And I know
Poem of the Week for 5.12.00 

Don't be sad 
When you accidentally say you love me
Don't worry anymore--
Please forget me
The time we shared together
You will forget soon
And only I
Will remember these memories

In every person's life
There is a moment when they love blindly
And I know
You won't love me anymore
But I won't forget
The time we spent together
Because I had given you
My heart and soul

And I know you will forget
All the love songs you dedicated to me
And I know your heart
Has other pictures of love - not only mine
And I won't blame you anymore
When I see you with another
So in love

There is a moment in your life
When you truly did love me
And only thought of me
Although that moment is gone
I will always remember
That once in my life
You were truly mine


By Eternal Angel 

Can't... 

Can't feel nothing but hurt, 
Inside this lonely soul of mine.

Can't hear nothing but the sound of my heart shattering,
As I pick the pieces off the ground.

Can't speak of nothing but the agonizing pain,
That you had scarred into me.

Can't touch my dreams anymore,
Because you took them away when you walked away.

Can't see a life without you,
As tears roll down my face as I think that they would never stop. 

And they never will.


By Eternal Angel 

untitled 

Don't try to be strong for me,
I'm already weak.

Don't try to fulfill the promises you made to me,
It'll only make you stay longer.

Stop pretending you're happy,
I can see right through that act. 

Forget the memories that we shared,
They'll only make you feel worst.

Ignore my cries and my pleads,
I'll calm down after awhile.

Just leave me and forget me,
Because I won't...

Just turn around and walk away,
Remember that this is for the best.

At least one of us will be happy...


By Eternal Angel 

Break Up 

That moment when you held my hand, 
When you captured me with your eyes.
WHen you gave me something so grand,
I never knew your love and words were all just lies.

THat night when we had that moonlight walk,
When you slowly lifted my chin and kissed me.
When we had that in-depth talk,
I never knew it was just a joke you see.

That fantasy that we had once share,
When we had a joining heart.
When I thought you actually care,
I never knew you'll break me apart.

That lie that you've retold to many hearts,
When you told me, I thought you meant it.
WHen I thought we'll never part,
I never knew you didn't mean it, not one bit.

That red rose that you had given to me, 
When I look now, it's no longer there.
When I thought our love was meant to be,
I never knew you'll stop to care.

That sweet poem that you had written for me,
When I look at it there's only tears.
When you wrote "meant to be,"
I never knew I'll face these fears.

That unforgettable day when you broke my heart,
When "goodbye, honey! All a joke," you say.
When you torn my life by depart,
I never knew my happiness was token away.


By Twilight Angel 

Why do I bother?


                Why do I bother to say "hi" to you
                    When I know that you'll say "good bye"
                Why do I bother cheering you up
                    When I know you'll that you'll make me cry

                Why do I bother dressing your wounds
                    When I know that you'll hurt me in return
                Why do I bother to help you
                    When I know that you'll never learn

                Why do I bother telling you you're special
                    When I know you'll call me a nerd
                Why do I bother talking to you
                    When I know that you won't say a word

                Why do I bother to live each day
                    When I know that I'd rather die
                Why do I bother to love you
                    I guess I'll never know why
By Kattie 

Lost Love 

When you came into the room, 
my world would stop its spin.
But for you it was different,
your liking someone else was to begin.

This hurt inside,
tore me apart.
While you walked up,
to break my heart.

On every star I have wished,
that one day I'd bump into you.
And if that day ever comes,
what I have to say will be true.

"If you hadn't broke my heart,
I'd love you to the end.
But that night you came up to me,
I lost my only friend.

"I now know that you,
have not lived to your fullest.
Just like love 
at its bluest.

"You can't always get what you want,
I know its true.
Nothing now can help us out
for I no longer love you."


