Chef's Log: 6/17/2003

Time::::2:07 am
Mood:::bored
Listening to:::watching Guyver

I just felt like posting here...

Captain's Log: June 7, 2003

Time::::???
Mood:::O_O yet at the same time.. -_-
Listening to:::FF7 BOSS THEME!! BOOYA!! *attacks make-believe cloud plushie*... god.. what I wouldn't kill for a real one of those...

HUAH!!! ITS...OVER!!... *passes out* schools over! SCHOOL OVER!! wowies.. I just woke up, and i'm so hyper, yet so dead. I slept for 17 hours.. and DAMN did I need it!! I was so tiered during exams, I'm sure everyone thought I was ****ed up. That night I slept over at ashleys and we studied..not so much. And I eneded up staying up till 4 writing my service journals, which sucked MAJORLY because I had to wake up at 6... wait.. why am I complaing!? Schools out! wait.. I said that already... dammit.. I need some coffee... and some Kyo x Yuki GOODNESS!! (I've been reading far to many lemons lately... >_> *hides 4 day supply of lemonaid behind back*)

... *also takes off pants and runs towards the bushes* ... >_>

Chef's Log: June 6, 2003

Time::::5:47 am
Mood:::sleepy...
Listening to:::Weezer - No One Else

Must...stay awake!!! Augh!! My internet died today!! But it eventually started working again, so life continues on as normally (or abnormally, depending on your point of view). I'm supposed to be awake at 6:30 to eat breakfast with the family, but I can't get up that early!! So I decided to just stay awake instead. In fact the only reason I'm posting this is to keep me awake, so uh...hmm...

*takes off pants and runs toward the bushes*

Chef's Log: June 5, 2003

Time::::12:57 am
Mood:::im....so....sore...
Listening to:::Beatles - In My Life (AWESOME SONG!!)

Too...much...basketball...*feet fall off* I'm convinced that my grandparents are actually George Costanza's parents in disguise, lol. But its cool, I enjoy listening to them bicker ^_^. And my GC memory card has mysteriously decided to stop working :(

Chef's Log: June 3, 2003

Time::::1:35 am
Mood:::sleepy
Listening to:::The Mars Volta - Cicatriz

I get the feeling that you like that song!! You've only been listening to it for the last few days >_>. I went to Lake Tahoe today, we took this SUPER long boat ride across the lake which took FOREVER, but it was ok. Summer is here!!! Summer is here!!! *collapses*

Captain's Log: June 2, 2003

Time::::5 something pm EST
Mood::: ---
Listening to:::The Postal Service- Sleeping in

Today was an amazing day! School is almost out, so I'm making sure that I have tons of fun with all my friends. And as I was leaving school, I saw Hayley!! It was so good to see her again, It put me in an even better mood! The only bad part about my day was the fact that my moms house reeks so bad! our refridgerator broke a few days ago and we didn't realize, and I guess there was a turkey in there so it rotted. It literally smelled like dead, rotting corpses in our basement! >_< Hehe, ah well, I'm at my dads now, so its all good! Yay!

Captain's Log: June 1, 2003

Time::::3:06 pm est
Mood::: out of it
Listening to:::The Postal Service- Sleeping in

I'm so excited for summer. I'm so excited for the future. Although, I want to take my time getting there. With everyday I'm loving life more and more, despite my weak condition and poor health. I want the world to feel the way that I do. I want to share my secrets with everyone I know. The only worries I have are for finals, which I figure is only natural. But still, im not letting those bring me down. -lexia

Chef's Log: May 31, 2003

Time::::10:41 pm
Mood::: ...
Listening to:::tv

I feel like such a dick.

