Rugby
Chapel
November, 1857
Matthew Arnold
(1822–1888)
COLDLY, sadly descends
The
autumn-evening. The field
Strewn with its dank yellow
drifts
Of wither’d leaves, and the elms,
Fade
into dimness apace,
Silent;—hardly a shout
From a few boys late at
their play!
The lights come out in the street,
In the school-room windows;—but
cold,
Solemn, unlighted, austere,
Through the gathering
darkness, arise
The chapel-walls, in whose bound
Thou, my father! art laid.
There thou dost lie, in the
gloom
Of the autumn evening. But ah!
That word, gloom,
to my mind
Brings thee back, in the light
Of thy
radiant vigor, again;
In the gloom of November we
pass’d
Days not dark at thy side;
Seasons impair’d not
the ray
Of thy buoyant cheerfulness clear.
Such
thou wast! and I stand
In the autumn evening and
think
Of bygone autumns with thee.
Fifteen years have gone round
Since thou arosest to tread,
In the summer-morning,
the road
Of death, at a call unforeseen,
Sudden.
For fifteen years,
We who till then in thy shade
Rested
as under the boughs
Of a mighty oak, have endured
Sunshine and rain as we might,
Bare, unshaded,
alone,
Lacking the shelter of thee.
O strong soul, by what shore
Tarriest thou now? For that force,
Surely, has not
been left vain!
Somewhere, surely, afar,
In the
sounding labor-house vast
Of being, is practised that
strength,
Zealous, beneficent, firm!
Yes, in some far-shining sphere,
Conscious or not of the past,
Still thou performest the
word
Of the Spirit in whom thou dost live—
Prompt, unwearied, as here!
Still thou upraisest with
zeal
The humble good from the ground,
Sternly
repressest the bad!
Still, like a trumpet, dost
rouse
Those who with half-open eyes
Tread the
border-land dim
Twixt vice and virtue;
reviv’st,
Succorest!—this was thy work;
This was thy
life upon earth.
What is the course of the life
Of mortal men on the earth?—
Most men eddy
about
Here and there—eat and drink,
Chatter and love
and hate,
Gather and squander, are raised
Aloft,
are hurl’d in the dust,
Striving blindly, achieving
Nothing;
and then they die—
Perish;—and no one asks
Who
or what they have been,
More than he asks what
waves,
In the moonlit solitudes mild
Of the midmost
Ocean, have swell’d,
Foam’d for a moment, and gone.
And there are some, whom a
thirst
Ardent, unquenchable, fires,
Not with the
crowd to be spent,
Not without aim to go round
In an
eddy of purposeless dust,
Effort unmeaning and vain.
Ah yes! some of us strive
Not
without action to die
Fruitless, but something to snatch
From dull oblivion, nor all
Glut the devouring
grave!
We, we have chosen our path—
Path to a clear-purposed goal,
Path of advance!—but it
leads
A long, steep journey, through sunk
Gorges, o’er mountains in snow.
Cheerful, with
friends, we set forth—
Then on the height, comes the
storm.
Thunder crashes from rock
To rock, the cataracts
reply,
Lightnings dazzle our eyes.
Roaring torrents have breach’d
The track, the stream-bed descends
In the place where the
wayfarer once
Planted his footstep—the spray
Boils o’er its borders! aloft
The unseen snow-beds
dislodge
Their hanging ruin; alas,
Havoc is made in our
train!
Friends who set forth at our side,
Falter, are lost in the storm.
We, we only are left!
With
frowning foreheads, with lips
Sternly compress’d, we strain
on,
On—and at nightfall at last
Come to the end
of our way,
To the lonely inn ’mid the rocks;
Where the gaunt and taciturn host
Stands on the threshold,
the wind
Shaking his thin white hairs—
Holds his
lantern to scan
Our storm-beat figures, and asks:
Whom in our party we bring?
Whom we have left in the
snow?
Sadly we answer: We bring
Only ourselves! we lost
Sight of the rest in the
storm.
Hardly ourselves we fought through,
Stripp’d,
without friends, as we are.
Friends, companions, and
train,
The avalanche swept from our side.
But thou would’st not
alone
Be saved, my father! alone
Conquer and come to
thy goal,
Leaving the rest in the wild.
We were
weary, and we
Fearful, and we in our march
Fain
to drop down and to die.
Still thou turnedst, and still
Beckonedst the trembler, and still
Gavest the weary
thy hand.
If, in the paths of the
world,
Stones might have wounded thy feet,
Toil or
dejection have tried
Thy spirit, of that we saw
Nothing—to us thou wast still
Cheerful, and helpful,
and firm!
Therefore to thee it was given
Many to save
with thyself;
And, at the end of thy day,
O
faithful shepherd! to come,
Bringing thy sheep in thy
hand.
And through thee I believe
In the
noble and great who are gone;
Pure souls honor’d and
blest
By former ages, who else—
Such, so
soulless, so poor,
Is the race of men whom I
see—
Seem’d but a dream of the heart,
Seem’d but a cry
of desire.
Yes! I believe that there lived
Others like thee in the past,
Not like the men of the
crowd
Who all round me to-day
Bluster or cringe, and
make life
Hideous, and arid, and vile;
But souls
temper’d with fire,
Fervent, heroic, and good,
Helpers
and friends of mankind.
Servants of God!—or sons
Shall I not call you? because
Not as servants ye
knew
Your Father’s innermost mind,
His, who unwillingly
sees
One of his little ones lost—
Yours is the
praise, if mankind
Hath not as yet in its march
Fainted, and fallen, and died!
See! In the rocks of the world
Marches the host of mankind,
A feeble, wavering
line.
Where are they tending?—A God
Marshall’d
them, gave them their goal.
Ah, but the way is so long!
Years they have been in the wild!
Sore thirst plagues
them, the rocks,
Rising all round, overawe;
Factions divide them, their host
Threatens to break, to
dissolve.
—Ah, keep, keep them combined!
Else, of the myriads who fill
That army, not one shall
arrive;
Sole they shall stray; in the rocks
Stagger for
ever in vain.
Die one by one in the waste.
Then, in such hour of
need
Of your fainting, dispirited race
Ye, like
angels, appear,
Radiant with ardor divine!
Beacons of
hope, ye appear!
Languor is not in your heart,
Weakness is not in your word,
Weariness not on your
brow.
Ye alight in our van! at your voice,
Panic,
despair, flee away.
Ye move through the ranks,
recall
The stragglers, refresh the outworn,
Praise, re-inspire the brave!
Order, courage, return;
Eyes rekindling, and prayers,
Follow your steps as ye
go.
Ye fill up the gaps in our files,
Strengthen
the wavering line,
Stablish, continue our march,
On, to
the bound of the waste,
On, to the City of God.