love
[ws]
i think he deserves this. my first boyfriend. my favourite. the only guy who seemed to really love me for who i was.
[mikey]
very very short online long distance relationship. jerk. idiot. i hate him...he doesn't even email me anymore. i don't even have a picture i can stick pins into.
[E]
i hate to call him my summer fling. but it sure looks like it. but really, there's more to it than it meets to eye.
[alvin]
my present love. we've come a long way. here's the juice.
miscellaneous
[gep]
the name sounds intimidating - gifted education programme - but to me, that was just schooling. i have met very brilliant people from there. met very good teachers. i know i will forever to grateful to the opportunities of intellectual exposure this program offered.
it's elitist, no question about it. the people there can sometimes be arrogant, even me. it was a stimulating, competitive and sometimes very stressful environment. i think my IQ peaked some time when i was in the program.
[glbt issues]
gay lesbian bisexual transgender issues - i actually don't mention this much, but i wish to eventually work on glbt issues. especially in singapore. especially in the closely related aids issues. i am not gay, just like he's not straight. what's the big deal.
i should try to take more initiative in pursuing my conviction. i know, i will. soon.
[huang cheng]
huang cheng ye yun - the drama production experience of 2 years that propelled me into the world of the performing arts. i look for theatre productions to volunteer at, i volunteer usher and i write chinese plays - everything because of huang cheng. just some little contributions, i know but i will never let go.
this was written two years ago. redesigned now.
[kcsa]
krannert center student association. the krannert center of performing arts is one of the top performing arts centers in the country, and basically kcsa is the group of people who want to contribute to its excellence in any way possible. i do mainly ushering for the shows. over the past 2 years, ushering gave me the opportunity to watch shows i would otherwise due to financial constraints, not be exposed to. like symphonies. dances. experimental plays. choirs. sometime last year, i also took part in the backstage production of an opera. anyhow, this year, think i'll become a trained usher supervisor, and tour guide for the center. who knows, next year i'll do more.
[psc]
public service commission - i am a psc oms scholar, open. i graduate from college in 2003. after which i return to singapore to serve my bond in the public service for 6 years. maybe i can carve out a career there, maybe i can't. my bond is worth S$500,000, no way i can break it. unless i find a rich lover.
[ssa]
singapore students association - in uiuc, i mean. i was the treasurer, now no more. now i'm just an active member. sometimes i feel that i'm too active. i like hanging out with non-singaporean people too, i just don't do it often enough.