By Destiny Moon 

Alone 

Now I am alone 
Without you here
I'm left only with memories
Of the time you were near

You left without a word
Without an explanation
You're gone, nothing to it
My heart has no completion

You left one day
And you never came back
So now I'm left
With a heart that's black


By Sailor Amy 

Good-bye 

It's been days, almost weeks
Since the day you said "Good-bye"
Now I'm staring at your picture
Trying my best not to cry

I think of all the things you said
Lies, that's all they were
I still don't believe it
And now I'm left with a heart that won't soar

I should thank you
You taught me how to love, but
What about the pain that comes
When all you do is say "Good-bye?"


By Sailor Amy 

You're Here 

I hear your voice
Whispering words I want to forget
I feel your prescence
There, since the first day we met

I look at a picture of you
Wondering why love is always so cruel
I read your notes again and again
Until my heads spins like a whirlpool

I wish I could hate you
Hate you for all my tears
But how can I, when
It was you who blew away my fears

Now I ask my self
Did he feel it too
And the I wonder what would have happened
If I said "I love you"


By Sailor Amy 

I'm Sorry 

Why did I let you walk away
When all I had to do was say "I'm sorry"
I let my friends get in the way
But all it took was "I'm sorry"

I'm sorry for everything
For loving you
And for believing
That you felt it too

I'm sorry for living
And for loving
And for caring


But now sorry's too late


By Sailor Amy 

Questions and Answers 

Ask me if I still love you;
You know it's true

Ask me if I miss you;
You already new

Ask me if I'll forget you;
Love can always be renewed

Why do you always walk away
Just when things are going my way?


By Sailor Amy 

unfinished 

once us 
now me
alone i go
alone
i will stay
in the abyss
of loneliness
darkness
all around
cold
so cold
everything
is now nothing
nothing at all
hurt
pain
a thousand needles
stabbed
into my heart
broken -
i'm broken now -
i'm un-finshed


By eternal angel 

i still love you 

no more us
there is only
you and i
no more love
just a hearbreak
and a
shattered dream
i
still
love
you
but then again
you don't
it's like saying
those three words
to an empty wall
no responce
no acknowledge
of hearing so
just silence
loud silence
that makes you want to scream
i
still
care
but you don't
why care for someone
who doesn't
care for you
idiotcy
i know
to know that you
care
for someone
who doesn't
care
i
still
want
you
but it doesn't matter
i want
but i do not have
i
miss
but it doesn't matter
missing you
has caused
a
deeper
sharper
knife to stab me
whenever i see
you again
i
want
to
forget
but i can't
and i won't
my heart won't let
although i scream to
i
still
love
you...


By eternal angel 

First Loves Are Like That 

Time has passed 
But I still have merories of you
Sharing our love
As if we were the only ones in the world

The first time I saw you
I realized what love was
I have never felt like this before
Until you came and showed me the way

I guess I was lost
Wondering through the woods
My castle was far away now
I was afraid

I could feel someone following me
But I couldn't scream
Because I knew
It wouldn't hurt me

It was getting dark
Lost and all by myself
In the middle of the garden
The forgotten garden

I knew something was going to happen
Clouds were covering the sky
A cold wind blew in my ears
And I shivered under the remaining moonlight

It started to rain after that
A hard thunderstorm
Scarring everything on it's way
Remembering the last day it came to my land

I ran towards the rose garden
Somehow I knew it was near me
But I fell
Innocent rock under my foot

Then you came to the rescue (Hehe~funny frase^^*)
You covered me with you soul
You filled my heart with love
You protected me from the world

I don't remember how long it's been since that day
I never saw you again
You only taught me how to love
Then you disappeared, forever

Maybe you were an angel
Who saw my suffering body
And came to save me
Because the Almighty One told you to

Maybe you were just a dream
For I woke up in my bed
Right after looking into your ocean blue eyes
The purest and the bluest

Or maybe you really exist
But only as a memory
And a pain in my heart
Broken since the day you left

Now, Nothing can be changed
Your memories cannot be erased
Your eyes mustn't be forgotten
You were my first love

