A.J. pulled Carmen close. "Come on baby. Tonight's our night." A.J. said kissing her neck.
"No A.J. Not tonight!"
"Carmen what's your problem? You never let me hold you anymore."
"I'm sorry, I'm just not into this right now."
"You never are!" A.J. exclaimed frustrated.
"Fine A.J. I'm leaving. I'll be back when you cool down. Bye." Carmen grabbed her keys and left. A.J. walked around the house wondering what he had to do to fix this problem. He entered his bedroom. He looked around aimlessly for an answer. Something caught his eye from across the room. 'Hmm I wonder what that is' A.J. thought as he saw a book laid on the dresser drawer on her side of the bed. 'Should I open it' he thought as he held it in his hands. 'Maybe it'll give me a clue to what I have to do to rekindle our love.' He flipped through the book.
August 15: Today I saw Kevin again. I think he's the greatest, cutest, and best guy out of the group. I can't wait to meet him. I was so close but the bodyguard stopped me. I'll get him next time…
'Oh so she has had a crush on Kevin. Hmp…typical.' He thought flipping to the next page.
August 20: I met A.J. today. He's nice, sweet, and cute but he's not Kevin. Maybe I'll be able to get to Kevin through A.J. It's worth a shot. I just can't let A.J. know that I'm using him though…that'll be the tough part. I don't think I'll be able to hold and love A.J. without gagging or wishing it was Kevin. I'll just have to keep him a safe distance from me.
'What!?! She's using me. Why? I can't believe she would do this to me.' A.J. thought in disbelief and shock. 'All I've ever wanted to do is love her.' A.J. turned a couple more pages to see what else she had kept from him.
September 2: I snuck over to Kevin's house today while A.J. was asleep. Kevin unknowingly of course let me give him a blowjob. Oh the many wonders of a blindfold. I just wish he wouldn't have taken it off so early. He figured out it was me and not Amy before I could get him into bed with me. I'll have to try it again sometime. But next time I'll get him drunk or something like that. I can't wait!
'I bet Amy doesn't know about this.' A.J. thought shaking his head. 'Carmen that b*tch! How could she do this to Amy & Kev, and especially to me? Ugh!' A.J. was about to throw the book down when a page caught his eye.
September 9, A.J. and I went to Kevin's bar-b-que today. Kevin proposed to Amy and she said yes! I can't stand her. How dare she love the man I'm going to marry!?! Well since this announcement has proved I may not get Kevin I will have to take drastic measures. If I can't have him…no one will! I will stop this engagement if it's the last thing I do!