Hello, this is DEFINITLEY a darkfic. No WAFF here, then again...it is for some people so maybe it's not a darkfic. I'll let you decide. It's not that depressing, I hope. E-mail me at kaorunagisa@yahoo.com This story was written by a member of Tabris Enterprises, but it isn't really a Tabris production. I don't know how to classify this story. Maybe drama, lime...you guys tell me. Please e-mail me. Thanks! Kaoru Nagisa presents... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- ~ ~Love Song~ ~ What is Love? Webster's Dictionary defines it as affection; strong liking; goodwill; benevolence; charity; devoted attachment to one of the opposite sex; passion: It seems as though it is a fondness or an ardor of some kind. This is the story of two children who may or may not be in love. It asks if love is true how is it that we express it? Asuka stretched up and yawned off of the yukata she was laying on. She smiled brightly and then looked to her left. Shinji was laying there. Asuka: Ergg! Asuka winced at the idea of herself sleeping next to him. She began to slightly remember that she had sleep walked into his room again. She had been doing that quite a while lately. Probably ever since they had fought Israfel. The girl thought more seriously to herself. She was a loser. She has not been able to defeat Bardiel and Zeruel had decapitated her Eva. She looked over at the sleeping boy. She peered at his light brown hair matted to his thin forehead due to the morning heat. She rose her hand and brought it down roughly on the back of his head. Shinji looked around dazed as to what had just happened. He turned around to see Asuka with her fist in the air. She didn't look upset, she was simply examining her fist. Shinji: What is it Asuka? The boy groaned tiredly. Asuka: Get the HELL up you idiot. She scoffed as she rose and walked out of the room. The pain from the blow throbbed on Shinji's head. He brought his hand to rub on it. Then Shinji realized something. Shinji: Hey, what was she doing in my room? The boy decided to not fulfill his thought and got up and got ready for school. He went into the kitchen where Asuka was looking over the balcony. He walked in and grabbed some toast. The fully dressed Asuka turned around to see the boy sitting at the table eating. She stormed into the kitchen. Shinji: Have you seen Misato? Asuka: She had to leave early today. Shinji: Oh. Shinji sat quietly as Asuka's gaze followed his every move with a furrowed brow. The girl walked over to him. She grabbed the plate holding the toast from the boy. Shinji: What? Asuka: Come on, there's no more time for you to finish eating. You should have woke yourself up earlier! Shinji: Look, Asuka...I know you're kinda upset but... Shinji's sentence was cut short by a hand rapping him across his mouth. Asuka: Shut-up...you know NOTHING of me, child. Shinji: Asuka I... Asuka flung the plate at Shinji's head. Shinji moved out of the way to avoid it. His left over toast hit the floor along with the shattered plate. The two children looked over at the mess. Asuka: You've got 5 minutes to clean that up and get out to the elevator. Asuka left the room in complete anger. Shinji looked at her. He was not sure of what to do so he picked up the broom and dustpan and swept up the mess. He slid it into the garbage and put his suitcase in his hand as he closed the door behind him. Asuka was waiting at the elevator with her foot in the door. He ran as to not upset her. Asuka(walking into the elevator): You took 47 seconds too long. Shinji: Gee, did you have a stop watch or something? The boy tried to jest but was only met with a glare. Asuka: I do not find the funny in that sentence. If our teacher yells at me for being late, you'll wish that you had moved faster than you had. Shinji leaned into the edge of the elevator. Soon, the door opened at the two children began to run a bit as not to miss their class. As the two children ran they saw another girl walking to school. She was walking slowly and said nothing. She had short periwinkle hair and two red orbs that took their place as eyes. Her name was Rei Ayanami. Shinji slowed down a bit as Asuka continued to run. Shinji: Hey Asuka, let's wait for Rei. Asuka stopped dead in her tracks. She then turned around. Asuka: I have no intentions to wait for that blue-haired spore so that we ALL can be late. Asuka grabbed Shinji's wrist and continued to run. Shinji: Asuka, you're hurting my wrist. Asuka: Baby... She shifted her hold to his hand. As the two approached the doors of the school Asuka