pain
Reject eyes’ rain
Scorch the rose
And Love’s repose

At my wake
It’s all so fake
You act so brave
Here at my grave

R.I.P
A sarcastic plea
They know you’re glad
To be rid of me

Torn apart
at the heart
Going mad
Happy Sad


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