Chapter 10: Don't Want You Back

Brian

I can understand why the guys are so mad at me. I just didn't think that they would treat me so badly. None of them would talk to me like I was a real person. And when they did talk to me, they wouldn't look me in the eye.
I hate being the outcast. I guess I put this on myself. It's my fault that the guys don't trust me anymore. But they don't have to talk about me behind my back every time that they think I'm not looking.
I can't sleep anymore. I think that I'll get some antidepressant drugs tomorrow. But again, I have to remind myself that I got myself into this mess. There's a reason why they're all so mad at me.
I felt reluctant about telling Mellie what had happened. It made me feel even worse when she started crying. No she wasn't crying, she was weeping. I've never seen anyone cry so hard in my life. And it was my fault.
I rolled over in my bed. It was the billionth time that I had rolled over that night. I couldn't sleep. I tried convincing the guys that I really didn't do it, but they still don't believe me. Can't blame them.
My work wasn't finished, though. I had to visit AJ in the hospital. And now would be the best time to do it; when none of the guys would know.

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