First loves remain in your heart
Even when you fall in love with someone else
It stays forever
Teaching you how to be strong

They all start like a dream
Peaceful and compromising
You believe everything
And you give your entire heart

You're happy
You never cry
You know (or hope) that he'll stay with you
And you never think of what will happen when he leaves

Then one day
When you are walking happily down the street
You see your love, and he sees you
But his love is not there anymore

He tells you he never loved you
He says you were a fool
He breaks your already broken heart
He kills your soul

First loves are like that
They come and go
But they leave unforgettable memories
And they leave you alone

You suffer and you cry
Until you don't have any tears left
To cry for someone else's love
If they leave you again

It makes you strong
It helps you get over other sufferings
It always shows you the way
It never leaves your heart

First loves come and go
But it's memories stay in your heart
They break you once
But they restore you forever


~******~
~*Fin*~
~******~


I guess everybody has a first love
But maybe they didn't hurt as much
Maybe you were stronger than me
And maybe he's still alive...

My first love was my best friend
He was the sweetest guy I've ever met
And he loved me back 

We never broke up
I even thought I was gonna marry him ^^*
But my dream...
It never came true..

He had an enemy
It wanted to kill him
It was called Cancer
And it took my love's life...
Forever..

He will never come back..I know that
I should have gotten over him by now...
But every time I see the full moon..
I remember him..his last kiss..his last words..
"I will protect you forever"
And then..I remember the 470 days I spent with him
The happiest days of my life...


By Hae Mi 

Forever 

Everything That I’d hope for, 
And Everything That I’ll miss,
I would give it all up,
For one last kiss.

Since the lonely nights that you’ve been gone,
I’ve dreamed of our love that’s so strong,
I’ve hope that you would come back to me,
But ‘til then I will keep holding on,
But I miss you,
And I know we will never be together,
But in my mind,
We will be forever.

One day I might search for another love,
But I know I will never find one like you,
I’ve hoped for so long for you to come back,
But you’ve left and now I am forever without you,
But I miss you,
And I know we will never be together,
But in my mind,
We will be forever.

Everything That I’d hope for,
And Everything That I’ll miss,
I would give it all up,
For one last kiss,
But I miss you,
And I know we will never be together,
But in my mind,
We will be forever.


By Star 

Lost Chance 
I once knew this guy,
He was cute, funny, 
And something very rare,
He was sweet,
But I never dared to tell him how I had felt.

Then one day he turns around, 
Tells me he’s found his girl,
But it wasn’t in me,
I congratulate him,
While my heart breaks.

With a friendship still there,
A thing I used to hold so dear,
I was still hurt,
A friendship that I wasn’t sure made me feel better or worse.

Life went on,
It always does,
But I survived,
Left with my broken heart.

Sometimes I wonder,
What if I said what I wanted to say,
Would I be the one on your arm?
Would I be the one you kiss?

Why did you have to walk away,
Why couldn’t I say what I had to say,
Why did you have to fine someone else, 
Why didn’t I tell you what I Wanted to say.
Why couldn’t I have said what I needed to say.

I have to move on,
I have to go without you.


By Star 

Unresponsive 

unresponsive 
betrayal
your cold eyes
a stone heart
stillness
no more longing
despondency
undefined
phlegmatic
the path on the journey has been shut
the song, the song
it plays louder and louder
to remind me of what?
something like two day fling
to make me suffer
the hard glares of hate
what was once is lost
but it’s too hard to forget
too hard to leave alone
I 
you
no more
cold glares
a bewildered state
unresponsive


By Honor 

lost soul 

an empty heart 
seeing that you've turn to the wrong path
hateful words 
don't understand
why...
i'll try not to lose faith
but it's too hard
i truly know that i've lost you
along with part of my soul
i have no one to guide me
fight the battle alone
i wish that this was just a bad dream
i'd wake up knowing that you're there 
but you aren't
sure i look strong
but in the inside,
i'm crumbling to pieces
i got soothe the pain
maybe one day
you'll be there
smiling
telling me it was a bad dream
now i have a small thing called hope


