Valentines 2005

Joshua,
This Valentines day makes 11 months and 3 days
since you left us. One more month will be a full year
that you havn't been here.

I never thought I could survive a minute with out you.
I always said I could never make it if something
ever happen to either one of you. That I'm still here
surprises me.

I miss you more than my words could ever describe
I need you so bad it aches inside, There is a constant
weight on my chest making it hard to breathe
Yet I'm breathing. But every breath I now must take is
one less breath I'll ever make.
Each breath leads me closer to you. I love you Josh.

I miss your smile, your laugh, Your asking for money,
your asking to use my truck to go snowboarding.
I miss hearing you say I love you momma.

I hope you are safe in a magical place.
Happy Valentines day in Heaven my son, my life, I love you.

Gift from Reeny

Gifts from Kris

Gifts from Shirl