Do not completely try to understand this. Simply read it. Then try not to 
think about it. As you go through your regular everyday life...all will 
reveal itself to you.

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Theme Song: "Barbie Girl" by Aqua			

			E v a L e S s
		      
		      "I Musn't Run Away"

I have a an artificial soul and 
an artificial place, its an oridnary 
life in an artificial world...with 
the ordinary kind, there's no 
ordinary day in this systematic kind 
of there egomatic ways of this artificial 
life! 

Tell me who can I believe when my relief, can I believe when I relieve?

Is she dead?
Did she leave me?

She's my artificial girl singing 
an overpolished song in her 
simulated voice with her artificial 
tears...it's an artificial world!

Tell me
who can
I stand
by when
my lifes
not real
can I 
stand by
when I
must leave...

It's an artifiical world...
 
V- What if she's dead? She never loved you, she's a whore just
a whore...just like her mother.

Mother?
V- Teacher
Sensai
V-Katsuragi-sensai

I finally understand what she was saying. Who is Nerv? Is this life true?
I must find out, did these people change my life? Rei, Shinji, Asuka, Touji,
Hikari, Aoki, Kaoru, Megumi, Ngumo, Corey, AKEMI!!!

V-Bestfriend?

He a syndicated man with a cybernetuic leg
in his artificial world, it's an artificial world!

My life will become insignificant. I am selfish...I fear my own life.

I fear I can't deal.
I fear for myself, more than for her...
Nostalgicy.

Why can't I believe...?
Why can't I believe...?
Why can't I believe...in...you?

V-Run away
Nani?
V-Run away
Where?

I need her around. Nerv. Kaoru. Core. Angels. Aoki. Help me my love!

Give out the same old answers
I trot them out for the relatives
Comapny tried and tested
I use the ones that I love the best

V-Darling!
V-Darling!!
V-Darling!!!

Self destruction, immediate cures!

Nani?

Hammering...
Hemmering in...
Hammering in my...
Hammering in my head!
Hammering in my head!

Is she alive?
She's ALIVE!!

I don't have to run away...

Ending Song: "Hammering in My Head" by Garbage
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Next time on EvaLeSs the soliloquy of Ayanami Rei, don't miss it...we explore 
the confused mind of my ex-girlfriend..."Moons Revenge"