By Honor 

Goodbye 

On that night, 
You said you'd treat me right,
On that night that gave rain,
I was in deep pain

On that night, you made me shine,
I was yours and you were mine,
But then I didn't know,
… This was an all time low

That day when hatred appears,
And you brought me fears,
There was a new feat,
I realized you were not easy to defeat

That night I knew not where,
The hatred replaced the care,
And out of all of the above,
There was no love

But without pain,
There is no gain,
So I won’t cower and run,
Not just from you, but anyone

I’ll stay with the ones I love,
And the ones I care of,
And to you this is one of my goodbyes,
I will not take any more of you precious lies
By Steffi-chan aka Animebabe 

Adieu 

@)~~>~~>~~~ 

Arms encircled 
Around my waist
It's too late for apologies
Your sorrow I taste
Like the bitterest poison
I yearn for your kiss
But nonetheless futile
Something's amiss
In your face
An expression of sorrow
I just can't place
The whistle blows
You take your bags
God only knows
When will we meet again?
Our future's untold
Write me, please
Don't be so cold
Our gazes met
He kisses me, hard
Tears in his eyes, set
Mine own tears flowing
He boards with a wave
I stand in shock
That look I save
In my heart
Where he remains
He will never depart
Like he is now,
I bid adieu,
It leaves, he's left
I weep, holding the picture
I've always kept
Close to me
Always
Adieu, for your face is one
I shall not again see.

By Starlit Princess 

A Farewell to Bonds 

At the end of all we've been through 
I look back
and all I can do 
is apologize
Because even after all you put me through
I still share the blame
because, though you were apathetic,
I lied.
You told me that you loved,
and knowing I did not feel the same
I said I loved
when you were really just a friend
So now you're gone
and I'm alone
and all I have to remember you by
are your hollow promises, and the lies that you told me
and though your shadow hangs over me yet,
it is fading and I am no longer bound.
I discovered you for who you truly are,
so I severed the chains.
Now I fly free as an eagle.
Yet, an eagle who dreams of my cage
where I felt loved...
and special...
because I was,
but then I realize
that even without you,
especially without you,
I am still special...
and loved...
for the me, though,
not the us, this time.


By Jenni 

Untitled 

I loved and lost, 
My trust the cost.
You held me near
Told me you loved me
I thought I was your only one, dear.
But I was blind, didn't even want to see.
As you betrayed my heart,
Even from the very start.
Didn't take you long to find one,
Whom you would tell was your moon, stars and sun.
I wouldn't let that be,
And blocked out my heart for eternity.
All is black for me,
As silent as a midwinter's eve.
As you toyed with my emotions,
Thinking I would actually believe,
That you could rule me like the moon over the ocean.
And I understand,
You want to be my land,
The one I run to when I'm scared,
The one who chases evil with teeth bared.
You want total control,
With me dancing over hot coal.
For your own pleasure,
You simply want another treasure.
You are my black moon,
My darkness and eternal night,
As I struggle to see,
The first rays of light.


By HaruTenshi 

Surprise 

I swear I heard you laughing. 
At the sound, I turned around.
My eyes eagerly searching,
The faces in the crowd.

It was not true.
My heart was fooled
By games played by my mind.
Praying, looking for something
we knew we’d never find.


“Please sweet love,
wherever you are,
I hope you think of me.
All day and night it’s true
I dream of nothing else—“

“Excuse me? Do I know you?”


By R-chan 

You Lied 

the darkness void 
I cried, I cried
eternity is not forever
the promise
foreshadowing
love you me
a lie
eternity is forever
the darkness
the light
we are one
two souls everlasting
can you see?


