swEEt n0things

May 2nd 2006

Oh life... so unpredictable! I didn’t expect that I will meet him on this vacation... Actually he was my text mate 2 years ago... I actually met him but that was when I was 10 years old, I didn’t expect that he would be eager to get my number and text me. At first I was not so excited to see him for I saw his picture on the net with his best friend and from there I saw a boy and not yet a totally hottie. I thought that he’s still a boy and not yet proper to be called a guy because of his poor features, I was really confused for my cousins who already saw him told me that he’s a regular hottie, Totally, a hunk! But still they texted me as I was on my way there that he is going to have a vacation there in our house so he can see me again. Surprisingly, as I arrived there I didn’t saw any sign of him until they told me that that guy who is visiting me is still sleeping... So I wait and wait for how many hours until my ate cuz told my tita that my visitor is already awake but too shy to go out... Well to tell the truth was irritated that time coz he’s too maarte ha!!! But later on they told me to go inside the house and talk to him and coz my patience is wearing thin I did. In my astonishment I stood there for a long period of time looking at the man standing before me... he was no longer a boy, they are right! He is a regular hottie and within a sec I came back to reality and saw that he was surprised to see me standing at the back of him... he smiled at me as I smiled at him and sits with him... Because of my thick face, I started the conversation but he just smiled and continued staring directly at my face! In the mid afternoon we(me, him and my cuztaray) went to the garden of the school across our house so we can talk and he will no longer be shy talking and being with us... We sat there at the green soft grass, I did most of the talking, I cracked in some jokes so I can make him laugh and enjoy he’s stay with us... He answers and smiles when I throw him a question... then my twin arrived and joined us, coz I like to try something new my cuztaray offered me to ride with her on a motorcycle, only the two of us... and as I was enjoying our trip he’s watching us and cuztaray told me that I think ur visitor has already feelings for you coz of the way he stares, smiles and talks to you... Then it was twin’s turn to ride whit cuztaray so I left there sitting with him, I was watching them carefully but I was disturbed when he made a missed call in my phone, I asked him why did he do that but all he’d replied is that “juz want to know if that’s really ur number.,.. After a few sec I don’t know what happened between us but it turns out that he almost did all the talking and I was just there listening to what he says, well it’s about her x and everything that happened to him (cant tell too censored!hehehe!) With just one flash it turns out that we were so close that it feels like that we’ve been together for a long time. That night I texted him to say gudnyt but I was surprised with his reply because he confessed his feelings to me and he wanted it to say it to my face...he wants me to go out and talked to him but I was not allowed to...the next morning when I opened the door I saw him looking at me with his killer smile and his beautiful hazel brown eyes. I waved and we went inside the house and talked, then in the afternoon we decided to go in the river to take a swim...actually I didn’t plan this but I did go with my cousins, they invited him but it’s like he’ll just go if I will be the one who’ll call him to join us, but still he did went with me. It was in the afternoon so wat do you expect?Xempre c sun nandun na sa taas at sooobrang init na mapapaso ka talaga! Pero naginsist c mokong na magdadala xa ng payong at ako’y papayungan niya. Grabe kaming 2 na lang ang lagging naiiwan pero sabi niya na cge sa likod niyo lang kame, xempre takot ang sister mo noh di namn kame parehas taga dun noh malay mo baka mawala kami!!!pero nung nakita niya sa mata q yung takot eh tiningnan niya q sa mata at sinabing don’t worry aq bahala sayo di kita pababayaan! Sweet di bah?hehheeh! e di yun na eh yung dadaanan pala naming eh kala mo bundok sa ibang bansa na daming inakyat dahil sa sobrang layo at matarik yung mga daan kaya ayun todo alalay sakin si mokong. And then after 100 yrs eh nakarating din kame(biruin mo nilakad lang naming yun)tuwang-tuwa pa aq dahel lam nu naman sister nu excited sa tubig kaya ayun inunahan na anmin cla, ang di ko lam eh ang init pala nung buhangin at nagkandapasopaso ang aking mga precious na paa... pero inalalayanh niya pa rin aq kahit nakikita q na masakit na rin yung paa niya dahil sobrang init nung buhangin... grabe todo care xa noh?hehehehe!!! Lam nu ba yun parang pag kame 2 magakasama tumitigil yung oras... parang kameng 2 lang yung tao sa mundo(first tym kong maramdaman yun ha?) Taz grabeh thankful aq nung cninundan niya aq dahil hinarang aq nung lalake dhil gusto magpakilala eh ayoko pagtalikod q nagulat aq kasi asa likod q pala c mokong taz hinawakan na niya q sa kamay taz nagkatinginan cla taz umales na kami.. buti na lang di na xa sumunod... natakot aq kasi yung kasama niya parang laseng eh... grabe thankful talagah aq dahil d q inaasahan na binabantayan nya pala aq sa likod q di q pa alm.. taz ewan q ba habang naglalakad kami habang tinitingnan q siya hawak niya yung payong and everything eh bgla q na alng naisipang hawakan yung pisngi niya tapos parang gs2 q xa ikiss sa sbrang thank u talagah pero xempre d q tinuloy noh!!!heheehe! nagulat lang xa taz ngumiti taz nagloko na delikado daw pala pag iniwan niya aqng nagiisa ang daming lumalapet mahirap nah baka ilayo ka pa nila sa akin... shit! Kilig q nun sobra!!! Pero pag dating q ng bahay e napagalitan aq dahil d aq nagpaalam at dahil dun e muntik na aqng di maiwan sa province iniyakan ko yun sobra!(Actually di ko lam kung ano ba talaga yung iniyak q eh dahil ok lng naman sakin ang d maiwan dun pero pkiramdam q kasi ayoko malayo sa kanya.. early dat morning pa anman e niloloko pa niya q na gsto niya aq umiyak taz nung umiyak na aq at nakita niya nugn napagalitan aq eh pilit pa aqng pinatahan...parang sira noh gusto aqng makitang umiyak pero nung umiyak na ayw niya na... hay anyweys gnawa q lahat para maiwan lang aq at makasama q pa siya,, dat nyt nakahiga kmi pareho sa bed tapos alam mo yun bigla xang sumydview tapos nakatingin lang xa sakin…xempre concoius na ang lola mo noh...pero habang naguusap kami nakikita q sa mata niya na sa lips q sya nakatingin dats giving me the thought na gusto niya aq halikan... he even tried to say yung nararmdaman niya ng harapan... akala q nga totoo na dahil umupo aq nun taz umupo din xa and he hold my hand so tight and looked into my eyes and told me na...Alam mo shane ...ang ... lokaloka mo… hehehehe! Sayang noh?But the next day... dun pa din kami at nagulat aq dahil nagkwekwento xa nun taz bglang sumayaw dancer eh?galeng gumiling!!! Ang potah! Gulat aq nung bigla xang nagpabagsak sa harap q at sakto na inches na alng yung layo ng mukha niya sa mukha q...malapit na aqng mahalkan!e1 q ba kung bkit aq umiwas?sabi tuloy niya natatakot ka siguro sakin noh?di naman aq mukhang masama ha?magananakaw?rapist?Xempre sagot q oo nga...hehehe! And till the last day na magkasama kami eh bago xa umales eh halatng lahat ng tao dun sa bahay na ayaw na niyang umales dahil sakin...halos mabale yung leeg niya kakalingon dahil ayoko xang ihatid kasi naiiyak lang aq eh..ayoko xang makitang palayo sakin...Mahal q na yata xa eh?I’m accidentally inlove.. Sarap pala nun noh kung bgla na alng xang dadating sa buhay mo taz d mo alam na mamahalin mo pala xa..