This section is still under construction, But here is a few more poems till I get more on here.....

My heart beats like that of a lion after the kill
Im feeling weak- Yet enraged
Intense pain pulsating through my head
My thoughts are torture- Churning new fear
Paranoia wins again- Afraid
Ahhh...Fear- A feeling I know too well
Worse is its companion- Lonliness
Ironic that loneliness has a companion
But they walk hand and hand through my mind
My heart beats slower- Calming
Trying not to think- Trying not to feel
The pills are making it fade
Slowly the thoughts arent so intense
The pain- Not so great
I spend another day sedated
How long before it comes back?
How long before the perfect pill-
isnt the perfect solution?

-It happened so quick-
- Ive hurt so long-
-You told me you love me-
- now nothing is wrong-
-You took it away-
  -made the pain fade gone-
-To think its paid off to wait so long-
-Now I have you and Im never letting go-
- the one Ive been waiting for-
- the one who can give me more-
-You've fulfilled my every dream-
-and all my hopes of love-
-The most wonderful feeling-
-the feeling of love-
-You've made me believe and now I have faith-
-Finding you was well worth the wait-

The last tear was shed for you today
That single tear washed away my pain
I guess this ending was the only way
And all my efforts were made in vain
Why did you say "I love you" and lead me to believe you really do?
How could you treat me this way, knowing I did love you?
I guess thats all over
And now I should move on
No more wishing on four leaf clovers
Because now you're gone