Merry Christmas this year I hear people cheer,
why can't they see this grief in me when I'm
screaming with all of my might?
Happy new year they yell and they cheer,
but this brings me nothing but fright.
Where are you Christmas? why can't we find you?
Our hearts are so broken and bare.
How can we spend a Christmas without you
when you and Eric arn't near?
We hear you screaming, we see the
tears streaming and we always stay
close and near.
Eric and I are there, always with you,and
hugging you all so tight.
We send angel kisses and warm Christmas
wishes to earth from the heavens tonight.
Eric we know you miss Raynee, growing up with out her Daddy
but we know you hold her at night.
Josh this first Christmas is hard, I hope all your Christmas dreams come true and you stay wrapped in love and security.
We miss you boys, please stay close to us and save us a place in heaven.
Joshie, you and Eric are our brightest stars.
Merry Christmas in heaven 2004
Jesus please protect our babies both here and in heaven.
Happy birthday Jesus.
