PART ONE (Analysis)
Well, at first, this appears like a
story about one Amanda. She was murdered last night beside the river
1992. The Storyteller was there when they "discovered" her
body, they tied him up at once and called the police to take him in for
questioning and forensic analysis.
"Why did you kill
her?" the police chief said.
"I confess, I killed her,
isn't that enough?"
"I prefer to know also how
and why you killed her."
He became bored. Like last
night, when Amanda stood beside the current, naked, and told him:
"Jacob, that's just my story. It's a boring life I've been leading.
Kill me. That'll add excitement into my life story."
Because he loved her, he had to
decide which special stone to use to bash her head with, also what
shape, what color, looking for it while holding his flashlight. Finally
he saw the right stone, the triangle stone, or was it rectangle? and
bashed her with it. Immediately she was moaning; he bashed her again.
Silently, he mused over titles.
In the morning the villagers
discovered a dead body---"hah!"---Amanda's body, on the
riverside, drenched in blood and water, some of the blood earlier in the
morning occasionally visiting their laundry. A few meters away from the
body they found the Storyteller sleeping, tired was he from a whole
night of crying like a genius, holding his rock trophy of achievement.
"Okay, Mr.
Storyteller," the villagers said, waking him up, "now you've
made your point of creating a story out of real life. What do you want
us to title this---The Mystery of the Adventure Girl's Murder?"
The chief of police couldn't
get anything out of him. The Storyteller kept saying, "The story is
just what it is. It is its own genius, it answers itself." So the
chief tried to argue him out of it: "You create a story, you create
an event. But do you stop there? Don't you use the story for something
else? Don't you use it to protest something? Or protect something, your
religion perhaps? Tell me, aren't you at least a unionist?"
It was useless. The people at
the police station left him. So that now, the Storyteller, touching for
the last time the rock award of achievement on the table of evidences,
did nothing but wait for his lawyer, Atty. Go Pao Ke (that respected
critic of traditional law), to settle the bail, so for the Storyteller
to spend another day of "reckless storytelling" better known
hereabouts as fiction art.
Now, our story doesn't
end here. There are yet rumors of a councilor's efforts to try to pass a
bill that would deem reckless storywriting a crime, and even render
critics of, actually from, traditional law accomplices to the
crime. But as of this writing the bill is still pending first reading,
and the legislature has already recessed to a week of gossip and
flattery, devoid of heroes in this town of artists.
PART TWO (The Savior)
What the town understood too well was
how the Storyteller was---like them---possessed of noble intentions. To
some it was clear he murdered Amanda to sort of protest the failure of
feminism. To others the murder was about returning to nature what only
properly belongs to nature, not to be owned by any generic man. In this
case that thing was life. Still, to some, the murder was really all
about the love-hate relationship, within each of us, between the
innate bourgeois senses and our instructive missionary zeal to liberate
generic mankind from boredom, whatever that may mean to you, a reading
close to the Storyteller's announced intentions.
Actually these are all fine, as
they go, good readings (or gossip) by teachers left and right of this
town.
But what deus ex machinos like
me have noticed about these provincials who call themselves
Artists-reading-other-Artists is how they always fail to convince
upstarts to the scene of the integrity of those readings everytime
murders like Amanda's occur. This is an urgent matter because we in
heaven simply cannot allow, anymore, this senseless proliferation of
sensationalisms, mostly murders, headlining forever within the expanding
industry of publishing journals or magazines of sin.
Now, since no living
hero in this town is taking the matter into his hands, for one reason or
another (cowardice's excuses, rather), I as a deus ex machino find it
high time, after having gotten fed up, to give notice of a root problem
here. Thus my clipped wings. Now, in case you're---uh---you know,
worried, there is really nothing to worry about. I should be safe from
any democratic Filipino villager's attempts at stoning my person, since
I'm already dead, and, besides, this is only a story which, were my
security threat-absorbing, I can always rip off.
So, then. Let's hasten and go
straight to the issue of the Storyteller, now near success in evading
all analysis by the literary police. I suspect, should everyone be right
then that the Storyteller has indeed a point or two (or more) in doing
the things he does, that what final message he may have for us here
would be nothing else but one from an Unchristian sort of art, one with
a done discourse that's also shallow, confused, sinful, underinformed,
maybe even stupid or immature. In short, somewhat Pompeiian in its
indulgence. I suspect, finally, he's got nothing really but showy
elegance up his sleeve, or murderous technique, dangerous flattery. I
know---or can suppose---he has themes, oh a collection of them I'm sure,
ladies and gentlemen in this town. But my present allegations (pardon my
omniscience, people) is now running like a bunch that would love to
urgently strike with a bolt of lightning this Storyteller for using holy
themes for the purpose of flaunting . . . NEW TECHNIQUES! Do his
techniques hold together, in the name of the Lord? Do you notice how he
keeps on evading POINT, beloved townspeople, oh God's beloved,
preferring to discuss your AWE?! Granted, he's for that that they
call "an open text," as it were, but . . . open to
whom, townsfolk in this parish? Which Christ is he deceiving? Closed are
the eyes of your councilors to text, all you have are critics of
traditional law who think fine and pop, art and entertainment, and the
sculptor and the juggler, occupy the same room in heaven (though I know
they're equal in importance to God), who think all fiction is knife
technique, burial plot, dead characters, and then holy theme, linguistic
suspense, and damn logic left or right, damn priestly discourse, damn
magnificence of vision upon a theme in Israel, and so hail the sacrifice
of more virgins bored in this town of free artistry! Hoping a
significance within this circus might finally drop like manna from some
Somewhere Out There! Ping! Bang! Carpenters all! And so, Josephs? Living
on as faithful to an unrecognizable objective.
