Spoiler alert!- If you haven't beaten Xenogears yet or didn't play it want to play it, I suggest you turn back now. This story will start at the very ending of the game "Xenogears". So if you have some pride and rather beat Xenogears and see the ending yourself turn back. Well you guys are here to read so I assume your okay with this. Last warning!! Okay here we go^_^.

Chapter 1

Xenogears flew in the sky with angle like wings. Emeralda sighed in relief. Bart yelled out to Fei and Elly. Bart and the others ran as fast they could to them, almost crying as they saw them come down from the sky to end of the cliff with sun peeking up from behind. Xenogears softly landed on the cliff and everyone was waiting to see Fei and Elly to come out.

Elly stepped out of Xenogears along with Fei. Everyone gave them a relived look. Then Emeralda ran to Elly and hugged her. Emeralda almost cried. She was so happy to see her. Then Billy came to hug her and so did everyone else, except Bart who just gave her a smile. Fei looked at Elly and gave her a warm smile. Then Citan came up to them and said " lets go home". Both Elly and Fei agreed. Elly first wanted to apologize to everyone for making them all worry.

Billy came up to her and said "all is forgiven now Elly. Now we should just go celebrate you two coming back together.

Elly smiled at Billy then looked at Fei. But Fei all the sudden had a suspicious look towards Elly. Then Elly grabbed Billy's gun(again), pushed Billy to the floor and tried to shoot Fei. This time though Fei was aware and dodged the bullet.

"Elly!!" Shouted Citan as he helped Billy up. "What in heavens are you doing".

"That's not Elly, Miang is still inside her!" Fei cried out.

"Damn you Fei!"Miang shouted. " You ruined my plans. I wanted to have the perfect God. One that would bring us back to our home planet.

"Home planet?"asked Maria

"Yes, we humans weren't born here," Miang explained. " 5000 years ago our ancestors were in spacecraft called Eldridge. Unfortunately, Fei made contact with the "Mother". Then the gears Alpha and Omega were attacking the ship. They were controlled by Id and Grafd. Also known as Fei. Now we must live here forever without going back to our own planet. Damn you, Fei!

"Miang are you home sick?" Fei asked gently. " Is that why you're doing this?"

"SHUT-UP!! Just shut-up! I'm going to end this now..."she whispered. She slowly raised the gun to Fei's head. Everyone looked shocked and quiet that you could hear their heart beats.

" Elly, I know you won't let Miang do this, I trust you."Fei said softly. He stood there proudly as if nothing was going to happen.

"Fei!!"shouted Bart. Bart took out his whip and slashed the gun from her. The gun fired, Fei fell. A dead silent arose. Fei got up clutching his arm. The bullet only got through there.

Miang weakly got up and held the gun tightly. Then she bit her lip and said "If I can't kill you, I'll kill the one you love most." Miang laughed uncontrollably. She pointed the gun to her head.

"No, Miang don't!"Fei yelled.

Miang smiled and slowly move backwards towards the edge of the cliff. She then shot herself and fell off the cliff.

"ELLY" Fei cried.

She flew down to the bottom of the cliff and disappeared in the mist.

"ELLLYY!!!!!" Fei cried. Fei felt devastated, still grasping his arm. In Fei's mind he knew that Elly was always killed somehow in every lifetime and he always died after her. "I know what to do" he thought to himself.

Fei suddenly walked towards the cliff. Citan and the others turned around and saw him going towards the cliff. Bart jumped on Fei and pinned him to the ground. Fei tried to struggle free but Bart managed to keep Fei down.

"Let me go, Bart".shouted Fei. " I have to die to be with her."

"I'm not letting you go, Fei". Bart said determinedly. "Fei, you promised you'd stay with me to hang out and everything. Think about rest of us too, would it be right if we lost you too. Fei, please I don't want you to die.

Fei looked into Bart's eyes, he became calm and said nothing. "Its just that, me and Elly never had a full life together. In all my memories Elly died for some reason, and afterwards I die with her. I just wanted a life without her or me being killed.

Bart and the others all looked sadly at him. Citan then came along and calmly said, "We're sorry that Elly died Fei. We will give her an honorable funeral. We won't forget what she did. But Fei, do you think she will be happy if she found out that your death was caused by her."

Fei remained still and quiet.

"I didn't think so. I know she would of been happy that you were willing to do that for her, but she would rather see you live than to die because of her. Is that not what she said to you in every memory of yours? To live?"

Fei started to remember what Elly said to him in every lifetime. Live.

"We should go back now,"Billy suggested." We'll give a funeral at the Nisan church. She would of wanted it there anyway Fei."