Captain's Log: May 31, 2003

Time::::4:57 pm EST
Mood:::arrg
Listening to:::vendetta red- shatterday

Ashley and I were just both viciously attacked by matthew. -_- Rrrrr, last night was supposed to be a study day.. but we endedup playing from the library level to the final level on halo... so today we worked for 5 or 6 hours on Western Society, and still have 2 more sections to do!! @_@ ah well, I already knew this week was gonna be a complete study week. But Anywho, Schools almost out! YAHOO!!!!! *crazy 80's dances* ..buuuuttt... I have a feeling that my finals are going to kick my ass...thrice!!-lexia

Captain's Log: May 29, 2003

Time::::10:51 pm EST
Mood:::happy
Listening to:::Wear Sunscreen

I am so happy. Even though I think my sickness is actually getting worse, I'm at a point right now where I can just say, "it happens" with a smile on my face and mean it. I'm loving every imperfection on my body, and I'm no longer afraid anymore of what other people think of them. I'm realing that along with the uncertainty of the future, excitement comes with it. My choices are half chance.. and so are everybody elses.

Chef's Log: May 27, 2003

Time::::11:48 pm
Mood:::bored and happy
Listening to:::The Postal Service - Sleeping In

Yet another boring day in the life of Soupy, I did nothing! Tomorrow is the last day for seniors so I'm finally gonna be able to hang out with my friends for a change, that should be fun. Well I guess that's it for now, N'cha!

Chef's Log: May 26, 2003

Time::::4:23 am
Mood:::I feel...furry
Listening to:::RvB Episode 7

I came to the conclusion today that if Robocop fought the Terminator, the Terminator would win. This came after 2 hours of intense self debate and analysis. Needless to say my mind is now in a state of complete disarray. However, 12 good hours of sleep should remedy the situation. In other news, I got a keychain to match my hat!

Chef's Log: May 25, 2003

Time::::4:10 am
Mood:::content
Listening to:::Hot Hot Heat - Bandages

I got the coolest hat in the world today. It's one of those cheap ones you get at the thrift store and it says "Don't mess with Texas" on the front. It's pretty tubular.

Captain's Log: May 25, 2003

Time::::2:17 am EST
Mood:::???
Listening to:::---

Well, I just woke up a half an hour ago, and after some thought, I realized that I give up on the whole 'relationship/crush' thing. I mean... who cares? Am I not happy enough already with having a whole bunch of people in my life that mean the world to me? ^_^ Heee. Of course i'm happy! How could I have forgotten that in the first place? I don't NEED that special someone, no matter how nice they are to have, I have tons of other things to make me happy! Hehehe, I love moments like this!!!

You've got
this amazing creature -------> yourself
that can move and breathe,
dance and cry.
And you have a certain amount of moments,
(maybe a few million moments - but moments they are)
And you have this chance to do absolutely ANYTHING
to reach out to another vulnerable and true.
to dance on the roof in euphoria
And pray beside the ocean
to let go
We have the chance every moment to BE ALIVE
and to GIVE this world who needs each one of
us so BADLY.

-Sabrina Ward Harrison, from the book, Spilling Open.. Its IMPARATIVE that you go out and buy it right now!! each page has a million colors on it, and pictures, and old photos, and drawings.. the backrounds are all collages!! And she hand wrote it.. theres no typing! its like writing with crayons! and sometimes the words go upside down and along the sides, or in a pattern! -Alexia

Chef's Log: May 24, 2003

Time::::2:01 am
Mood:::feeling kind of odd
Listening to:::Weezer - Across the Sea

I don't know what's going on, but I have the weirdest feeling right now. I can't really describe it. It's not happy or sad...it's just odd. But such is the life of Soupy. Aaaaaauuuggghhhh.............. *self destructs*

Chef's Log: May 23, 2003

Time::::12:43 am
Mood:::tired and sweaty (and not from what I wish it was from)
Listening to:::At the Drive-In - Hourglass

Guess what I'm gonna see tomorrow!! I'll give you a hint: it starts with an 'M' and ends with an 'X'. Hehehe...I also got suspended from GameFAQs......again. *Waves fist* But I'm gonna fight the system! Power to the people! Radical!!