By Honor 

Lovefool 

@)~~>~~>~~~ 

Watch me now
As I fall
Just descend
Into the pain
That I feel
Because I am scarred
Lovefool...
Why is it so
That I feel like
Every time I see him
It kills me inside
I think I'm mad
Just out of my mind
For loving so much
And receiving nothing
For my pain
Lovefool I am
Always will be
Nothing I can do
To fix this agony
Just kill me dear
You have already
Anyway, I know it's true
Tis only a fantasy
I hold close to me
Because I chide myself daily
For this silly whim
But it has been shattered,
Oh yes, it has,
I am falling,
falling,
into my descent,
That is my lost hope
And I wish upon a star
That you'd care just a bit
And I wish in my heart
That you'd love me
And I wish, just wish,
That we could talk
And I wish inside
That I could stop
Being such a stupid,
Insane,
Unloved,
Lovefool.


By Starlit Princess 

Good Night 

@)~~>~~>~~~ 

Good night, 
You're enveloped in shadows
As I stand
Solitary figure as
My eyes pool
With unshed tears
Do not return, please
Don't hurt me again
You and I will never be
I should have realized
The chances are few
Time is none
And time has stopped still
Only for me...
It shall never be
How drained, faded
Into misty emptiness
Why is it
That I feel so empty too?
Night has fallen
Like a blanket muffling the light
Turning, I just walk away
From that darkness that haunts me
Farewell, goodbye,
I'll always remember,
The feelings I cherished
Over you,
But it slipped away
Like sands of time
And it is no more,
Goodbye, love,
Goodnight.


By Starlit Princess 

Shh

@)~~>~~>~~~

Shh...
Repress the sound
That enters my ears
Shh...
Don't say it!
I'll die if you do.
Shh... WHY?
You said it to me...
Shh...
I'm crumbling
Because of your cruelty
Shh...
Just listen 
To that hollow noise
Shh...
It has been done
The sound rings...
Shh...
Yeah, just walk away
Soft patter of your shoes
Shh..
A sound breaks the silence...
It is my sobbing...
Shh...
Another sound filters into the wind
Words--"I don't love you..." 


By Starlit Princess 

Tears of Love 

I loved him very much 
and I thought he did the same
except I found out
it was all a lie 

I found out that he didn't love me
but had used me like a game
I can't believe I didn't see it
the love I had for him just blinded me

I cried and cried that night he had dumped me
after all me and him had been through
a month and a half
he told me I was to immature for him

I couldn't understand why he didn't say anything earlier in the relationship
it would have been a lot easier for me
but instead he made it harder
I felt like I just wanted to die the moment he said that

My tears couldn't stop falling from my eyes
everyone all around me heard my cries
it was at a teen club, a lot of people were around
but I couldn't help but just sit down and cry

I can't express the pain I felt
I had never felt this way before
no other boy had made me cry
but there was something different about him

Maybe it was his smile or his cute curly hair
or maybe it was the way he said those three words " I Love You "
maybe it was just the way his big blue eyes lit up under the blacklight
i don't know what it was but there was something different about him

I didn't go to that club for a while
but now three months have gone by
thinking I was over you
I went back their

I was having fun dancing with my friends
but then, a song came on
a song that I had dedicated to you when there was still a "MARIA and JASON"
I started crying again

Tears started falling and falling none stop
I guess I am not over you yet
I guess going back there was a mistake
look at what your doing to me

I now see you in the school hallways constantly
but before I went to this club again I hardly saw you
why is this happeneing to me?
why cant I get over you?

