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Anniversary
by Fox

11.Hate.

I always knew I will end in this way.
Too much youkais looking at me with his tongues between his teeth. Too much desire singing in my body. Too much pain and beauty before my eyes.
All the kitsunes end like that.
We are so sensual creatures. We’re born for passion, for hunger, for desire. For beauty. When we look something we think is beautiful we can’t stop till is ours. It’s a desire, a NEED of have. It’s for that we’re grown to be the best thieves, the best lovers, the best hunters. When we want something, it’s a need that when is unsatisfied, make us crazy. We NEED to fulfill it. We NEED to have what we want, or we go insane.
And I was ten years trying to deny my desire. I am a kitsune and I shut down the needs and the wants of my body for ten years. No wonder I am half-insane now. I am weak, and pained, disguising my desperation with the mask of the human I am just in part.
But I am a KITSUNE YOUKO.
I am KURAMA.
And it’s just a way to calm the pain of the need, of the furious howl of my body and soul for the one thing, the tiny jewel I need so much, the one thing I just can’t have.
Hiei.
A taste of heaven I just had one time.
Just the most savage pain can drain me enough to bear the cross of my desire. And I’ll fade. Like any youko who was stealed from his most precious treasure…
Hiei, Hiei, Hiei, my love, my desire, my insanity, my fire… I’ll fade between tortures trying to forget you, before I’ll turn mad. Michael… my angel… why I didn’t knew you before…? I’ll die for your safety… you, who gave a last dream for my twilight, for my end…

Kurama was being raped viciously. His slender body shook violently in the floor, as his head and sex waved crazily under the brutal trusts of Mangetsu. Suddenly, he stopped, and Kurama gritted teeth when his long icy nails scratched his ribs. He was face down in the floor, his back arched as Mangetsu, sat in his throne raped him absently, with his pale things parted in his lap.
- Aaaah, my kitsune.- he smiled, the nail absently pinching his spine.- You’re so soft. I wonder what your human mother will thought seeing you like this.-
Kurama just closed his eyes. I will not cry. It’s just pain. All kitsunes can be just sense beings. Just pain, desire or pleasure: not sadness, nor emotions. Just…
A tear rolled for his cheeks, and then Mangetsu buried his long member in him in a harsh slow motion, making him feel every inch. The, he was radiating burning cold, and Kurama started to scream in pain. When he was finally in the verge of unconsciousness, Mangetsu pulled out, and systematically hitted him till he wasn’t more than a trembling thing in the floor.
- My kitsune.  he ordered, lifting him from the hair, and opening his lips with the nails, violated his mouth.- Suck. Show me the best you can do, what you learned in all your years of fucker.-
And Kurama did, obliged for the pain. Mangetsu was wildly screaming and pumping his hips kneeled over him when he came in a burning frozen thing that hurt Kurama’s mouth. But he wasn’t spent. He goes on… and on, till Kurama didn’t knew if was a up or a down, till all his mind died in the vortex of pain and pain and pleasure and pain and pain…
PAIN…

- You…- Hiei kicked Michael to the room where they had stayed two days ago, a motel in the Ningenkai.- Don’t want to see your face NEVER AGAIN.- he snarled, before to turn to go. Michael, bleeding and bruised, grabbed his arm, and was rewarded with a kick in the face.
- Hiei! Wait! TELL ME WHERE IS KURAMA, HIEI!!-
- He had gone to Mangetsu. To sell his body and soul for your safety.- Hiei’s voice sound dead, but as dangerous as a knife. Michael gasped, his long blond hair falling around his face.
- No…-
- YES HE DID!!- howled Hiei, and Michael can see the murderous madness in Hiei’s eyes as black tears fell around his face.- WHAT DID YOU GAVE TO HIM?? WHY HE DID LET YOU FUCK HIM?? A_N_S_W_E_R__M_E_!!!!!! WHAT!! W_H_A_T_?????-
Hiei was over Michael before the human could react. He was ravaging Michael’s mouth, teeth devouring his lips, a hand grabbing his maleness with such roughness Michael screamed. The screams had gone to a mad whisper in his ear:
- What was it? WHAT? Your lips are softer? You’re bigger? You’re innocent enough? You kiss better, or you can laugh with him? WHAT DO YOU HAVE THAT MADE HIM LOVE YOU O MUCH?? I’VE LOVED HIM FOR TEN YEARS!!!WHAT DID YOU DO HE LOVED YOU INSTEAD OF ME??? …-
- Hiei…- Michael’s eyes grew bigger, when Hiei’s stopped his furious questions and collapsed over his chest, sobbing desperately. Hiei’s fists still tried to punch him more, but Michael took his fists, and then kissed the open, insane Jagan. And with a sigh of final understanding, he embraced Hiei, and wept with him.
- I love him, Hiei. I love him so much…-
- Me… too…-
They were embraced still when the light of the morning touched his faces.

~ To Be Continued ~

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