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G:  Ugh!
R: Hey, hey, hey -- Princess, whoa --
G: Ryan, you lied to me.
R: I know. That's what you said on the phone when --
G: When we got back together again, we made a promise that we would always tell each other the truth.
R: What? What did I mess up?
G: You promised me you weren't going to go to Chechnya to go after Jake, and now I hear from Tina that you are going.
R: I would never go back on a promise I made to you, Princess.
G: So Tina was wrong? You're not going?
R: I didn't lie to you. I just didn't say anything, and you just assumed that I wasn't going.

G: Ryan, you led me to believe that you weren't going. That's the same as lying.
R: I know, I know. You're right. You're right. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I should've been straight with you, ok?

G: When were you going to tell me? Huh? When were you going to tell me? On your way to the airport? Was I going to get a call from the plane? Or was I going to get a note attached to your body bag when they sent it to me? Ryan, am I going to be your widow before I can be your wife again?
R: Listen. Shh, shh, shh. I know you're scared, but it's going to be ok. It's going to be ok.

G: Ryan, please -- please -- I'm begging you -- please don't go to Chechnya.
R: I have to go, Princess. I have to go. I have to go to find Jake and to bring him back.
G: Why?
R: Because it's the only way to end all the lies so you and I can be together.

G: Ryan, I want the lies to end as badly as you do. I want us to be free and just be able to love each other.
R: Bringing Jake back is the only way we can be free.
G: No. No. It's too dangerous.
R: It's worth it if we get to be together, Gillian.
G: No, it's not worth it if you get yourself killed!
R: That's not going to happen.

G: Ryan, you don't understand. I'm not as brave as you are. Jake is in a war zone because of me, because I was a coward, because I was too afraid to tell him of Colby, because -- because I was too afraid of the look in his eyes. And now he's sitting there in Chechnya in a war zone because -- because of me. And you want to go after him now because I'm not brave enough to tell the world that I love you? Ryan, I'm not brave enough to risk losing you.
R: Sweetheart -- Sweetheart, I'm not marching off to war. I've got press passes that negotiate hot spots.
G: Ryan, a press pass is not bulletproof. It's not some business deal that you can finesse with smooth talk and a smile.
R: I know that. I know that.

G: Do you? Have you seen those pictures, Ryan? Have you seen those fields they're covered with body parts? Graves filled with women and children and men who all promised their wives and lovers that they would return home safely.
R: I'm not going into this blind, Gillian. I'm going with Adrian. Adrian Sword, International Spy. He's been in and out of places like this without a scratch. I'll be in good hands. We go in, we get Jake, we bring him home -- mission complete
G: Unless you get yourself killed.

R: Sweetheart, I love you for worrying about me. I do. I do. But I swear to you -- I swear to you I'm coming back.
G: Oh --

R: What is it? Baby, what's wrong?
G: A cold chill just went across my heart. Ryan, if you go to Chechnya, I will never see you again. This will be the last time we'll be together.

R: Gillian, don't you think for one second that I won't come home to you.
G: You can't promise that, Ryan. You don't know what's going to happen.

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