Probably because of all the good momories we had together
I cried over you then
I start to cry over you now

By Anonymous 

A Tear 

A tear that froze in the late December.
A pain so deep I can no longer remember.
Heart wrenching pain that goes straight to the core.
A love once strong is now no more.
A truth that was broken.
A message.
Things unspoken.
Lies and deceit.
But to you a simple feat.
The tears that I so freely spilt.
The pain the loneliness.
You felt no guilt.
Always for you, I gave my love.
It seems I wore my heart on my glove.
Never for you the sleeve.
All thou now I see you did deceive.
Now I grieve.
You took my heart.
You were a thief.
You made me love you.
Put no other man above you.
But my trust is now broken.
And I stand here in the rain completely soaked, and as time goes on I'm now stronger.
The pain is gone.
It lasts no longer.
The tears have stopped.
My heart is whole once more.
And I believe it's because I shut the door.
Without you near I am much happier here.
And most of all I've shed no more tears. 

By Kas 

Just a Fool
Poem of the Week for Dec. 19, 1999. 

I was a fool
To think that I loved you
And that maybe you
Could love me in return.
To think that maybe forever
really wasn't too long to care
And to believe that if it ended,
that I could just go on with my life
the way I always did.
But I can't.
And now there's a hole... an emptiness...
That can't be filled,
And would really rather stay a void.
And to think...
that once I thought 
That if it was over 
maybe you would cry,
the way I do... inside.
Once I thought that love was real...
A true emotion.
Now I know,
Love is just a word that you throw around
until you're tired of someone, 
so you throw them around.
And I was a fool to think
that maybe love was more than just a word.
And to think that maybe I could hear it
without being tossed away, 
so that my emotions
landed in a jumbled heap of confusion
But what if...
We lived in a world where love was possible?
Where I could be with you,
and every day brought a new hope,
and miracles really did happen.
But then, like I said, 
I was a fool.


By Jenni 

Confusion 

Confusion fills my heart, 
unfettered by love it rages,
terrifying and all consuming
it ravages my mind. 
No longer can I understand
who you are, what I think
Do I love? Did I ever?
And why are you so aloof?
Why do you stay away?
Why do I want you near?
And again the questions:
Do I love? Did I ever?
Raging through my mind
anger at your apathy
Fear of your loathing and distemper
but above all, the confusion
And then again, the questions come
only somehow now they change
as if in reproach for my naivete
Do you love? Did you ever?
And all I can think is
no... 


By Jenni 

Savior 


           You were my savior, my love 
                in times of need. 
           Now your only a stranger, that
                  pays no heed.
              There is no more tears,
                   no more love.
               Only memory's of that 
           sad day. When I lost my only love.
                Not only did I loose my love.
           I lost half of my soul, for which 
         you were that half that made me whole.
        As I descend into the dark void that
                  is my heart.
              My only consolation is 
          the memory of my one and only love.
By Shakaku 

Runner 

@)~~>~~>~~~ 

Could this be? 
I am alone
Spiraling into insanity
My heart aflame
You did this!
You fall in love
With all my friends
But they don't care,
But I DO.
My acquaintances even
Catches your gaze,
Your attention, 
Your heart!
So why am I not
Catching yours?
Am I that awful?
What have I done
To receive such unattentiveness?
All those around me
You fall for like rain
On a summer's eve.
For me, that rain is thunder
And lightning
To my lonliness.
I cannot take this anymore...
You are not a player
For everyone thinks you are silly
Yet I feel as if you were
Those crushes mean nothing to you
But they break me inside
Why, WHY won't you love me too?


By Starlit Princess 

Tarnished Heart 

@)~~>~~>~~~ 

The lonliness that surrounds me 
Is beyond compare,
Why must it be me
Suffering this kind of despair?
Shattered heart
I suffer through my tears
Why must it be me
I don't deserve this, it appears
But I must have done something
Why else would this start?
This horrible feeling
That you planted in my heart.
Now just walk away
You've hurt me so much;
Nothing you say
Not even your touch
Can affect me now
I'm trapped in a wall
Of hurt and suffering
Now end my pain
End my hurt
Happiness I cannot attain
For your face haunts me
That lovely smile
It just isn't fair
That I suffer through denial
You hate me, don't you?
I realize now
You have never liked me
Friendship you did not allow
You've never wanted to be close
It is as clear as a bell.
You are sending me
Into a dark, forbidden hell.
If you only knew how much
Hurt you've caused,
Never again,
but time now paused,
i see no light
i'd like you
to be out of sight.
leave me be
go away, i said
never again
will i feel this dread.