knocked Shinji's hand out of her own. Asuka: Don't hold my hand like that. People will think oddly of our relationship. Shinji: B-But Asuka, you grabbed my... Asuka spun around to glare at the boy. Asuka: Didn't I tell you to shut-up? Shinji: I-I'm so-sorry. Asuka: That's better. Asuka began walking through the school's quad as most of the student body gawked at her. Her popularity had not died since the day she arrived at the school. One boy seemed to approach her and she led him on, feeling his body but in the end turning him down with a maniacal smile. Shinji: What's wrong with her? The boy uttered quietly before he walked in. In class all seemed to go a little bit more normally until lunch time. Asuka had decided to see what Shinji was doing so she walked over to the 'three stooges' minus one. Asuka: So, what are you 3 talking about? Kensuke: When have you ever been interested in what we do? Asuka: WHAT DID YOU SAY? Kensuke: N-nothing... Asuka rolled her eyes at the boy. Asuka: Well seeing as the conversations over here are SO mentally stimulating I might hurt myself. Shinji we're going to the mall after this. Shinji: 'This' what? Asuka: 'This' school, moron? Sometimes I wonder how stupid are you really. I mean did you graduate from the "University of Total Imbecility"? Kensuke: Is that even a word? Asuka: I already shut you up Aida. Remain that way. Kensuke: Hey, is there any reason you wanna bother us while you're tsunamiing? Asuka: What? Kensuke: I mean you're naturally a bitch, but you're just going to the point where it's getting a little ridiculous. Asuka: Listen here you brainless little twerp, when I am actually descending to talk to one of you, you should have enough respect and humility to be thankful. Kensuke: What? Asuka: My just being NEAR you three for five minutes makes you intrinsically cooler. Kensuke: Whatever, no one really asked for your royal highness' company. Asuka: And it's not being offered...TO YOU! As I was saying, Shinji, you, me, mall, right after school. And I don't intend to wait for you. So make yourself scarce from your little friends quickly if you don't mind? Asuka began to get up from her leaning position and bumped into a body. Asuka was, can we say, less than pleased. She quickly turned around. Asuka: Get the HELL outta my... Asuka's yell was met by two glowing orbs. Asuka widened her eyes. Asuka: Excuse you! Rei:... Asuka: Oh, I don't even have the effort to deal with this now. Rei: I would like to ask you a question. Asuka: What? That GREAT Rei Ayanami-sama, beautiful and intelligent pilot of the so desperately seeked Evangelion Unit-00 is descending from on high to mingle with the commoners? Kensuke(under breath): What a hypocrite. Rei: Is there a reason you are disturbing the class? Asuka looked around and surely all attention had been on Asuka, Shinji, Touji and Kensuke. She looked back at the girl. Asuka: Why don't you get outta my face and mind yours? Rei: You are being mean to Ikari, why? Asuka sneered at the girl. She rose her finger and put it into Rei's face. Asuka: Listen here you little wench, I don't like you. nobody likes you. Nobody will ever like you. Your parents don't even like you. The commander doesn't like you. The bugs in your gross apartment don't like you. That's why you're alone. You're always going to BE alone, and ya know why? 'CAUSE NOBODY LIKES YOU! Gee you talking to me today, tomorrow it'll probably snow. Rei: Your real problem is not with me but with your Eva. Through these actions you block your own abilities. Asuka: So I'm being my own monkey wrench?! Rei: You must understand Eva has it's own mind. Asuka: That's where you're wrong! It's nothing more than a doll, it reminds me of you! Rei:... Asuka: What's up? Are you HAPPY that I'm having problems with my Eva? Don't worry! When the next angel comes, our invincible Shinji will RISE up and destroy it! We pathetic and powerless little GIRLS don't have to fight anymore...they only need out of control, feeble and emaciated Shinji. Oh I KNOW something is wrong, when a emotionless DOLL like you starts worrying about me and telling me my problems, I'm doomed! Rei: I am not a doll. Asuka: Shut-up! Yes you are. You'd do whatever your commanding officer told you to do, you'd probably KILL yourself. Rei: Yes. Asuka's full fury raged in her body and she sneered at the girl. Asuka prepared to slap the girl but stopped herself. Asuka: You are such a LOSER. Asuka walked quietly back to her seat and sat down. Asuka folded her arms across her chest and glanced over at Rei. She appeared