Captain's Log: May 21, 2003

Time::::3:55 p.m. EST
Mood:::bah!
Listening to:::Caress me down- sublime

Huah! Boring day, boring life! Guess I'm some kind of freak! Haha.. damn.. I REALLY need to stop procrastinating... Its like that saying.. "Procrastination is like masturbation. It seems like a good idea at first, but in the end you're only fucking yourself." ... Haha, I really am screwing myself over. WOAH, 8 minute ABS works miracles..-lexia

Chef's Log: May 21, 2003

Time::::3:01 am
Mood:::im slippery as an eel!
Listening to:::chrono trigger st (not sure which song)

My brother had all his friends over here, and me, being the geek that I am, challenged them to a Halo match. 3 on 1. They didn't stand a chance ^_^. *cough*thescorewas25to6*cough* Lets see...oh!!! lol, I was walking my dog again at like 1 am and I looked over at a house and I saw this old lady peeking at me through the window. She looked sooooo freaky...and when I looked back at her, she didn't even flinch or anything. She just kept staring. lol, I ran back to my house like a frightened kitten v_v.

Captain's Log: May 20, 2003

Time::::9:00 p.m. EST
Mood:::CRA_ZAH
Listening to:::Chin 2 song

My dad turns to me at dinner and was like, "Say lex, how about we go driving?" So I drove us around Akron and the freeway and the like. I Loooove driving in the avalanche!! ^___^ and when I got back, I COMPLETLY ACCIDENTALLY found a site about the two toppless Asian guys who dance to that crazy restaurant song! I was SO EXCITED!! I learned thaT dance last week! Hahaha, I'm the coolest!! >_> Heh heh, and Matt just IM'ed me and sent me a link with that mpeg, coinicidence! too funny! Damn, I'm hyper now. And I was so relaxed before!! Not much happened today...except I bit John pretty hard in gym. *shrugs* And umm.. SCHOOL NEEDS TO END -lexia

Chef's Log: May 19, 2003

Time::::8:55 pm
Mood:::sore (is that a mood?)
Listening to:::Spurs/Mavs game

Pretty boring day today, I got up, showered, got online and did all my other normal stuff. I've also decided that if Neo is "The One", then I am "The Two". Hehe, yeah that was dumb >_>.

Captain's Log: May 19, 2003

Time::::3:57 pm
Mood:::not sure
Listening to:::End song to D.N.Angel

Arrg, I have 3 weeks of school left! I really need to buckle down if I want to stay at Walsh! Arrg, And I'm still trying to find the best way to deal with things regarding certain people, but ah well. I should read spilling open again, I think it would make me feel a lot better. v_v Gackt, you are the only one for me!! And soupy.. where are those naked pictures of him you promised me??!!-Alexia (And good luck walking your dog >_>)

Chef's Log: May 18, 2003

Time::::11:10 pm
Mood:::tired but happy
Listening to:::Juno Reactor vs Don Davis - Burly Brawl

I woke up sooo early (noonish)!! hehe...>_>. I saw the Matrix, again...^_^. I went to my moms place, made a huge dinner, ate way too much, almost puked, and was awarded the honor of doing the dishes afterwards! But I didn't mind it at all for some reason o_O. Eh, I am now preparing to walk my dog. Wish me luck.

Captain's Log: May 18, 2003

Time::::2:38 p.m. EST
Mood:::@_@ crazy.
Listening to:::White Destiny- Pretear and Another World-Gackt

Wahhh.. NOOOOOOOO its the tired high!! And its not even night-time yet!! I just suddenly burst out laughing and I couldn't stop!! Ahhh, today I went over to ashleys, snuck in her house, punched her, sat down, talked, and then left. Thats what she gets for saying sad things! And Arrrgh, I still haven't seen the matrix yet!! and OH OH OH OH!!! I NEED to play the game Sukisho!! I just heard about it... and ^_______^ I will cry If I don't play it!! I guess its an h-game, and its not translated yet, but still, the main characters are so damn hott!!!!! *glomps* Okay, I SERIOUSLY need to calm down.. !!! D.N.Angel 7 is out for downloading!! Unless its some sort of cruel trick!! Woah.. I still need to get these 70+ episodes of One Piece off of my computer... I am running out of room again!! -Alexia

