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What if the one thing you wanted you could never have? If the one person that was supposed to look after you, care about you, love you, never did? Instead of giving you what you rightfully deserve, they beat you only to show you a lesson.

This is a story about a girl who struggles in an abusive life with her foster mother. And the one person she falls in love with plays with her feelings, only to hurt her more than she already is.
Her life dramatically falls apart when she enrolls in one of the most prestigious public schools in the state. Though, the real trouble starts when she befriends a group of rich, delinquent kids…

Stormy Weather on a Perfect Day

Chapter One


The wind blew softly across the city with no absolute direction. The crisp weather had both chilled and angered the city's occupants, for they were anxious for the upcoming summer. The summer promised so many different things for each person, though some might not be as good as others. Nonetheless of their dreams of the year's summer, winter seemed to continue onto spring, making the spring colder than it should've been, unlike previous years.
People went about their own business throughout the whole city. No one noticed, or cared, about the person they walked beside. They didn't care what kind of life the other might live, what they might be going through, or what they were feeling at that peculiar moment. They couldn't even care if the person next to them was mugged, or worse, died. All that was on their minds was if they made it in time to their next destination.
It was on that one day, not unlike most, that the crowd seemed to just pass right by one particular girl. This girl, who had long brown hair and the purest blue eyes and cream colored skin, stood amongst strangers who cared more about themselves than others. She looked sadly at the passersby with her blue eyes like the ocean. The girl stood in the middle of a somewhat crowded sidewalk. She looked up at the cloudless blue sky. She closed her eyes for a moment, taking a deep breath before opening them once more. She began to make her way through the street.
The girl had reached a seven story building within a few moments. She looked hastily behind her before walking into the building. Only a few people were scattered about the room, emerged in their own schedules. She took a deep breath then walked over to the elevator. She pressed the button and waited. There was a faint noise behind the elevator doors as the elevator made its way to the first floor. A ding sounded and the doors opened. She walked in and pressed the button going to the seventh floor. There were a few other people inside the elevator, though none paid any attention to her. She let out her breath quietly.

******

"Look!" a woman shouted, pointing towards the roof of a building. "She's going to jump!"
"Someone call 911!" a man shouted.
A group of people had gathered around on the sidewalk. The girl stood on the ledge of the roof, ready to jump. She looked behind her. A moment passed before she looked back forward. She spread her arms and jumped. She fell like an angel from the sky. Not a single word came from her mouth as she fell.
"Ahhh!" a woman in the group screamed as the girl neared the ground.
The group scattered just before the girl hit the pavement. Sirens from police cars and an ambulance neared the area. The group looked upon the motionless girl with both pity and disgust. A few people left the group, their thoughts back to more important things in their own life.
As soon as the police arrived at the scene, they isolated the scene, so as the area could be cleaned. The ambulance came almost right after the police. Two medics put the girl's body onto the stretcher and covered her body. They put her body into the back of the ambulance and were soon gone.
The police, sometime later, also left the scene. The one glimpse outside of the uncaring people's lifes was over as quick as it had begun.
The wind blew a little more softly as it passed through the city.