to have something remnant of a smirk on her face. It was actually a slight wrinkle but Asuka couldn't tell. Asuka(thinking): Did that bitch just smile? The class day continued on. It finally got to the point that Asuka had actually been anticipating. She was quiet on the bus ride their as was Shinji. When they arrived Asuka grabbed Shinji's wrist and hopped out. She ran into the first available male store. She ran around the store picking out clothes and the pushed a sighing Shinji into the dressing room. Shinji: Um, Asuka? Asuka: Yeah what? Shinji: I don't mean to sound rude but aren't you going to perhaps... leave the dressing room while I change? Asuka: Of course not, I wanna dress you up. Shinji: This is slightly uncomfortable. Asuka smacked the back of Shinji's neck. Asuka: Act like a boy and quit complaining. Shinji: I'm sorry. Asuka got easily bored and so they left the mall early. When they arrived home, no one was home. Asuka looked around as she entered. Shinji followed her in. When he had gotten a little bit in front of her she kicked him in the back of his legs making him crumble to the floor. Shinji(looking up): What did I do? Asuka: You idiot! Why don't you understand!? Why do you have to be so...STUPID! Die! Die! Asuka began to stomp on his head and abdomen repeatedly. Shinji: B-But... Asuka: Why in the HELL do I have to take that kind of treatment from that stuck-up BITCH!? Why do I have to go through something like that on your account!? Shinji: Yo-you're talking about Ayanami? I'm sorry. Shinji got on his knees looking up at the girl. Asuka: You're so good at apologizing, aren't you? You apologize SO easily. All the time! You just want to show off how dedicated you are to me so everyone will feel sorry for you. Shinji: Th-That's not true... Asuka: Then maybe you get a masochistic thrill out of being so self-sacrificing? Just what I need! Shinji: I... Tears began to fall from the fallen Shinji's eyes. Asuka slammed her fist into his back making him collapse to the ground. Asuka(laughing): Hah! So now you're crying? Poor little boy, go ahead, cry for all I care. Shinji(sobbing): You've got it all wrong. I feel sorry for you...for not knowing any other way to love someone. Asuka: Stop it! You're still trying to be the good guy again? Oh, sure! Just make me into the villain! That's what makes you happy, right? I don't remember ever falling in love with you! Shinji: But Asuka...I... Asuka grabbed Shinji by his collar. She punched him in his eye. Shinji's head whipped back. She grabbed Shinji by the collar and began to bang his head into the floor repeatedly. Shinji raised a hand to run down her arm. Asuka: DON'T TOUCH ME ANYMORE! THE NEXT TIME YOU TRY I JUST MIGHT KILL YOU!!! Shinji began to sob to himself as Asuka continued her onslaught. He closed his eyes and hoped that it all would end. Suddenly he felt his shirt being un-buttoned. His eyes shot open and he looked at Asuka. His eyes seemed to plead with her to let him go. He would stay quiet forever if she would just let him go. She began rubbing her hand against his chest. His back arched and he gave a strangled sound as teeth bit down on his innocent chest. Tears began to stream more so as he pleaded to be let go. His only answer to the mental plea was Asuka grabbing his arms and placing them above his head and holding them there. She carefully ran a hand across his cheek. Asuka: Don't plead for release either, cause you know what? I don't care. Asuka's hands felt strong as they felt the on the boys abdomen. She began pulling at the developing pubic hair on the boys lower abdomen to hear his cries of anguish. Asuka looked down at the boy writhing under her grasp. She admired how she had complete control over him on the living room floor with this shirt open and his legs spread out. There was so many possibilities, but only an hour or of time left before Misato's arrival. She decided their was no need for his pants. She forcefully tore those away revealing the boy tightly tucked in his briefs. with the open shirt and socks as the only other articles on his body. Asuka ran a slender index finger over Shinji's covered penis. She glared at him, giving a mental command and then moved her hand. She slid her body down to Shinji's penis and slid down his briefs. They bunched up on his knees. Asuka slowly engulfed herself on his penis, bobbing her head up and down. Shinji was growing erect in her mouth. The lulling motion made Shinji oblivious that at that current moment Asuka's fingers were making their way through Shinji's