Chef's Log: May 17, 2003

Time::::11:47 pm
Mood:::tired but excited at the same time
Listening to:::Mars Volta - State Your Preference

My brother surprised everyone by showing up here today!! (He's in the Air Force and decided to just drive down here when he got some leave time) So we went out to eat and I got to drive his car around. Annnnnd, I'm going to see the Matrix again tomorrow!! *wets self* Heh, I'm glad you had fun at Cedar Point even though you didn't get to k-
*cough cough*, erm...>_>

Captain's Log: May 17, 2003

Time::::4:03 p.m. EST
Mood:::tired
Listening to:::Breezy and 3x5 (Two relaxing songs)

Yesterday was Cedar Point day. Not as fun as last years, but still a great time. I didn't get to go on the Dragster (which I really wanted to do!! >_<) but I did get to get soaked from head to toe on the water rides! We got stamps that let us go to the front of the line for the Millenium Force, instead of waiting inline for 1-2 hours ^_^ and I got the greatest picture on the Magnum XL with ashley. We were fake punching each other,(sort of a little tribute to the opening scene of CKY2K) and I had my hair down so It was blowing all crazy, and we got to sit in the very front of the ride! Good stuff, I tell ya. I met Brent for the first time, which was definatly an interesting experience. Hes a funny kid, a bit emotional too, but still cool. And I got to spend time with each of my friends, which made me really really happy. Haha, we didn't get an olden day picture though...*cries* But thats okay, 'cause I have a lot of fun memories! Haha, but I'm sick today, probably because I was sopping wet from so long. Heh, it was worth it though! *sighs* But I guess the experience was a little bit sad too, 'cause I realized what I gotta do in the situations regarding the people I like. ;_; . Haha, but whatever happens, happens, and I'm just grateful for all the time I get to spend together with them.
And Soupy, i'm so jelous!! I want to see it so bad!! -Alexia

Chef's Log: May 16, 2003

Time::::8:01 p.m.
Mood:::excited!!
Listening to:::Jimmy Eat World - Cautioners

I saw the Matrix!! I saw the Matrix!!! Neo=DOMINANCE. Hehe, not much to say except that I SAW THE MATRIX!! Oh yeah, it has the Coolest. Fight. Scene. EVAR.

Chef's Log: May 15, 2003

Time::::5:12 p.m.
Mood:::*points to the smiley face hanging on the wall*
Listening to:::Laker game (die lakers!!)

Alright crew, listen up! This here be no democratic pirate ship! Tis a dictatorship! And I'm 3rd in command! That being said, most of ye have to listen to me, Soupy! Now that we straightened that out, lets start off with this: I CAN POST HERE NOW!!! WHEE!!!!! *ahem* ok, um...>_> if you want some soup, just ask!

Captains log: May 15, 2003

Time::::??? p.m.
Mood:::excited
Listening to:::Simple and clean

Heee. Well, I decided that since I won't be getting online a lot because of finals comming up, I discovered another way to talk to soupy! Hes gonna also be able to post here too! ^_^ fun fun fun!!! Hehehehe, I just bought the COOLEST ninja storm power rangers shirt!! I bet your well jelous!!-Alexia

Captains log: May 13, 2003

Time::::7:52 p.m.
Mood:::bored
Listening to:::Blue and Yellow- The Used

Today was a long and boring day. I was in a daze, for the most part. A little bit happy, and a little bit sad. Heh, the topic that seems to be popular around my friends is love, and.. well I can't help feel a little bit empty inside. Damn, the only thing I am looking foreward to right now is cedar point. Heh.. I really want to play halo with matt and john right now. Maybe that would make me feel better, ne? ^-^
hehe.. look how much space I have on my computer right now... v_v

Captains log: May 12, 2003

Time::::9:45 p.m.
Mood::: a bit sad
Listening to:::The girl who stole the stars- Chrono Cross soundtrack

It hurts so bad sometimes; I cry. Thanks for cheeing me up, soupy.