Chapter Two


"Perdita, you're going to be late," Mirtha called from the bottom of the stairs.
"I'm coming," Perdita called back. She muttered to herself, "Do things at your own pace, they say. Yeah, right. I'm on a tight schedule 'cause of them. You can do anything you want. Yeah, right. I have to do every little thing as they want me to."
"Perdita!"
"All right, all right!" Perdita shouted back.
Perdita grabbed her backpack, which sat neatly against the wall. She looked into the wall mirror. Her long brown slightly gleamed as the morning light poured into her room from an open window. A girl with beautiful cream skin and the purest blue eyes looked right back at her.
"Perdita!" Mirtha called again, this time with less patience. "Hurry up!"
"Okay!" she called again.
She sighed before opening her bedroom door and walking outside. She hurried downstairs to an angry Mirtha. She roughly grabbed Perdita's arm and nearly dragged her to the door. Perdita was about to open the door before Mirtha stopped her.
"If you screw up your chance at this school, I'll...well, let's just say you don't want to screw up your only chance." Mirtha warned her. "Do you understand me?"
Perdita nodded, knowing well enough that any answer to that question besides a nod would lead to a strike.
"Good," Mirtha said with a fake smile. "Have a great day at your new school."
Mirtha opened the door. Perdita hurried out the door and down the steps. The door slammed shut as soon as she had reached the sidewalk. Perdita stopped and turned around to look at the house. Its blue paint was faded and beginning to peel off. Perdita stuck out her tounge at the house before turning around and making her way down the street.
The chill of the day made one think it was almost winter, though fall had just begun. Perdita blended in with the crowd as everyone went about their own way. The new school year had begun and it seemed as if nothing was different, almost as if school was all year and this was just another regular, boring day. Students either drove their own cars, walked or took another means of transportation, making the streets much more crowded than usual.
As soon as Perdita reached the school, she stopped. She looked at the old, yet beautiful, building for Cherry Rose High School. Cherry Rose High was one of the best public schools a parent could send their child to if private schools were just out of the budget. A lovely garden filled with various types of flowers grew around the building.
Perdita took a deep breath before walking towards the building. A small group of delinquent boys stood beside the school. She quickly glanced at them as she passed by. One of the boys stepped forward.
"Hey, you," the boy called.
Perdita didn't answer but, instead, continued to make her way toward the front doors.
"I said, hey," the boy called again.
His companions began to laugh as Perdita ignored him. The boy turned around and glared at them. The sounds of their laughter followed her like unwanted memories. She fought the urge to look back as she opened the door. She walked inside and went in search of her locker. As soon as she had found it she tried the lock on the locker. Satisfied, she walked down the hallway towards the math hall. She had memorized her schedule and the location of each classroom the night before. Before she reached the math hall, a hand touched her shoulder. She stopped walking and turned around.
"What do you want?" Perdita asked, exasperated.
"I just want to talk to you," the boy from before told her.
"I have nothing to say to you," she told him.
She turned around and began to walk down the hall. The boy walked beside her. She looked at him uncomfortably, though said nothing more to the stranger. The bell rang throughout the whole building indicating the start of school. The boy continued to follow her even when she had reached room 304, Mrs. Medson's classroom.
A very bored looking woman sat behind the desk, which stood in the front of the room. She glanced up at the two students as they had entered and sighed.
"My name is Mrs. Medson," the woman told them in a voice that matched her appearance. "You may choose your own seats."
Mrs. Medson sighed again before looking at the clock that hung above the doorway. Before Perdita could react, the boy took her by the arm and led her down the row of desks. He stopped at the very back row and sat down. Perdita looked down at him as he pointed to the desk next to his. She walked back down the row and choose a desk in the front row.
"Hey, come sit here," the boy said.
Perdita ignored him, waiting the next bell's ring.
"Hey, I said come sit back there with me," the boy spoke into her ear.
Perdita nearly jumped out of her seat. She glared at the boy as he stood smiling at her. She looked away without uttering a single word.
"Come on," the boy said. "Come sit by me."
"No," she simply answered.
"Fine," he said hotly before walking back to his own seat.
Perdita looked around in her seat so she could look at him. He was busy looking through a text book. She sighed before turning back around. The bell rang, indicating the beginning of first period. Students began to rush into the room, hurrying to their own desks. Mrs. Medson looked around the room with a tired expression before standing up from her seat. She walked to the middle of the room.
"I'll call attendance now," Mrs. Medson began. "So, please say here when I call your name, or whatever."
She sighed then began to call names, one-by-one. Once the attendance was finished, she set the attendance book back onto her desk. She turned to the board and began to write down a few formulas. Once finished, she turned back around to face the students.
"We will first begin by practicing a few formulas..."
Perdita started to take a few notes as the lesson began, but as it drew on, she stopped out of mere boredom. She looked down at her paper and began to doodle. She drew a somewhat decent drawing of a prince and princess.
A note was dropped onto her desk from over her shoulder. She paused in the middle of her sketch to look down at the neatly folded paper on top of her desk. She glanced up at Mrs. Medson before picking up the note. She flipped it over in search for a name, though it bore none. She looked behind her at the boy, but he wasn't paying any attention to her. She turned back to the note in her hands. She opened the note and began to read,

'Wait for me after class.'