buttocks and rubbing against his anus. Shinji: Asuka? The boy leaned forward with dry tears and a confused look on his face. Asuka: Get back down. You are my BITCH. Okay! You ar MY doll! You'll do whatever I want you to do without question, understand? The girl forcefully slammed him back onto the floor. She continued to suck on him as Asuka's slender fingers began to pry further to get in. The pain that was rocketing slowly through Shinji was making him tear again. He could feel Asuka's hand somewhere deep and warm. He hadn't even realized it but the moment he felt that feeling he had came in her mouth. Asuka: Did I give you permission to do that? Shinji: I-I'm so-sorry. Asuka wiped her mouth. Asuka: You should have known better. Asuka began to force more of her hand further into Shinji. He was screeching at the pain and straining to get out of her grasp. Asuka punched him in the mouth. Asuka: Shut the FUCK up you BITCH, you SLUT! Shinji: Asuka you're hurting me, please stop, you're hurting me... Asuka grabbed at her own wet panties that she had been wearing and tugged them off. She massaged Shinji's inside as the boy cried in pain. She touched apart of him and suddenly Shinji penis rose up again. She strode onto him and easily slid on it. She forcefully yanked her hand out of Shinji and admired the blood left on her hand from the boy. She brought it to her mouth and licked it. Shinji was horrified. She began wildly bucking on top of him. Shinji felt no enjoyment from this action due to the throbbing pain that was still inside of him. Asuka grabbed for his neck and began to grip tighter on his neck. Shinji began to gag and cough as Asuka squeezed tighter. She bucked harder on his body, actually lifting both of them off of the ground and then slamming back onto it. Asuka felt her body tense and she came. Shinji was still hard inside of her. She stood up taking extra care to not get anything on her dress. She looked down at Shinji's naked body and scoffed. She kicked him in-between his legs. Asuka: Get up and get dressed before Misato comes home. Shinji grabbed his shirt bringing it to cover his chest and looked up at the girl. He didn't know how to feel. Many thoughts were going around his head. Asuka: What did I tell you? Go get dressed and make dinner! Asuka yanked at Shinji's arm getting him up and flung him onto the couch. The boy collected his clothes and went into the bathroom. Asuka walked into her room. She felt happy and pretty tonight so she felt a little something different was needed. She put on her blue pleated skirt and yellow vest top. When Misato came home Shinji had already cleaned the apartment, himself and made dinner. The next day the 15th Angel Arael attacked and Asuka was sourly defeated and remained alive only through the aid of a person she hated...Rei Ayanami. Asuka was confined to a containment center due to the angel. Shinji walked up behind Asuka who was sitting near a metal rail watching her Eva be prepared for shipment back to Nerv. Shinji: Hey Asuka, I'm glad to see you're alright. Asuka: SHUT-UP! Who in the HELL is okay? Nothing could be worse. That little BITCH. Th-that...YOUR little BITCH saved me. Don't you know I'd rather DIE! I hate her! I hate you Shinji, I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shinji walked past the contamination zone and put an hand on his 'lovers'' shoulder. She shrugged it away and shot up. Asuka: Don't touch me. I DON'T love you! Shinji: As-Asuka I know you're a little upset but... Asuka: Don't you get it you little faggot, your only purpose in life was to serve me and now that I know you can not accomplish this, I know you have no use to live. Asuka began to strangle Shinji as she pushed his head further back and gripped his Adams apple. Shinji slapped her fists from her neck in a haze of trying to do an act so simple as breathing. Asuka(confused, thinking): Dolls aren't supposed to hit back. I can't even control the doll who loves me. This isn't love. This can't be it. Then what is it? She looked at the boy and then want back to sitting near the railing. She watched the head of Evangelion Unit-02 slowly lower and her head dropped in between her knees. 'END' ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- So did anyone enjoy that Song of Love? E-mail me and complain if you like. The 'BIG' meaning was that Asuka felt that if she lost her Eva as her doll, Shinji could be her new one. Sorry if it seemed lemon, but I just wanted to describe how violent she got with him during an act like that. Hope ya enjoyed...