Captains log: May 11, 2003

Time::::11:50 p.m.
Mood::: -.- relaxed.. mostly
Listening to:::The End Song from the Noir OST

*yawn* soo tierd.. yesterday I can honestly say that I spent 12 hours doing homework. But I can also honestly say that a good four of those 12 hours were spent procrastinating. -_- I got four interums, all D's. And of course, i'm being threatened to get kicked out again. Haha, ah well. I'm in the second volume of the Fruits Basket manga, although i've already read 4-5. Its so good, and it makes me so happy. It makes me want to be a little bit kinder, and cherish every day I spend with the ones I love. Hey, Cedar point day is comming up.

Captains log: May 6, 2003

Time::::4:08 p.m.
Mood::: ehhhh.
Listening to:::Suna no Hoshi- Trigun OST

...Today was the seniors last day.. that means.. except for exams, I won't see matt or John in the hallways anymore. It makes me a little sad.. *sighs* Soupy and I ended up failing in our attempt to have a flawless conversation. I won. heeee. yeah.. okay, not much to say. Today was nice out...

Captains log: May 5, 2003

Time::::3:08 p.m.
Mood::: so. tierd.
Listening to:::Lullaby- Noir OST

This is the expression I saw om almost everyones face today: -_-. Especially on me, robbie and jake. I was falling asleep in practically all of my classes, I need a nap. Kare Kano volume 3 comes out tommarow. I hope I can get it, also along with the new Newtype and Shonen Jump. *passes out and drools everywhere.* >_>

Captains log: May 4, 2003

Time::::10:05 a.m.
Mood::: relaxed.
Listening to:::Torn- Natalie Imbruglia

*sighs* Right now, I feel truely happy. Its so strange. I am in the mood to just sit still, smile, and sip my coffee. I love this feeling the most. If I had to describe it, I would say that it feels like a warm, gentle wind. Heee. I should really get back to my homework, but I just want to savor this feeling a little bit longer. Only a little bit longer...

Captains log: May 4, 2003

Time::::12:09 a.m.
Mood::: relaxed.
Listening to:::Blamb/Breezy- Final Fantasy VIII soundtrack

Hmm.. I may actually be in the mood for homework right now. Hehehe, I feel so smart! I just got out of the shower, but some slippers on, put a robe on, did that towel head wrap thing and put on my glasses. ^___^ I feel like quite the intellectual! Ha! =P. *sighs* I definatly shouldn't have waited until the last day to do homework again, but oh well, whats done is done. oh! hehe, I have a new favorite author! She has written some of the best FB fanfiction, you should definatly check her out! Her pen name is merrow, and he website is Random Fandom. Well, i'm outie. ja BaiBai!

Captains log: May 3rd, 2003

Time::::11:00 a.m.
Mood::: ^______^
Listening to:::Random Gravitation Songs ^_____^

START QUOTE And So my crazy dream continues. I wish I could wake up in the middle of it. END QUOTE! Heeee, *covers face* yesterday I blew up, and owies, I punched the wood part of my bunk bed repeatedly. owies. >_< My BIGGEST pet peeve is when someone re-aranges/re-organizes my stuff (My room, mainly). And I come home from ashleys after losing pretty bad in halo *cries a pond worth skipping rocks in* to find that all my stuff had been cleaned and put away in new places where I couldn't find anything. Hehehe, I screamed and started WAILING and CRYING!! how stupid!! I stormed off to my mom and I wanted to punch out each of her teeth slowly and individually. Heeeeee. I'm such a brat!! I was soo mad at myself afterward too, because I promised myself to not get mad at little things like that. So I went downstairs, locked myself in the computer room and watched ep 60 of One Piece raw. T.T of course it was a sad episode, and I was still crying. SO! I did something that made me REALLY HAPPY! I watched 9 eps of gravitation and my face went from this: ;_; to this: ^_______^. Hehehehhe, and I just finished watching it right now. I can't stop giggling!!