Perdita looked down at the piece of paper angrily. She refolded the note and put it in her book. She tried to focus on her sketch, though the thought of the boy kept entering her mind. She sighed and pulled the note out of her book. She opened it up and wrote below his writing,

'Okay'

She folded the note and looked up at Mrs. Medson once more. She turned around and handed the note to the girl sitting behind her to give the note back to the boy. She nodded and the note was passed back. Perdita turned back around before the boy had gotten his note back.
The bell rang, indicating the end of first period. Perdita began to put her things back into her backpack. Once she had finished she stood up. She hesitated as the rest of the class left the room. The boy waited at the door. Perdita took a deep breath before walking to the door.
"Hey," the boy said as she walked past him. "What's your next class?"
"What do you want?" Perdita asked as they walked down the hallway.
"Don't get too impatient," the boy said with a smirk. "I just asked a question. So, what's the harm in that?"
"History," she told him quietly.
"What?"
"History," she said, a bit louder this time. "I have history next."
"Oh, I see," he said. "So, what are you're plans for lunch today?"
"School just started, what makes you think I have any plans?"
"Good," the boy said. "Then you can come with me."
"What makes you think that I want to come with you?" Perdita asked, annoyed. "I never said anything like that."
"So, what's—"
"I've got to get to class now," Perdita interrupted. "I don't want to be late on the first day of school."
Perdita hurried away from the boy. She made her way to the history hall. A hand grabbed her wrist. She turned to see the boy holding onto her. He pulled her close to him. Before she could react, he kissed her. He smiled at her then turned around to go his own way. Perdita looked at him in shock, unable to move. She touched her lips. The bell rang throughout the hallway. She turned and ran to her history class.

