Hot Tears

Baby's cryin', cryin', cryin'
must be feeding time
hmm, too early, feeling lonely Rebecca?
ahhh, mommy's here.

Rocking you in my arms
cradling you to my chest
there, there, darling
ooh, you're so hot
poor sweetie, you have a fever.

Baby's burnin', burnin', burnin'
where is that damn thermometer, anyway?
101?, 101., 101!, scared for my 'becca now.

Racing to the hospital
yellow lights a blur
frantic, baby's feeling hotter
almost there, you're gonna be okay
'becca, mi vida, mi amorsita
you have to be alright.

Doctors are checking you now
I'm told not to worry, 'becca's got the flu
doctor is so cold and clinical
his passion straight from a medical book
he doesn't love her, maybe doesn't care
the only warmth here is my 'becca
now at 103.

Following doctor's orders, taking her home
return in 24 hours, I feel relieved
I have direction now.

Cool, wet towels, on her body and head
dips in the sink, gotta cool Rebecca down
but you're still so hot
burnin', burnin', 104.

Rinsing her, trying to cool her down
she's crying so much, miserable, me too
I wish I could do something, so helpless
Oh God, there are bruises all over her body
looks like she's been beaten
my beautiful 'becca! no!

At a different hospital now
vision blurred, taste of tears on my lips
vague memories of avoiding traffic
while holding a damp cloth to her head
her skin evaporating the water quickly
please 'becca, you're all I have.

Rebecca is rushed away
no time to waste now, she's at 105
Physician looking grim
tells me Rebecca has meningitis
swelling of the brain

Surgery forms signed
a spinal tap might save her
they said 'might'
I'm falling to pieces.

Hours like years spent waiting
living through hell
hours before I know
that bright little Rebecca
with that smile that tugged at your heart
has burned away.


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