The phone rings and he answers it. "Hello?" "Hey, Larry, it's me," and he immediately recognizes Jaime's voice. "I tried you at your place, but the sitter said you were still at the office. Kinda late to be working isn't it?" "Just catching up on some things. I've got a trial starting in a week and with no assistant, it leaves a lot to be done." "You should really look at hiring an associate or something. Whatever happened to that woman who you had working for you?" "Who, Corretta? She's working for another firm now." "Oh, well, to the reason I called. I don't know if now's the best time to tell you this, because quite honestly you really sound down, but I can't put it off any longer. Larry, I've met someone. We've been seeing each other for a few months now and things have just moved along real quickly. He asked me to marry him last week and I said yes . . ." Jamie paused, as if waiting for Larry's reaction. When he says nothing, she continued, "Are you ok? Sam met him last time he was home. Did he tell you anything? He told me, when I was taking him back to the airport, that Alan was really nice. But I guess that's not the biggest news. Alan works for an international management company, and he's relocating to England, for the next year. I really want to go with him and so we've decided to be married next month. We would leave for England in March," Jaime's voice was just bubbling with excitement. There was still no reply from Larry. "Larry, are you even listening to me?" "Yes, I'm still here. I guess I'm just trying to take it all in. Listen, Jaime, I'm really happy you've finally met someone and you're getting married. But there's no way in hell that I'm gonna let you take Sam to England. He's settled in here and he's really happy in school, he's made good friends, he spends lots of time with Helena, my parents, and he even likes Amanda. Go off to England if you want to, but don't even think about taking Sam with you!" Larry said quite vehemently. "Hold on, Larry, have I even said anything about taking Sam with me? That's the main reason I'm calling. I was wondering . . ." she paused for a moment, and then continued, "I was hoping you'd agree to keep Sam with you in Boston. It's gonna be hard to leave him behind, but Alan travels a lot and I want to be free to go with him, at least for the first year or so. I had hoped that maybe you'd consider bringing Sam to England during his summer break for a long visit. I know he's been happy with you there -- he's just thriving and always bubbling over with things you guys have been doing, whenever I talk with him. You were right, Larry. This was a good move, for all of us. So what do you say?" "That'd be fine Jamie," Larry replied, in a rather subdued tone. "Sam is doing well here and I frankly can't imagine my daily life without him. I appreciate the trust you're putting in me. And yeah, we'll look into a visit this summer. So when's the wedding?" "We've set it for February 2 and we leave for England one month later. You'll come for the wedding?" "I'll definitely be there Jaime, both Sam and I." "Well, listen, I've got to go. Alan and I are on our way out. Thanks again, Larry, for everything..." Again she paused, and then said, "Larry, are you sure you're ok? You just really don't sound like yourself." "I'm fine, just a lot going on. Well, listen, keep in touch and Sam and I will call you this weekend, sometime, ok?" "Ok, talk to you then," and Jaime hung up. Larry slowly hung up the phone and returned to his gazing out the window. The emotions and feelings running through his mind were a little overwhelming. He couldn't believe that his first thought, when Jaime had told him her news about getting married, was relief. He would finally be able to put the guilt he'd been carrying around with him over not giving it another go with Jaime, for Sam's sake, behind him. The second thought that had rushed through his mind, before Jaime had allayed his fear, was the thought of losing Sam. He couldn't have borne it to think of Sam no longer in his life. They had settled into a very comfortable routine, and he could no more imagine Sam not being in his life now than he could imagine doing without air to breathe. He felt happiness for Jaime, he really did. She'd been alone for so long, so if this Alan guy made her happy, he was happy for her. But then, this happiness she was experiencing just further highlighted Larry's unhappiness. Because for the past two days, he'd been unable to think of anything else but seeing Ally outside the ice cream shop, kissing that guy.
Larry brought himself back to the present and continued to stare out the window, as tears slowly fell from his eyes. He wiped them away, brusquely, watching the lights twinkling from the buildings outside his window, and wondered aloud "what in the world am I going to do? I can't live without her. I've tried." And he put his head in his hands and really began to cry.
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Author: Katherine
E-mail: m1ap@gte.net
Disclaimer: The characters belong to DEK. I don't personally
know Robert, Calista, etc. (although I can dream, can't I?)
Credit for the songs go to: Elton John, Barry Manilow,
Evonne Elliman, Shania Twain, Bob Seger