The Third Year

This logs the third year of our relationship.. enjoy!

. . .The Third Year. . .

July 3, 1998. . .(11:10pm)
August 30, 1998. . .(12:18pm)
January 23, 1999. . .(7:57pm)
June 5, 1999. . .(8:05pm)





July 3, 1998. . .(5:47pm)


We did it! We've made it 2 years now! The past few days have been Hell for us, to say the least.. but we had a long talk last night.. no interruptions.. so we've cleared most things up, and we're almost as good as new again! *grin*
James is going to go to a one year tech school near his hometown for this next year, and I'm looking for a better job. As soon as I apply (and hopefully) get hired, I'm going to take a week or two off between jobs, and have him come out here one last time before he goes to school. If we get to see each other again before he moves in near Chicago (about 2 hours from me) for school next year, it will be this Christmas. Nothing is planned out thus far, but I'll let you all know once things are set in stone and we have the tickets ordered. *smile*
I really don't have much to write about. I see that I've been getting more traffic these past months.. so I'm starting to wonder where all of you are hearing about my site! It's interesting to know *grin*
Well, that's about it until next time.. Happy 4th everyone! :o)

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August 30, 1998. . .(12:18pm)


Wow, it sure has been awhile since I've updated this page, huh?! Let's see.. where do I begin? Well, I guess it's always best to start at the beginning:

1. Ordered the tickets and James came out from August 14 until the 23rd. We had a blast as usual! We went to the county fair again as we did last year. We went out to eat more than I would like to admit *grin* We went to my friend, Derek's house. We watched Armageddeon. You know.. the usual *chuckles*

2. He left and now we're back to the beginning of our cycle again. That would be both of us missing each other terribly. It's weird.. cuz last night we were both really depressed about not being with each other. It's usually that I'm really depressed and he isn't really. I think he is on the inside, but he has a hard time showing it. Well, last night he didn't hesitate to tell me how depressed he was about not being with me. In a way, it's flattering.. but it's also unfortunate cuz I know how it feels to be that down in the dumps.

I haven't found a new job yet. I took a week off of work so that he could come here. I'm still looking, however. I'm also still looking for an agent who works with solo artists. I'm never going to let go of my dream to become a professional singer. I'm just not having a lot of luck right now. *sigh* Hmm.. well.. enough about that.. Until next time...! :o)

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January 23, 1999. . .(7:57pm)


Wowzers!!! So it's been about 5 months since I've last updated you. Well, it's been that long since I have seen James! *sigh* But since I saw him again, I guess I better tell you about it! *grin*
He got here in the morning of Friday, January 15.. and he had to leave in the afternoon of Sunday the 18th. Yeah, I know.. short visit.. but it's what we needed, I think. It's like I fell in love with him all over again!!! This has been the hardest visit to recover from so far.
Things are really looking up for us at the moment. He's still planning on coming out to Chicago for school.. and that will be this summer or shortly after! I'm attending my community college part-time right now.. and I'm looking into Ohio University for my graduate degree. I sort of want to get a PhD, but I think I'll settle for a Master's in Guidance&Counseling for right now.

I dont get a lot of feedback from this page anymore.. and it's starting to bother me. I hope that you are enjoying following my life with James.. and that it encourages you to go after your Love, even if he/she is hundreds/thousands of miles away from you. We are proof that it can really work out...

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June 5, 1999. . .(8:05pm)


Wow. That's the only way to put it. Wow. *lol* Ok.. let me explain.

Forget about what I wrote in January.. everything is different. I quit school, and James isn't going to school in Chicago anymore. At least, not for awhile. It's so much better than I thought. He's moving here in ONE WEEK!!!

Yep, that's right.. hehe.. It's a lil screwy though, cuz we're gonna be living in my parents house with them for awhile until we save up enough money. That's alright, I dont mind. We'll be paying them rent, but not so much that we can't get ahead and move out within a month or two.

So, James will be out here a week from yesterday. It's weird; almost like it isnt really happening. It's really strange how I dont have to worry about having him leave me after a week or so. The only time we'll be apart in the near future for a long (yet short compared to what we're used to) period of time is when he goes back out to Ohio to help his parents bring his furniture and stuff back here to Illinois after we move into our own place.

I dont know how much longer I'll have the Internet.. but I'll gladly take donations to buy myself a new computer so I can update you on our progress!!! hehe.. Until next time...

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