******

Perdita sat alone at a table in the cafeteria with her lunch before her. She sighed as she realized how fast the morning had gone by. Before she could take a bite of her food someone hugged her from behind.
"Hello again," a familiar voice spoke from behind her.
"Get away from me," Perdita told him.
The boy laughed as he sat down beside her. He began to eat her fries.
"Why are you eating my food?" Perdita asked as nicely as she could without yelling at him.
"I'm hungry," he told her.
"I don't care," she said, pulling her tray away from him. "Why don't you get your own food?"
"I don't have any money," he said honestly. "So, if you don't mind, I'm not done."
The boy took the tray from her hands and continued to eat her fries. She sighed.
"You can have it, if you want," she said.
"Thanks," he said.
They sat in silence as he ate. Perdita looked around the cafeteria nervously. She took a deep breath.
"What's your name?" the boy asked as he finished.
"Perdita," she said.
"That's nice," he said before pushing away the tray. "My name is Rick."
Perdita began to laugh.
"What?" he demanded. "What's wrong with the name Rick?"
"Nothing," she said, laughter still in her voice. "It's just you don't look like a Rick."
"Oh, and what do I look like?"
"A Stephanie," she said. "I mean, look at your blonde hair and your blue eyes. Not to mention your girlish appearance."
"I don't look like a girl!" Rick said, outraged.
"I know, but it's a lovely thought, isn't it?"
"Yo, Rick!" a boy called out before Rick could say another word.
They turned to see a group of five people walking up to the table. The boy who had called out slapped Rick on the shoulder playfully. He had black hair and green eyes and lightly tanned skin. There was only one girl in the group, though it appeared as if she was a guy herself with how she dressed and hid womanhood so well. She and the boy seemed to be identical twins, though their personalities were clearly opposites.
"Is this the girl from this morning?" the boy said.
"Yeah, this is Perdita," Rick said with a smile. "Lucky me, right?"
"Yeah, if she likes you."
"And believe me, I don't," Perdita added.
The group laughed at her remark.
"Hey, whose side are you on?" Rick said defensively.
"Not yours, apparently," the boy said. He continued before Rick could add anything to the conversation, "By the way, my name is Matt." He made gestures to the group from left to right as he spoke, "This is Larry, Jacob, David, and my twin sister, Kayla."
"Hi," Perdita said to the group.
"Well, we better be going," Matt said. "See you later, you two."
"Bye," Perdita said as they walked away.
"Yeah, good riddance," Rick said.
Perdita watched as the group left the cafeteria. Kayla looked back at them right before they turned the corner. Perdita looked questioningly at the corner before looking back at Rick. Rick seemed to want to say something, but the bell had rung, cutting him off. Perdita stood up from the table.
"Well, I have to be going now," she told him.
"Want to skip?" he asked just as she was about to leave.
"What?"
"I know you heard me."
"But I hardly know you," she said. "And my mom will probably kill me if I skip school."
"She won't know," he promised.
"I've never skipped school before."
"Try everything at least once," he told her. "Come on, it'll be fun, I promise."
Perdita looked at Rick unsurely. She looked over at the hallway which led to her locker and then back at him. She pushed the thoughts of home to the back of her mind.
"Okay," she said. "I'll come with you."
"Good," he said.
Rick took her by the hand and led her out of the school building. Once they were out, he calmly walked her through the school yard. He didn't let go of her hand as they walked down the sidewalk. Perdita looked at him in question as he seemed to walk with a set mind.
"Where are we going?" Perdita finally asked.
"Somewhere," he answered.
"You'll find out soon enough."
Perdita sighed.
They continued to walk down a few more blocks before he stopped before a rundown building. He opened the door and stood aside to let her in first. She looked inside the building then at Rick and then back at the building.
"Don't worry," Rick told her. "I won't hurt you."
Perdita walked in followed by Rick. He shut the door behind him. Rick began to walk across the room towards the stairs. Perdita followed Rick up the stairs. He cautioned her as they walked up the rotten stairs. They reached the top floor and he led her down the hallway. He stopped before the last door and slowly turned the knob. He opened the door and walked in. Perdita walked in and stopped.
The room was filled with sunlight. Flowers grew along the walls. Perdita admired the beauty of the room in the old building. Rick smiled at her as she walked towards him.
"It's beautiful," she told him.
"I know."
"I haven't seen anything like this in my whole life," she said. "And I wouldn't have expected such a thing in a city like this."
"Me, either," he admitted. "So, when I found this place, I called it a 'sanctuary' and claimed it as my own."
"I can see why you'd want to call it a sanctuary," Perdita said. "If a beautiful thing can live in such a chaotic place then—"
"I wonder what else can grow in such a place," Rick finished for her.
"Yeah."
"I'm still searching for an answer to that question," he told her.
"I hope you find it."
"I think I've already found it," Rick said as he stepped closer to Perdita.
"Really?" Perdita said a bit nervously.
Rick didn't say anything as he leaned in closer to Perdita to kiss her. Perdita put her hand up to his mouth just before their lips could touch.
"I don't think we should kiss," Perdita told him. "Besides, we barely know each other."
"It's only a kiss," he said, laughter in his voice. "Are you afraid I'll get you pregnant with lip contact?"
Perdita glared at him before turning away. She walked towards the window across the room. She looked down at the busy street below. People went about their own business with their own schedules in mind, not wanting to sense the people around them with the same sort of destination. The bustling noise from the street seemed faint up in the room, though it was only four stories high.
"You know," Rick began, "you're the only person I brought up here."
"Yeah, sure," Perdita said skeptically.
"I'm not lying."
Perdita looked back at Rick. He stood behind her, a serious look upon his face. She looked down at the ground then back at Rick. He smiled softly at her.
"I think I should be going," Perdita said, walking past him.
Rick grabbed her wrist. She looked back at him then at the door before giving him her full attention.
"Please, stay with me," Rick said with a barely noticeable pleading in his voice.
"Okay," she said after a pause. "I'll stay."

