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6/6/98
It's been a couple of long weeks, but FUN that's for sure. Hmm...Prom happened. I was late eVerYwHeRe by at least an hour, but tim sure handled my stress well. And talk about stress...we finished our calc video at 4 in the morning the DAY it was due. :D Yesterday, i went to my very LAST high school dance. *sigh* so many memories flash by. but my date made me realize that i have to move on. i'm sorry i was so sleepy and tired at the end, but i still enjoyed everything. Now, i'm just looking forward to having fun this summer and Berkeley.... that is, after this week's comps. =P well, i'm just kikin it today, studying and listening to the power mix. gotta go.
4/12/98
gosh, i can tell this week is gonna be good. it all started friday...it's finally spring break! my amigas (and an amiga's dude) went shopping all night...and guess what i got... that night i dyed my hair BLUE... don't worry, u can't even tell. it just looks a little gray, and my highlighted hairs look a little purple. u know...blue and red make purple. anywayz. then the next day, fam and i went car shopping. damn the car dealer for not having a silver honda...but the fam now has a white honda civic!!!! hooray! unfortunately, i missed something at six. but i'm still happy...May 29th (or whenever that paininthebutt is) is gonna be one awesome night. now...i just found a song that i've been looking for forever...actually, only since it came out lately... it is such a funny song...check out Burn... it is "the bomb" song. ehehe..."it's like romeo & juliet, hot sex on the platta' just to get u wet. u's about to get in somethin u will never regret. and it's gonna be the bomb this is what i bet. yup." uh, just kidding...it's just a song that's on the radio right now. tomorrow, i'm off to visit UC BErkeLeY. returning on tuesday night to finally meet up with an old aol friend. right? hahah..=D. can u tell that life sux for being so good one minute and so god-awful the next?!
4/2/98
Why is life such hell?
First, i'm seeing a friend is going through a break up that sounds as bad as mine was and i try to get through to support him....but it doesn't seem like i'm doing enough. i know it hurts too much for anything to make it better. but understand that i'll alwayz be there for my friends. MY FRIENDS...those that haven't made me lose my faith in them. the girl just seemed to have lost interest and i think that is a jacked up reason for breaking a heart. "never touch a life if you mean to break a heart." i've been so busy and i feel so selfish. sometimes i know i'm neglecting my friends, but yet i know i need to concentrate on things. spaceset is so screwed up and perhaps there was something i could have done to make it better but i needed the full cooperation which wasn't there. the deadline is hitting me so quickly. tomorrow is both a bio and puter test and i've studied SHIT. u might be asking why am i spending my time here writing...well, i need to vent. so, if ur reading this crap, not much here. but i'm sure it's making u feel better cuz ur life is so much better than mine. oh. caltech rejected me...but i didn't care about that. ucla accepted me...big deal (sorry for those out there that are going). ucberk deferred me to spring...what the heyl is that?? what am i supposed to do till then? So many guys from ol skool got in there...whitney screwed me over. CCC for me. AWW JEAH. god, why does life suck. why do people hurt people when they say they love them? why??
"i'm still so bitter and sad about life in general. it sux. but u know... in a few years we'll both forget that. and the fukin cycle goes on."
3/29/98
"What a piece of ~ is a man." Hamlet 2.2.304
Hehheh...
Intro to Homepage3
La, la, la...getting freakin sophisticated in homepage development is taking me forever. Notice this is the one-year anniversary of my homepage! I've discovered ftp process, so let's see how long it takes me to upload all this crap. thanx for visiting. u see, i have the perfect philosophy...visit my pages often so they're in ur cache, and ta-DA...everything loads a lot faster. Sign my guestbook!! 04348. 3/30/98
iNTRO to hOMEpAGE2
Holy $h!+!! Took me a while to change my page from angelfire to geocities. my computer hates me!! but thanx to the higher and more wonderful tech of my calc group, i have moved just in time. The angelfire server just crashed and luckily i only lost two files that were boring as heII anywayz. =)
Intro to my Homepage
I have just gone through h-e-double hockey sticks to complete this page and if i get cut off the computer one more time, i'm gonna go crazy... not that i'm not already. well, umm... skool's ok but i take it pretty seriously. i enjoy track most of the time...when Ricardo's not being a jacka$$ and Westerland isn't in my face). I love reading which my new favorite book is Catcher in the Rye. My favorite saying is "life sux and then u die." but i'm actually not really pessimistic. . hmm...i'm just rambling. well, i owe a lot to my best friends in South Pasadena (that's where i got my nickname Quackers from) and my Cerritos friends...Cathy G., Donna W., etc. Love goes out to everyone. well, gotta go. humble apologies if my homepage sux. ok, luv ya,
bub-bye.