Do not completely try to understand this. Simply read it. Then try not to think about it. As you go through your regular everyday life...all will reveal itself to you. ******************************************************************************** Theme Song: "Barbie Girl" by Aqua E v a L e S s "Wouldn't it be Nice, if EVERYONE would just DIE?" She is literally the polaroid of perfection. She has everything and she'll give it to you in a second. Everyday is an ordianry day, in her world she's an ordinary girl. V-Unwanted No! V-Whore No! V-Racist No, no, no, no!!! NEVER.. This was so unexpected Never thought I'd get caught Play boomerang with your demons Shoot to kill and you'll pop them off (BANG BANG) V-Stuck-up My money is important to me, it's my identity V-Egotistic Attitude A.T. Field V-Arrogant I... She gets everything she wants with only a little effort. Everyday is an ordinary day, in her world she's an ordinary girl. V-Strange Others think I'm normal, don't they? V-Spoiled How can I be, no one stayed to love me... V-Cold-Hearted ...EVERYONE tries to hurt me. V-Double Personality So, I have to protect myself, I have to love me V-Stubborn Shinji, he doesn't know how to love me V-Unsympathetic Aoki, he's weird, and gay and different just like ALL of them... V-Self-Centered I hate Corey! Hate him, hate him. He said he loved me. V-Super Absurd I can't let others tare down my defenses ever again V-DISGUSTING! Everyone wants to hurt me, rape me, kill me... V-Defenses, why do you have them? I have to be strong and better. Better than EVERYONE! V-Why? I just do, okay! V-Do you fear others? As If! V-Do you hate others? no V-Do you wish everyone would cease to be? I...uh... V-If you want it, then give up I...I... Shinji-I do love you! Looks can decieve She wears her heart on her sleeve She'll steal you away And not just for one day Everyday is an ordinary day In her world she's an ordinary girl Everuday is an ordinary day In her world she's an ordinary guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurl She'a an ordinary guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurl She's an ordianry girl! I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die... I DON"T WANNA DIE!!! Reactivation... Shinji, ai shiteru. Ich LIEBE du. Don't you dare get killed on me! Antithesis! Life goes on... Ending Song: "Hammering in My Head" by Garbage ****************************************************************************************** I Ngumo Shingure would like to thank all of you on behalf of the author Kaoru Nagisa for reading this story. Now if you aren't confused...kudos to you. I lived through it and I'm still confused about it. However, for those who didn't get it the movies are practically finished. "EvaLeSs: Deconstruction and Reconsilliation" The endings are not different just a little bit more of a literal take on it. Good luck on the wate! Good bye friends, readers and haters all alike. Again to you all I say GoodBye!