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Terrible Nights

06 November 2000 : I realise that some of you don't really like to be reminded of exams and other similar stressful events. But here I am once again, worrying about the exams. I know everything will turn out just fine but before all is over, the usual thing for me to do is worry. This isn't unwarranted anyway, since I have still to read a book on Human Computer Interaction which I haven't touched throughout the semester. I've started on it, but at times, I find the book hard to understand. It's the author's fault, I would complain, but is it really? Sometimes, my mind just refuses to work.

Nevertheless, I have been working real hard this SWOT VAC (Study WithOut Teaching VACation or Students Work OverTime, Vacation for Academicians???). As a result, I'm building up momentum, which is good, but at the same time, I haven't been getting restful sleep for a while. This makes me depressed and frustrated. I do feel sleepy at nights, it's just that my freaking mind refuses to stop working. So there goes night after night of good sleep.

My exams are in two days time. To ensure everything runs smoothly, I have to keep my mind active and keep on working. I fear that once I stop, the momentum will deteriorate, and most of you would know how difficult it is to get it going again. I find this time the most stressful since my Standard 6 exams and the irritating thing is that I don't know why.

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