******

Perdita looked at her house as she stood upon the porch. Fear claimed her as she took a deep breath. Night had already fallen on the city. The moon hung silently in the star filled sky. She waited a moment more before walking up the stars. She slowly put her hand on the cold door knob and slowly turned it and pushed the door open. The lights of the house were all turned off, giving off a sort of awkwardness to the house. She quietly closed the door behind her.
A light immediately turned on in the living room. Perdita slightly jumped. She turned to look in the living room. Mirtha stood in the doorway, a scowl upon her face. Her arms were crossed over her chest. Perdita glanced nervously behind her.
"Where the hell were you?" Mirtha demanded angrily.
"I was just out with a friend," Perdita stammered.
"You were just having sex with a boy, weren't you?" Mirtha asked in disgust as she walked towards Perdita.
"No!" Perdita shouted. She covered her mouth once she had realized what she had said.
Mirtha's face began to grow more horrid as her anger grew. She raised her hand high and slapped Perdita across the face. Perdita covered her head as she awaited the next strike. Mirtha began to hit her repeatedly with her fists.
"You will come home right after school," Mirtha began once she had finished. "And there will be no more back talking out of you. Do you understand?"
Perdita managed to nod.
"Good," Mirtha said with a smirk. "You better get to bed, you have school tomorrow, you know."
Mirtha left the room and headed towards her bedroom. Perdita lay on the floor, silently crying.

Chapter Three


Perdita looked into the mirror as the sunlight of the early morning shone through the half opened window. She lightly touched the small purplish bruise on her left cheek. She sighed before picking up her backpack and walking out of her bedroom. She quickly walked down the stairs and left the house before Mirtha could see her.
She stopped as she reached the sidewalk. She turned around at the house and sighed once more before turning around and continuing on her way. People went about their own business as Perdita went about her own. The day was a bit warmer than the previous days, which made everyone realize that it was, in fact, Spring.
Perdita slowed her pace as she began to remember what had happened last night.

"Why did you bring me here?" Perdita asked as they sat underneath the window.
"I don't know," Rick told her truthfully.
Perdita laughed. Rick looked at her without saying another word. Soon, they were both laughing. Their laughter floated through the window, over the busy street. The wind seemed to blow with a bit less bitterness.
Perdita smiled at Rick once they had finished laughing. Rick smiled back. They sat in the room in silence, letting the last of the warmth of the day wash over them.

"Hey," a voice spoke to her, bringing her back to the present.
Perdita turned around to look at Rick. She had already reached Cherry Rose High. Rick stood by the building with an annoyed face. Perdita held back the urge to walk right by him without saying a simple hello before stopping herself.
"Hi," Perdita said quietly.
"What's the matter?" Rick asked, stepping closer to her.
"Nothing."
Rick looked at her cheek. A worried expression crossed his face as he noticed the bruise. He touched her cheek softly. Perdita flinched as he went over the bruise with his finger.
"What happened?" Rick asked, worry in his voice.
"It's nothing. I just fell," Perdita lied as she backed away from his hand. "I have to get going. I don't want to be late for class."
Perdita walked away from Rick and into the building. He stood watching her leave, unable to follow her. She looked down at the ground as walked through the hallway towards her locker. The bell rang throughout the school just as she had entered her first class, Mrs. Medson's classroom.
She went straight to her desk in the front row. She glanced up once Rick had walked into the room. He ignored her glance as he walked to his own desk without a word to her. Perdita looked back down at her desk. She pulled out her binder from her backpack and sat it in front of her on her desk. She stared at it for a couple of minutes. She was about to stand just as the bell rang. She sighed before deciding to stay in her seat.
Mrs. Medson stood up from her desk with the same tired expression as the day before. She walked in front of her desk and began to take role. When she was finished, she sighed audibly. She went to the whiteboard and picked up a marker.
"Well, today we shall be learning about..." Mrs. Medson said in a bored voice as she began to write a couple of problems on the board.
Perdita looked down at the blank piece of paper in her opened binder. She took a deep breath before looking back at Rick. He was staring at the whiteboard as Mrs. Medson gave her lesson with his pencil slightly in his mouth. She looked away sadly. She sighed silently as the class slowly moved on.

