It seems to me presumptuous to try to write or say anything about Ingmar Bergman, and any account is an impertinence; these films stand alone like great beacons in film history. There is nothing one would welcome so much as their liberation from all commentaries, all the ballast of the history of their interpretation; let them shine out once more! It seems to me that there is no other contemporary director whose work is so frequently filtered through the murky windows of "opinion"; there are no other films as deserving of simply being seen without being pre-analyzed as those of Ingmar Bergman. I want to take this opportunity of sending him my best wishes on his birthday–and of not boring him with another "opinion". I'd also like to promise him–and myself–that I will go and see all his films again, and this time without the burden of the history of my own responses to them.

When I recollect these, I see myself as a schoolboy sneaking out to the cinema with my girlfriend (although forbidden or, in fact, because forbidden by school, church and parents) to see The Silence. I see myself coming out of it deeply affected, and avoiding all discussion of it with my schoolfriends on subsequent days, just because in our discussions I couldn't have expressed its effect on me. I see myself a couple of years later, as a medical student, stumbling out of a late double bill of The Seventh Seal and Wild Strawberries, and then spending the rest of the night walking in the rain, bewildered and agitated by all these questions of life and death. And then I see myself another couple of years on, a film student now, rejecting Persona and all Bergman's work, arguing instead for a cinema without psychology, where everything should be visible "on the surface of things". I think with some embarrassment of my rather glib speeches against the "depth" and "portentousness" of Bergman's films, as opposed to the "physical quality" of the American cinema. And, after another interval I see myself, by now a film-maker myself and in America, emerging from a cinema in San Francisco having cried buckets at a screening of Cries and Whispers, a film that made the "European cinema of Angst and introversion" that I'd despised ten years ago look like a long-lost home to me, somewhere I would be far happier in than here, in the "promised land" of the cinema where I was now, and where the "surface" that I'd once so admired had in the meantime become so smooth and hard that there was really nothing "behind" it any more. And if as a student I'd inveighed against that "deep" cinema, I now discovered in myself a longing for "depth", and felt more than reconciled to Ingmar Bergman.

I'm no expert; I see films the same way everyone else does: as part of an audience. I know that seeing a film is a "subjective" process–i.e. you only see the film which the "objective film" up there on the screen projects on to your inner eye. I think that's even truer of Ingmar Bergman's films: we see "ourselves" in them, but not "as in a mirror", no, better than that, "as in a film" ABOUT US.