Fei said nothing. They left for the Yggdrasil and schedule the funeral to be tomorrow so they can plan it. So they went to Bart's castle in Aveh to rest up. Since deus was gone and as well as the disease that almost had the whole town at their feet. When they got there Fei seemed still very depressed. Emeralda gave her father a hug. She gave him her best smile. He turned his head towards hers and smiled weakly. Then looked back down again. Citan took her by the arm to show her to room. Emeralda looked sadly as she walked away from Fei.

Later on that night Bart went walking around the castle, until he saw Fei's room. He knew that Fei was still upset so he went go check on him. He knocked at first but got no answer. Bart slightly opened the door to see if he was in there. Fei saw sitting on his bed with his head down and arms across his lap. "Fei?"Bart asked silently. Fei rose his head a bit and replied "Bart, please leave. I've got some thinking to do." Bart gave a frown.

"You're not going to try and kill yourself again are you?"Bart asked.

"Don't worry I'm not going anywhere."

Bart looked at him suspiciously. "Fei, promise me that you won't kill yourself."

Fei gave no replay.

Bart grabbed him by the arms and looked at him in the eye. "Promise me Fei!"

Fei sighed. "Alright, I promise I won't kill myself."

Bart slowly took his hands off him. "Thank-you. Now get sleep or you might sleep through Elly's funeral. She would hate that."

Fei didn't seem to get the joke. He remained in the same position as he was before. Bart swallowed hard, he walked out of the room and closed the door behind him. As he left he wondered to himself, how he was he going to help Fei. He walked outside until he noticed Margie and Billy sitting by the water fountain.

"Poor Fei, losing your love one like that." Margie said.

Billy looked at her. " It was sad to she her go like that, but I kind of think she did it on purpose." Margie looked at him curiously. Billy looked at the midnight sky. "I think she did that because she was afraid of what Miang might do to Fei. If she had ever lost control over Miang, she might of killed Fei without even knowing it. Love is very difficult.

Margie smiled at him. She looked down at her feet and said. " I hope one day I can fall in love like that." Billy went towards her and bent down to her face and kissed her on the lips. Margie was shocked. Billy became embarrassed and backed away, "Uh...I'm sorry. I know you and Bart are.." Margie interrupted him. " It's alright. I know in my heart Bart and me weren't meant to be anyway. Like I could marry my own cousin. Besides seems to be isolated with Fei. I almost think he's in love with Fei.

Bart almost wanted to jump out of the corner and yell at her stupid, but he knew what she said was true. He actually did liked Fei, but was too scared to admit it.

Billy gazed at her. "Do you think so? I've always known that guy was weird. He's going after Fei even though he knows that Fei was madly in love with Elly?" Margie looked at Billy. "Well yes, he knew that Fei and Elly loved each other, but he loved Fei so much that he didn't mind if he was more happier with Elly. He could of even stolen him away easily when Fei and Elly had that fight a few weeks ago, but he didn't. He knew how important he was to her so he told him to go to her. Bart may act tough, but inside, he's really like a kitten. But I know he'll try to be sensible to Fei's feelings. That's probably why he put so much effort to save Fei instead of Elly. I kind of wonder how Bart is going to try and seduce Fei."

Bart started to blush with anger. He admitted to himself he liked Fei but he didn't like them talking about him. Billy then notice Bart behind the wall. He smiled. "Well I certainly don't think he Bart will even land a hug on Fei. He's a jerk, he thinks too much of himself, he has no manners, he's very short-tempered and acts like a immature brat.

Bart suddenly jumped out of his hiding spot and started yelling his brains out. Billy laughed. "I was only kidding, you're so sensitive. Come on we all know you liked Fei. So why not go to him?" Billy teased.

Bart gave Billy a frown. "Why don't you just grow up kid, and stop talking about other people's affairs!" Bart stormed out as Billy and Margie giggled behind him.

"Hey do you think he's going to Fei's room?"Margie whispered to Billy. Billy smiled and nodded.

Bart walked around the castle when he passed by Fei's room. He then remembered what Billy said. "He won't even be able to land a hug on Fei".Bart grumbled. " I'll show those two. I know Fei will open his heart to me." He went to Fei's room and to his surprise Fei wasn't there. Bart became very worried and wondered if Fei was trying to kill himself again. He ran through the hallways looking for him. Room to room, door to door, there was no sign of him. Citan and Sigurd noticed Bart running though the halls. Sig managed to grab Bart.

"Hold it Bart, you can't just run through the castle just like that."Sigurd said to him. "Remember this isn't a playground."

"Let go Sig." Bart demanded. "I've got to find Fei!"

Citan looked puzzled. "Why on earth are you looking for Fei at this hour? It is almost one in the morning."

"Its Fei, he might be trying to kill himself again."Bart cried. "I looked in his room and he wasn't there."

"What! Oh god no, Fei! We must find him immediately." Citan shouted.

To be continued.