these last few days have found me sick with flu. It is not atypical
for me to get sick with the change in season, yet, for the last
couple of years, I have done well to stave off any serious, debilitating
illnesses. The last time I was struck with the flu, it turned
to pneumonia. I remember trying to climb the stairs to go to bed
and almost suffocating. At that point, I decided I ought to go
to the hospital.
While this bout will not progress to that point, since I am already
on the upswing to recovery, this past week has left me feeling
quite miserable. I experienced the full gamut of symptoms: headache,
congestion, clogged sinuses, joint pain, muscle aches, fever,
incessant coughing. I consider myself lucky that it did not progress
into a more serious affliction, for I was in the position of having
to work through most of it.
Working with youth, I am susceptible to all viral infections
of the day. This time, I guess my resistance was low. With the
stress of disharmony throughout the past month or so, there is
little doubt as to why my system was not prepared to wage internal
war. There was too much of it going on externally.
I am on the mend.
We are on the mend.
All is calm and peaceful on every front.
Lending readily, happily, pleasantly, thankfully, to the domestic
bliss of late is the fact that The Goddess got a job. A couple
of weeks ago, she was hired as a casual in a residential facility
for Young Offenders. They were highly impressed with her qualifications,
and when a full time position became open last week, she applied,
was interviewed, and told Friday that they did not want to let
her get away; they needed experienced, new blood in the facility.
So, she will be alternating days and evenings, and the job comes
with a full benefits package. The remuneration is not near what
she was getting for similar work in Ontario, but with the group
benefits, we will save over $200.00 per month alone for medications.
Six of one, half dozen of the other.
Blessed be.
October is upon us. Outside, the temperature dips to freezing
at night now, and what was left in our garden that was not harvested
has succumbed to frost. There are a couple of exceptions. The
cosmos still sports new blooms every morning; they seem impervious
to the foreshadowing of winter. The carnations are hanging on
tight, threatening to blossom any day now, if they can just hold
on a little longer. His favorite flower, they were to be a gift
to Alyx. How wonderful it would be if they were to bloom by this
coming weekend when we gather to celebrate the end of his chemotherapy,
the finale of a poignant chapter in his life.
The splendor of the garden has been replaced by a now fervor
of color on the season's foliage. Being consumed by the blast
of reds, yellows, golds, coppers, and browns makes the hibernation
of our little patch of plants all that more endurable. The harvest,
in full swing now, makes the week's wait for Thanksgiving that
much more arduous. Already I can smell the savory scent of roast
turkey basting in the oven, while pots of yams, turnip, parsnips,
potatoes, squash, and cranberries alternately simmer on the stove
top.
I do not forget the privilege this is.
The lawn may get mowed a time or two more, there may be another
bucket or two for the compost, the wildflowers may surprise us
with one more flower, Reekie and Moo may still enjoy a romp or
two in the crackling leaves, yet Winter snores no longer, while
most other life is now beginning to yawn.