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July 15, 2000

I did something Thursday night that I haven't done in a VERY long time. Ever gotten so drunk that you couldn't remember what happened next? I wouldn't recommend it.......lol. It's not really the smartest of things to do. And I certainly didn't mean to get that drunk.. One drink (rum and coke) kinda turned into two (crown and coke) ect. Before I knew it I was to drunk to realize or care just how drunk I had become. I don't think I've actually ever been that drunk. (Ok maybe close, once, after a Blackhawk concert...but that's another story)The last thing I remember is falling off the bed and crawling away to use the restroom. I asked Shawn later what happened. He filled me in on all the juices details, details which I will not be sharing.......lol, I know it I'm a meanie. He did however say it was like something out of a porn  movie. So see, I missed all the fun. That's what I get for drinking myself silly. Something I wont be doing again for awhile, at least not to that extent. And NOT on days I have to be at work the next morning. For I later woking up around 6am still very (stumbling around) drunk and thought to myself "Oh shit, I have to be at work in 4 hours" I'll just say, it was a VERY long day. (Brin shakes her head at herself in disgust) I'm actually still kinda feeling the effects of it. But that mainly has to do with the lack of sleep. It takes me forever to catch up on my sleep once I lose some. So I've just been really tired. Oh, and that the sight of the rum bottle at the moment makes me shudder. Which I guess since I drank about half of it would make sense.......ugh =P stupid.......so stupid............
Ok, enough of that. My grandparents (my Dad's parents) got into town tonight. I haven't seen them since I was twelve. And this is the first time they've been up here since I was like five. It's kinda weird. They are virtually strangers.... and yet family. It'll be neat to get to know them again.They drove all the way up from Florida in a little pickup with a campershell. Pretty adventurous for a couple of 70+ year olds. =) Where going over there tomorrow for dinner. So they can meet the rest of my little family. Should be fun.....
And now I'm off to bed,  for like I said before, I'm oh so tired =)
Sweet dreams all...