Captains log: April 29, 2003

Time::::10:39 p.m.
Mood::: blah
Listening to:::Mizerable- Gackt

waaahh, I'm so tierd. My dinner right now is a cup of coffee and some cereal. I really wish I could learn how to cook. Studying is killing me, and I wish it would just end already. But eh, who am I to complain. This weekend I plan on escaping reality with some GRAVITAION and GACKT. *cuddles pictures that I just printed out*. Heh heh heh... *drools in bowl*. Grr... I tried to take a nap today, because I feel asleep ealier on the couch twice, but as soon as I laid down in bed, I was like O_O and was instant hyper. Why!?!? So I grab a book in hopes to make myself even more tierd, and It turns out I grabbed Vol. 3 of Peach Girl, and it was SO. GOOD. Of course it didn't make me sleepy, it just woke me up more. *sighs* Three things I realized. A.) I can never win. B.) I NEVER have enough money to buy the rest of a series. and C.) Someone doesn't want me to sleep. EVER. I LOSE!!!

Captains log: April 29, 2003

Time::::6:38 a.m.
Mood::: O_O
Listening to:::Mizerable- Gackt

O_O...just.. O_O I have just fallen in love with the most beautiful man on earth-GACKT!!!! ahhhh *runs in circles screaming* !!!! *deep breath* hahaha.... ..... *drools everywhere*. Hes so talented, so gorgeous... so.. thin!! okay okay.. i'm a super-fangirl. ^_~. Anyways, for those of you who have never seen him... I present to you.. PICTURES I STOLE! yay!!! ENJOY!!! *gets a bucket for you to drool in*



haha, oh, and the thing I drew for a friend.. I decided not to give it to him! >_< I'm to embarassed now!

Captains log: April 27, 2003

Time::::6:10
Mood::: exhausted
Listening to:::Kalmia- Gackt

arrrgh. Yesterday was a sad day. This morning was a internet moring. I put up more pics in the gallery! (*cough*lookatthemordie*cough*) and took more tests! (hehehe, yummy yaoi goodness!) *sighs* then after that, I spent the rest of the day, until now, building a deck with my dad! It looks amazing! So much better than the piece of crap that was there before. But now my hands are all raw because the the drill was to big for my tiny hands. But i'm super proud of myself. *flexes noexistant muscle* eh heh heh... <_<. now all thats left is to clean my room. WILL SOMEONE HELP ME!!?!? seriously... it will take two days if I do it myself.. and I'm to short to hang the posters on my celeing. Damn being small! I'll show all you people when I grow a whole a bunch....(...dammit! someday it WILL happen!!) AHAHAH yeah, I know! I'll be as tall as my friend Jake! Just you wait! *shakes fist* *passes out*

Captains log: April 26, 2003

Time::::a little bit before noon
Mood::: dead tired
Listening to::: Always getting over you- Angela Ammons

-_-. I'm so tired. I stayed up super late last night trying to draw the perfect picture for a heartbroken friend last night. Heh, I know excatly how he feels.. in fact, thats practically the story of my life. >_> I don't want him to be sad! But I don't think there is anything I can do to cheer him up. I don't know him as well as I would like to, but he is still important to me. Augh, sometimes its so hard to smile.

Captains log: April 23, 2003

Time::::3:19 p.m.
Mood::: exhausted
Listening to::: The end song to Noir
x_x. Today I physically exhausted myself worrying. I wish school would just end already. my grades are terrible. terrible! yes, even worse than before. Tiff and Oli are in trouble, and I can't stop thinking about it. Today was such a tiresome day.

