It's really nice out today
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April 15, 2000
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I've been in a weird mood lately, kind of restless or something. It's kind of hard to explain since I don't really understand the feelings myself. I can just feel it hovering in the background. It's like I'm waiting for something to happen. Only I don't know what that is. Could just be spring fever? I have been in a bit of a cleaning frenzy lately. Going through old boxes, drawers, and bags,  throwing stuff away. Rearranging the rest. Nothing seems right though, nothing seems to fit. <Brin shrugs her shoulders> All I know is I feel like I should be doing or finding or being something. None of which I am doing or ect. at the moment. And since I have this almost crushing sense that times-a-wasting I better figure it out. A friend of mine suggested perhaps a mid-life crisis. Wouldn't that be fun, I could go blond, buy a sports car, and start chasing young tail.....wink,wink =) However since I'm only turning 26 (next month by the way) it would have to be a mid-mid life crisis. And even I can't buy that one......lol
So enough of my pseudo gloom.
On a much happier note, and having nothing to do with the other. Shawn has the next month off. Woo-hoo!!!!! I'm so excited about having him all to myself. (Greedy little girl that I am) We've been spending our mornings lounging around deliciously in bed. We don't even have to be doing anything. Just having him to cuddle up to in the morning is enough to make this simple gal a happy camper. Then again so does alot of other fun morning activities we've been sharing lately.....hee-hee. Usually Shawn's gone to work before I even get out of bed in the morning. Unless one of us is off, I wont see him until around 8. Doesn't make for a whole lot of us time during the week. So having him home is like my own personal mini holiday. Valentines day has nothing on this one. ;)
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