******

Perdita gathered her things just as the bell rang. She glanced back at Rick as he walked down the isle. She quickly looked back in front of her as he walked past her, towards the door. He continued through the door without a single glance at her. She sighed before walking out of the room with the rest of the students. She moved slowly as she went to her locker and her next class.

******

Perdita paused as she entered the cafeteria. She scanned the room, though there were no signs of Rick or his group of friends. She sighed as she went into the lunch line. Within a few moments she had gotten her lunch and sat at a table, alone. As she ate, a boy sat down across from her. She looked up from her food. The boy had short black hair and black eyes to match. He had slightly tanned skin from being out in the sun for a bit too long. Freckles dotted his small, round face.
"I'm sorry," the boy began, "is this spot taken?"
"No," Perdita said, unable to hide the sadness in her voice. She took a deep breath before continuing, "It's okay, you can sit there."
"Thank you," he said. "By the way, my name is Steven."
"Mine is Perdita," she said with a small smile.
"It's nice to meet you. You're new here, aren't you?"
"Yeah, how could you tell?"
"I don't know," Steven said with a shrug. "I suppose it's because you look a bit lost."
Perdita began to laugh. Steven put down his fork and looked at her questionably. After a moment or two, she had finally calmed down.
"What's so funny?" Steven asked.
"Nothing," Perdita said as she shook her head.
Perdita finished her lunch with a smile upon her face. Steven couldn't help himself from smiling. She stood up as soon as she had finished and threw her tray in the trashcan. She looked up and stopped. Rick stood in the opposite side of the cafeteria, staring at her. As soon as he had caught her looking at him, he turned and walked out of the cafeteria. She glanced down at the ground before turning and walking back to the table. She quickly picked up her backpack and left the cafeteria, with Steven following close behind her.
"What's wrong?" Steven asked as they walked down the hallway.
Perdita stopped walking and looked at Steven. Tears ran down her cheeks. Steven just stood staring at her. Perdita shook her head before continuing walking. Steven stayed where he stood, watching as Perdita walked away from him. She turned the corner, disappearing from sight.

******

Perdita left the school building swiftly. She looked down at the sidewalk as she walked, afraid to look up. She hurried as she made her way to her house. Before she could make it off school grounds, a hand grabbed her shoulder. She spun around to see Rick standing there with a smile on his face. Her eyes, red from crying, looked into his. His smile disappeared as worry filled his expression.
"What's the matter?" Rick asked.
"Why do you care?" Perdita snapped. She whispered, "No one does."
"What?"
Perdita shook her head before turning back around. She continued to walk across the school yard. Rick began to walk next to her. She sighed as she looked at him. Rick grabbed her hand as soon as they had reached the outside of the school gates. Perdita pulled her hand away from his and glared up at him.
"Just leave me alone!" Perdita shouted.
She ran away from him. She kept running block after block. Soon she had reached her house. She ran up her steps and stopped. After she had caught her breath she opened the door and walked in. She turned to close the door before she stopped. Rick stood across the street, watching her. He waved before turning around and walking down the sidewalk. Perdita shook her head and closed the door.
"Good, you're home on time," Mirtha said with a false smile. "So, you've finally learned your lesson."
Mirtha laughed before walking into the living room. Perdita glared at her back as she left. She let out a breath. Tears began to roll down her cheeks once more. She cursed before running up to her room. She shut her door and fell onto her knees, crying.
"Why did I have to fall in love with such a guy?" Perdita spoke quietly to herself between sobs. "I'm such an idiot!"

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