Nathan Michael, who is now 20 years old.........Joshua Paul, who is almost 17 years old.........and Matthew Alyxander, who is now 15 years old.
They're my pride and joy. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about them. You see, they don't live with me. They live with their mother and step-father, about 15 minutes away. I get to see several times a week. I can't believe how big they have gotten. Makes me feel old sometimes, but I'm so proud of them.
I used to think that they were going to hate me because I was bi/gay, but I realized that they will always love me as long as I am honest with them. How can I hide my truest self from those that I hold so dear? I can't.
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