Captains log: April 20, 2003

Time::::7:27 p.m.
Mood::: x_x
Listening to:::Relient K-The pirates who don't do anything. (member the song from veggietales?!)

and now its time for silly songs with larry, the part of the show where larry comes out and sings a silly song. Joining larry are par grape and mr lunt, who together make up the infamous gang of scallywags, the pirates who don't do anything.

Teehehehehe. Whoosh. What an exhausting weekend! I didn't get to watch any of One Piece -_- but I did manage to get out to suncoast and buy this months Shonen Jump, which has a chapter of the manga translated! ::very grateful::. *sigh* I got to hang out with Todd alot today, I was excited! I haven't seen him since christmas, and David is still overseas for the navy deal thing. :( I hope he stays well and is able to come home soon. Oh! and I didn't get to see/talk to ashley at all this weekend! *cries* I miss her. Ah well...WOAH!! hehe, I just got a good Idea! Ja ne! I am a pirate and thats what I am!

Captains log: April 15, 2003

Time::::10:11 p.m.
Mood::: relaxed
Listening to::: Thank you- Dido

Today started out a great day. I had an amazing dream, and woke up feeling like a pirate. Don't ask. But it was fun. But whenever I'm hyper in the morning, that automatically means that I'll be tired for the rest of the day. I'm not planning on going to bed tonight. I put off all my homework so I haven't even opened up my bookbag yet. When Mom goes to sleep I'm planning on making myself a cup of my special coffee and waiting for the sunrise like I used to. I'm kind of exited.

Heh, Like I mentioned before, some of my friends aren't getting along, so it really got me thinking. It upsets me when people don't get along, especially when its the people I love the most. I wish there was some way I could teach them to stop looking at the bad side of things and only focus on everything that there is to be happy about. I mean sure, everyone is allowed to be mean and grouchy once and a while, but why would you want to do that to yourself everyday?

Captains log: April 14, 2003

Time::::10:58 p.m.
Mood::: heh!
Listening to::: RUN!RUN!RUN! from the OP soundtrack

Wow.. today was...interesting. Today seemed like such a long day, then when we got back to the hideout(ashleys house), all we did was homework. Right away. Wow, I haven't done so much all at once in a while. I'm pretty damn proud of myself! Anyways, me shipmates still aren't doin to well, but I have a feeling things will be happy again soon. We are.. we are... on the cruise!!! WE ARE!

Captains log: April 13, 2003

Time::::8:48 p.m.
Mood::: eh
Listening to::: ---

I am *such* an ungrateful little bastard. I'm complaining again about what gifts I got today. Dammit dammit dammit. *feels like beating self up*

Captains log: April 13, 2003

Time::::6:04 p.m.
Mood::: tired
Listening to::: ---

Woah, being a pirate is going to take a lot of work. Crew-mates Oli and tiff are going through some rough times. I can only listen and pray that things come out happy. I hope for the best. Anyways, I've been at my grandmas house for over an hour now and just being here wears me out. I could seriously fall asleep sitting up. But anyways, I realized something. I can't want 'that person' any more. I don't know him, and some other reasons. Damn. Well, what ever. Oh, and one more thing, soupy's birthday is the day after mine. How fun. Rove and Peacou

April 13, 2003

Time::::3:00 p.m.
Mood::: crazy
Listening to::: Captain Hampton and the Midget Pirates- Aquabats

AHOY!!!! I am offically going to become a pirate!!! I'm gonna learn how to wield three swords at once and sail and everything!! My crew and I will be known for gutting many and leaving few alive! We'll pillage the villages and then happily sail way!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

April 6, 2003

Time::::2:32 p.m.
Mood::: sad happiness
Listening to::: Smoke- Natalie Imbruglia(sp?)