By Starlit Princess 

Unrequited 

@)~~>~~>~~~ 

My eyes longingly memorizing 
Every detail, every contour
Of your face
That intrigues me to the core.
What is it about you
That makes me tremble so?
Every smiling gaze,
Twinkling of those handsome eyes
That shine as brightly
As comets shooting through space.
Emerald flecks abound in golden orbs
That glimmer with merriment
Or shoot intensely burning fire
But they never give a loving gaze
Upon my desperately searching face
Which pains me deeply
Because the wanting for your arms around me
Or at least sweet words whispered in my ear
Is tearing me apart at the seams...
Just the thought of being apart from you
Seems to burn my insides
With icy shards of glass.
Yet it seems that you could not care for me
As I do for you
It seems impossible, for I know the truth,
You love someone else...
And it shall never be me.
Even if it wasn't serious,
Just the very thought
Makes me sob quietly...
Someday, I believe we may be together
Perhaps in another life?
But for now, all I can do is think of you
And dream, which no one can stop me
>From doing, for your very image
Haunts my dreams night after night,
Yet in my heart, I realize,
It is unrequited love,
Never to be fulfilled.


By Starlit Princess 

Thee 

hurt me not
for thee can not hurt me
anymore than thee has
For my wounds are to deep to forget,
to deep to mend.


By Shakaku 

Untitled 

You gave me back my torn up heart 
And walked straight out my door
I can't believe you used to say
It was I you most adored

I was naive, I know that now
To think you really cared
And wiht the slamming of the door
My secrets all were bared

I never thought you'd be as cruel
To rip my heart in two
And now you've goine and left me
Not knowing what to do

I miss your goodnite kisses
Your arms, sow arm and safe
Your eyes, your hands, your smile
Your lingering embrace

The way you used to stroke my hair
Or gently take my hand
You'd treat me like a princess
Obeying my every command

I pray you'll come back to me
I know she'll break your heart
I'll help you mend hte pieces
She'll have torn apart

You'll soon know what I've been through
You'll realize your wrongs
I really, really miss you
I haven't seen you in so long

I know the time is nearing
Soon you'll walk back through my door
How many times I've wished 
That I could see you just once more

I still love you, and as you've guessed
I just can't let you go
Even though you broke my heart
I've forgotten you hurt me so

When you come back I'll hold you
And kiss away your tears
Rock you gently in my arms as you
Unashamedly cry out your tears

I won't care about what happened
To us in the past
I wish we could make love new again
And maybe make it last.


By Patricia Dawson 

Extinct before Endangered 

I blow a sweet goodbye kiss
To the love I never had
A love that never existed
Now lay dead in the sand
I was a pawn in your game
You used me and left me to die
A broken heart is painful
I know 'cause you've broken mine
You don't know you've done this to me
You'll never feel my pain
You've made me waste so many tears
But I love you just the same.


By Patricia Dawson 

Untitled 

Without your bright smile 
Darkness lingers in my life 
Without your sweet embrace
I have nothing to look forward to
Without your gentle hands
My own feel so alone
Can't remember our last kiss
Or the last 'I love you'
And this can only mean one thing...

I miss you 

By Patricia Dawson 

One Nite Stand 

Look what we did
In our blind insanity 
We didn't... did we?
I didn't know
What would come of
This ordeal
I can't believe
Any of this at all
I have to go
One kiss
Goodbye
You're still asleep...
Goodbye,
I had fun, 
Don't
Forget
Me...


