Just notes [ June 5, 2002 ]

Fancy To think I was thinking of how funny the name of that dog was, and how I laughed out loud, being aware that it was for real, knowing he would ask me in the morning what it was that I found so funny in my dream.

Agree There is no way to be late if you meet someone by chance.

Moby 18 To find reassurance in sadness, to be empowered by loneliness, understanding that after all you are all alone. The more precious to find common grounds from time to time, sometimes on the grounds of music.

Cut You are not aware of how you might be clutching your own hair while trying to fall asleep, or whirl it while pondering over your day or focusing on work by the desk until it is suddenly clipped short, leaving you with a sense of loss, and in a totally new situation. And it is only hair, well known, unchanging hair that grows fairly quickly.

Two dimensions Perhaps just like on the screen; on the sheets one could also easily leave reality behind.

You always do this to me She says she has known it from the start. How else could it have been? She should have know better, of course she should have, been more restrictive and straightforward instead of wishful, instead of dreamy and willing, believing. To avoid nature taking over her dreams, all the dreams she has and pursues too well.

Fruits confits Recalling memories of a map of Paris in order to give directions in a hunt for incense cones by L'Occitane, all the way form La Defense, via L'Arc de Triomphe and les Champs Elysées. Recalling memories of evening walks, a huge bowl of mussels and plenty of chips, five friends underneath the arch, all the way through Bretagne in the rain.

Scraps As I walked by the lake, suddenly I knew that the only thing that would stick in my mind forever was the cracks in the marble, and it would help recall the rest of the day.

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