A twisting vortex of lies and hate
Im entrapped
Fear-
--It takes my soul
You love me..
I love you..
But...
I am caught in a spiral
My fear keeps me here
Unable to feel secure..
Unable to lose myself in you
Can you give me that-
--the security?
--the love?
Can you make this pain fade?
Let me lose myself in you?!
Give me that blanket of comfort I need
Because...
I love you, you're all I need

A sad little girl
She sits alone
She looks at the world through pain filled eyes
Tears streaming down her face
They finally saw her pain in the blood soaked sheets
Her reality-A dream world
Her hopes-Empty promises
Her dreams-Just that
She gave into the pain
She gave into the world
A sad little girl
She sat alone
Reach out to few
--helped by none
That sad little girl-
she died alone-
no one heard her crys-
She was found when they got home

I cut myself
To see myself bleed
To see the pain--
drain from my sleeve
You like to see me in pain--
--to see me cry
I took it a step further--
Now you can watch me die
You hurt me to see me react
But its too late now
You cant take it back
I wish you the best as I fade away
The end of my pain
The end of my days

For, what am I today?
Just a body-hollow
Drained of yesterday
Never will I swallow--
--this pain
So deep inside
Our worlds collide
Run and hide--
--your face
Numb of the pain
Tears falling like the rain
How can I refrain--
--from crying?