I'm such a sap. I just finished watching Ayashi no Ceres again and I cried harder than I did last time. It was terrible this time. It was uncontrollable, I even had to force myself not to scream. At least the ending gave me something to smile about. Heh, I feel like I'm still falling apart. Wierd, isn't it? Physically too. My body is weakening and I look terrible. I really think that going to school tommarow will do me some good. I really want to give it my best this last quarter, so I can prove everyone that I'm not stupid. I'm not.

April 6, 2003

Time::::12:17 a.m.
Mood::: bored
Listening to::: random noir songs

I've felt really empty lately, and I can't seem to be my normal happy self. Its kind of a lonely feeling, and I have no idea where its comming from. I've tried to cheer myself up by reading marmalade boy and watching Fruits Basket, but even those didn't work. ... School starts back up tommarow, and I'm actually happy. I think I will be able to get back into my normal self if I see all my friends again. Heh.. and maybe I'll finally be able to get that certain someone out of my head.

April 4, 2003

Time::::12:44 a.m.
Mood::: h u n g r y
Listening to::: salva nos- noir soundrack.

ARG!! 1. Last night, I _tried_ to hang up my posters from the con at my dads house, but i'm TOO SHORT!!!! arg.. it made my arms hurt! 2. I had the BEST DREAM!! okay.. well one of the best. *won't tell you about it* Hi-mit-su. 3. ALL MY MANGA'S CAME!!!! but ARG!!! lol, but of course, ididn't order any COMPLETE series, so I was left hanging!! **STRESS** 4. I LOVE: marmalade boy, miracle girls, paradise kiss, and GTO 5. I wish my dream was real!! 6. I think I'll go to bunny's house tonight and tell 'er about my ideas for that super secret project!! ~~This bit of randomness was brought to you by: Alexia~~ *bows*

April 3, 2003

Time::::I'm guessing around 10-11 p.m.
Mood::: s l e e p y
Listening to::: ---

Arrrg Mateys! I'm back! lol, and guess what I did all vacation! NOTHING! it was perfect! I got to sit around all day and... well.. do nothing! and im pretty burnt now.. *owies* Anyways, not much to talk about! I'm tired. I'm burnt. I'm... well.. tierd. Hah, I was on a plane all day today, and In the morning I crazy-danced like no other. Oh, and I promised myself I would stop complaining. erm.. yeah. *throws in another random comment* I gotta hang up all the posters I got from the con still....

March 27, 2003

Time::::3:29 p.m.
Mood:::PROUD!!! I DID IT!!! YATTA!!
Listening to::: 311 cover of Sublimes, "What I got"

*throws arms in the air and runs around like a crazy person* I did It! I'm done!! yay!!! hehehe WOO!!! *whipes forehead* This layout took me *counts* over 25 hours to put up!! But it was worth it!! Hehe wowies! you should have seen how strange this layout looked before I fixed it up. (Mispellings, colors clashed, to big) It took a TON or work!! Also notice that if you point your mouse over the fruit, you'll see the lyrics to one of my altime favorite songs! Extra Bonus points to whoever can tell me what song its from! (..really obvious...) Now.. you may be asking.. but its only spring! Why a summer layout? Well, thats because whenever its cold/crappy outside, or I am bored, I immagine it to be SUMMER!! And so I thought everyone could use a reminder that summer vacation is comming up, so try your hardest/best this last quarter! ^_^ Oh, and I won't be updating for a while again, because, well, I'm going on vacation tommarow!! I don't remember where we are going exactly.. (-_-;;) but its someplace warm! ^_^ And another thing! Ashley and I have come up with a SUPER GREAT IDEA!! but it will remain a secret for now.. >.< Oh yeah!! And one last thing before I go, (haha.. this post has been severly random), I talked to hayley yesterday!! She was in class and had a laptop, and I happened to be online also, so we got to talk for a bit! I was so happy, it had been a while since I talked to her last. ^^ I hope I get together with her soon! Please sign the guestbook, or leave a message on the tagboard! I want to know what everyone thinks of the new updates! ^_^ LUVIES!! *waves*

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