By Patricia Dawson 

Yesterday 

Tell me goodbye
Shake my hand
I'll try not to cry
I'll hold my ground
I told you to leave
I can't tell you why
The rainbows we weaved
Stopped shining
Rain falls like tears
The roses are wilted
I see in the mirror
What I used to be 
A sweet kind of girl
Innocent and true
No one in the world
Made me feel as you do 
I loved you 
But I think I lost it
What I felt for you
Has left my heart
Don't ask me now
This hurts me too
Just leave me now
Remember I loved you.


By Patricia Dawson 

Wind 

You stole my heart
My tears
You came in like
A storm
A wind
That blew me 
from myself
But when the wind
Died down 
All I was left with 
Were tears
Falling like leaves
From a dying tree
I did not want 
To lose you
I can't remember 
A time 
I was not with you
In your arms
In your heart
Now there is nothing 
But memories 
That even now
Are being 
Swept away by 
The Wind


By Patricia Dawson 

Mistaken 

I love you. 

All my faith
All my hope
I placed in you.

We walked romance's path,
Carefully laid,
Always striving towards,
An eternal goal.

I trusted
You trusted
We were a team.

No obstacle stood,
In front of us,
For we held hands,
And simply walked on.

My dream was you
Your dream was me
Together in one vision.

Others came and went,
Separated by place,
Yet it was our dreams,
Held reality joined.

Now we have reached
the end of the path.

Now we have acheived
almost perfect trust.

Now we have realised
the two dreams yet one.

Yet all I feel is...
disappointment.

We succeeded 
- yet failed.

It wasn't our faith
- that was strong.

It wasn't our hope
- it never blurred.

It wasn't our trust
- it never wavered.

It wasn't our dreams
- they was one.

Then what?

It couldn't...no.

But it is all that is left.

I don't love you.

If I love you,
Then why dismay?
For if hope is in love,
We find only joy.

I never loved you,
For if I had,
All our faith, hope,
Would keep it alive.

Sorry...but goodbye.


by Ray 

Saria's Sorrow 


There's sadness aplenty in this world,
  And I know you've had your share.
Nothing can be done to change the past,
  And the future has nothing to compare.
Often folk want what they can never have,
  But it never lessens the pain, of a heart breaking.
There are many who know how you feel,
  You aren't the only one.
Many know how you feel,
  They've been there too.
by Wyl Brittain 

Never 

Just when I thought my life was going fine,
just when I thought I had everything in line, 
here came something from my past, 
bringing back a memory with a spell to be cast. 


I remember watching you, 
from windows,
behind doors.
Wondering if you'd ever be mine, 
and I'd be yours. 


That day never came,
it disappeared into the clouds.
As did you. 
But now you're back again.


There's a part of me inside that wishes you stayed gone.
You don't understand what you did to me. 
My feelings for you had since vanished, but now that you're back,
I'm sent into my long lost reverie.


There's that other part of me that's happy to see you once more.
Happy to see you're well and you haven't changed.
Happy to see what I fell for so long ago. 
But still, sad to behold what I never can have. 


Never will be a time when I won't want to see you, 
never will be a time when I won't want to be with you.
And as long as that happens,
there will never be a time when I'm satsified. 


by R-chan 

Naive Little Girl 

I am concealed in the darkness as my clothes are stained with tears. 
My sweet, caring lover, 
is he no longer 'mine' ? 


The stars snicker above me. 
'Such a naive little girl.' 

then decide to throw it all away? 

"Continue to hide me in the shadows.
Take this pain from me, I can't stand it.
Why was I chosen?" 

I look up again to be bathed in the evening's moonlight
only to cry the harder. 

Truth comes through night's light beams, 
gently touching my cheeks. 


Am I to blame for bring the destruction?
Was I so careless that I brought my end with me? 

I close my eyes and pray for release. 

And when they open, that are met with his dark eyes and quiet words.
I am silent and am lead away from the cold
to the warmth I so dearly needed. 
My darkness fades and the stars now smile. 

'Such a naive little girl.' 

by R-chan