Nine Times Blue

By MyStY MiStReSs

~*Chapter 1:
“I Wanna Be Free”*~
Why? Why was it so hard for her to forget? To forget everything that was. To forget the good times, and definitely the bad. To forget how much she laughed, and how much she cried when it was over. To forget about the love she had for him, and still had sketched deep inside her. It was no use. The more she tried, the more she remembered how good it felt to be in his arms, to be his. To be truly loved like never before. It was just impossible for Athena to forget all about Joey. Especially since everywhere she turned, she would see and hear something about him and his VERY successful friends, also known as *Nsync!

Athena and Joey had been going out for two years when *Nsync became famous. Everything was going great, until they had their first tour! Being away from Joey, the man she felt was her everything, killed her. When their first tour was over, things just seemed different. They were even more famous. Girls would kill to be in their beds! But the screaming fans weren’t really the problem. As Joey put it, he felt that there was too much going on simultaneously in his life. He felt that if he continued to be with her through the beginning of his fame, when he was just trying to get use to it all, that it would hurt her even more. So, he decided to let her go. He knew it would be one of the hardest things he would ever have to do. He loved her to death, but he felt it would be hard, mostly for her, to deal with jealous fans starting rumors about her, and maybe even trying to harm her!

Athena had felt like her life was completely over when Joey told her that they should see other people. Even though she had loved him with all her heart, she felt as if he was still an asshole to have broken up with her just because he had become so famous! She felt that he had total control in their relationship, even though she doubted he even knew that he did. The reason that she felt he had total control of the relationship, was because she felt that if one day he just woke up and decided he didn’t love her like he use to, then it would just all be over just like that! Which was kinda what she felt he did; once the going got tuff, he just decided to let go of one really big things in his life: Athena.


"I Wanna Be Free"~The Monkees

'I wanna be free

like the blue birds, flyin' by me
like the waves out on
the blue sea
if your love
have to tie me
don't try me
say goodbye

I wanna be fre
don't say you love me say
you like me
but when I need you
beside me
stay close enough
to guide me
confide in me
whoa whoa

I wanna hold you hand
walk along the sand
laughing in the sun
always having fun
doin all these things
without any strings
to tie me down

I wanna be free
like the warm September wind, babe.
Say you'll always be my friend, babe.
We can make it to the end, babe
Again babe,
I've gotta say

I wanna be free
I wanna be free

I wanna be free'



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