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In heaven, . . . as on
earth, I believe you people ought to see the light, that your
councilors and mayors and the uncorrupted among your police may in turn see
the real recklessness in all your forms of expression. These expressions do
make a laughingstock of your self-awarded, idolized stock of trophies. For
to people outside of this planet of dilettantism and pretense, no more
valuable are these than volcanic stones from Pampanga, . . .
Okay. Tomorrow, then, . . . children
of Yahweh, . . . I dictate, that you all lie naked in the park for an hour. To
show your repentance! Then, sitting up, start to write a hundred stories each.
Yes. These stories shall have to explore everything that you need to
explore in life. And in art. Go ahead. And explore the entertainment,
cathartic, escapist, fantasy, and other like values in each story or fable you
make.
Now, then. Having become bored
with that, for you and your religious market (or non-market, therefore
non-religious) are sure to see boredom in the consumption of these, the way
your Storyteller got terribly bored with the usualness of all the plots then
available to him, . . . I'll proceed now to teach you the lesson. And the
lesson is simple. It's just a pity your Storyteller had not the fortune to
attend this fellowship. But you are fortunate. You can thank me for that. Your
deus ex machino.
Believe me, God's townspeople, you
ought to kill not your stories before they've lived. Simply use your
story. The way you use your temporal credit cards. That is to say, beyond
Unchristian gossip, beyond popular wisdom, beyond boredom. Simply value any
story's value the way you may overvalue your enemies. That, from now on unto
eternity.
But. . . . I smell danger. A
risk. That this, my above "punishment," . . . may only excite you.
Worse, only tickle your flesh. But, what am I worried about? For wouldn't that
lead you to just another lesson yet in this my holy maze? Leading to the
same light? The lesson that now, townspeople, one of you can at last
face the priests. Face them and tell them to their faces . . . how you've
always wanted to be a romance novelist really, or an adventure novelist
really, perhaps a mystery novelist really, and so on; I guarantee that none of
them can fail to forgive you. For such directions in the maze of life are no
sinful directions, my children. Simply other crafts are these, that you need
not be guilty of empty-headedness in the practice of them. Nor is fine fiction
"about life" more fine than these, the `fine' being just a word-flag
to label a difficult boat---difficult, that is, to identify in the broad sea.
A random name it is, from a random thought.
But, wait, let's pursue that said
difference. That this abovementioned guilt not proceed somehow to collect any
like crimes as the Storyteller's in that recent hour. Now, the business of
fine fiction, brothers and sisters, are the lessons and further lessons (and
maybe further yet) in stories, a story. While the business of such a non-sin
as, say, suspense-adventure fiction are the quick and subliminal lessons, the
little and big how-to's for entering the daily heaven's. Your sin, it
was in your ignorance of this. A sin it was, in that it delayed the work of
librarians. You offended my God, because he said, as it is written
here, you shall worship no other Trophies before me . . . I am the Lord your
God, and all art have commandments.
Ergo sum: Today, you ought not
be surprised to hear me say, "Amanda . . . oh Amanda! Simply,
arise!" . . .
I divinely hope no one here throws
bread at me. Or I'd be washing my holy hands in some bowl of the most sour
grapes. And, forthwith, leave you all . . . to be mocked in Rome!
PART THREE (Epilogue)
"Mr. Deus ex machino," they said,
"tell us, then, please. Do we forgive the Storyteller? Do we crucify
him?"
"Ladies and gentlemen," I
said, sitting down, "the killing of a woman in a story is not good or bad
per se. Believe me, the justification for the killing is that which
will justify the fiction."
"Mister, please speak to us
clearly. We do not have your taste for parables."
"Kill anybody you want," I
said. "Just be ready with the moral."
"Kill?" they all asked,
flabbergastedly. "Kill? Did you say kill? You are saying it is all right
to kill!"
I'd throw my bet that they could have
"killed" me more quickly than they would have their own chickens.
Simply by stoning me there, armed solely with the solidity of their righteous
angers. Though I'd just ascend to heaven.
"No! It is not okay to
kill!" I almost defended my position with rare divine nervousness.
I went up to a rock for dramatic
emphasis. I said, with cinematic, nay, theatrical gesturings, "It is okay
to write of killing. You see, the point of fiction is not even a cousin to the
point of reality. The one accomplishes philosophy through language, the latter
philosophy through sleep."
We were then gathered there beside
the river 1993. Where everything I said was said. And all was goddam
done, man.
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