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A Crack In
Love - Part 2
by Gini
"That doesn't
explain much." Kurama sighed. "Don't tell me you are
angry again Hiei." Hiei stood there, reluctant what to do.
"Please....stay."
Kurama held Hiei's hand.
"I....can't."
said Hiei. Kurama looked at him for a while, deciding he was
serious. He mumbled, "Very well. You may go then."
But he wouldn't let go
of Hiei's hand. Their eyes locked into a deep trance. After a
while, Hiei sighed; his katana dropped onto the floor. He closed
his eyes as Kurama slowly pulled him and led him to the bed where
they could share the cold night.
Kurama gently pushed
him down and touched his cheek and his neck and he bent down to
kiss his face. Hiei reached the hand on his neck and grabbed it.
He opened his eyes and kissed the palm of Kurama's hand before
nestled his face to it. Kurama looked at him deeply in the eyes.
What was that he saw in those crimson eyes? Was it pain? Or hurt?
Hiei glanced at the
other side, carefully averted the question stare from Kurama's
eyes. Kurama used his index finger to slowly turn Hiei's face
over. Their lips found each other and locked into a tender kiss.
Hiei shifted his body
under Kurama's as the kiss deepened, increased the tingling
feelings in his mind. Maybe......maybe just for
tonight.....Kurama can make me forget about Setsuyo.
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After the conversation
with Kurama, Setsuyo sneaked into her brother's room since
Kavelu's light was still on.
"Oniijan, have you
talked to Hiei yet?"
"Yes I did. I
really don't think it's a right thing to do." Kavelu said
guiltily.
"What did you say
to him?" Setsuyo asked, uninterested if it was a right thing
to do or not.
Kavelu sighed. "I
told him the best choice would be to leave Kurama for good."
Setsuyo smiled.
"Now, that's my brother."
"Now, Kurama will
be mine!" She said to herself.
Kavelu shook his head.
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Hiei was in a good
mood. Of course, after last night....who wouldn't? He sort of
whistled as he strode down the road, deciding to pay his twin a
visit. He stopped right at outside of the Genkai temple when he
heard somebody said, "I wonder what's Kurama doing staying
so close to Setsuyo." The speaker was Yuusuke.
"You think you are
jealous or something?" Keiko said irritably, ready to give
him a punch.
"No....Of course
not." Yuusuke smiled himself silly.
"Don't you
dare," She threatened. Then her expression softened.
"What do you think, Yukina-chan?"
"I don't know. I
hope not. I mean....I thought he liked....someone else....."
Yukina said slowly.
"I thought so
too," Kuwabara cut in, "I thought he was in love with
that shrimp."
"Did you ask
Kurama though?" Keiko asked Yuusuke.
"About this? Yeah.
He said he liked her.......and that was all he said to me."
"Oh-Oh...I think
we've got a triangle relationship over here." Kuwabara said.
"That's not it. I
think Kavelu......" Yuusuke began but then dropped his
sentence.
"What about
him?" Yukina asked.
"I think he likes
Hiei." Everybody gasped softly.
"Man....this is
getting complicated," Kuwabara exclaimed.
"In what
why???" asked Keiko.
"Well.....just the
way he looked at Hiei.....it seemed to me that he wanted to tell
him something....but he never did. I am not sure. I could be
wrong though."
"Hmm.... I think I
have noticed it too..." Keiko said thoughtfully.
"Well....I think
this whole thing is too funny and too coincidental..."
Kuawbara stood up and saw the shadow at the door, unmoving.
"Oh-oh."
Everybody turned and
saw Hiei, whose eyes were big with surprise, hurt, pain, and
confusion.
"Onnijan!"
Yukina called.
It would be too late to
back away now. The best thing to do is to pretend he doesn't
care, Hiei thought as he slowly walked in as everybody sank into
an uncomfortable silence.
"Is it true what
you guys were talking about?" Hiei asked coolly.
"We....err...we
were just joking around Hiei." Yuusuke said.
"I am
serious." Hiei replied.
Yuusuke sighed before
replying. "It's partly true."
Hiei nodded as he sit
down like a balloon out of air.
They all exchanged side
glances.
Keiko stood up and
walked to Hiei and sit beside him. "Hiei. Don't worry. I am
sure everything will be fine."
"Hn."
"Oniijan......"
"Hey Shrimp....I
am sure you will beat Setsuyo." Kuwabara said softly. Hiei
looked up to him with strange expression.
"Thank you."
He said. Kuwabara blushed with embarrassment.
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Setsuyo was helping
Kurama changing his bed sheet.
"Really, Setsuyo.
I can do this myself." Kurama said softly.
"Iie. I am bored
anyway." Setsuyo replied with a smile.
"Hey,
what..." Setsuyo's feet was tangled in one of the sheet and
was going to fall down.
"Careful!"
Kurama called, extended his arms to catch her.
Both of them ended up
falling onto the bed with Setsuyo on top of Kurama.
Setsuyo looked down at
him, blushing. For a moment there, they didn't speak.
"Kurama, do you
think I am beautiful?" Setsuyo whispered.
Kurama shifted
uncomfortably.
"Yeah...."
Setsuyo inched her face
closer.
"Do you know how
long I have been dreaming of this moment?" She touched his
face carefully and played his red hair in her fingers.
"You do?"
Kurama stammered.
"I like you,
Kurama. A lot." She said huskily and getting closer than
ever.
"Setsuyo, I am
really flattered. You can get of....." Before he could even
finish the sentence, a pair of lips closed on his own. Setsuyo
kissed him tenderly at first, and then hungrily and deeply.
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I have to talk to
Kurama. I have to tell him. Hiei thought as he walked slowly to
Kurama's house. But he stopped in front of the house. He sighed.
He wasn't sure what had come over him. He used to be so confident
that Kurama loved only him. But now... Ever since Setsuyo came,
their love seemed to have changed.
"Maybe I am just
being paranoid," Hiei said to himself. But no. It wasn't
just that. Kurama had spent more time with Setsuyo than with him.
He knew Kurama didn't love her, but then how could he explain the
closeness between them?
"It's time to make
fox explain all this. I am tired of playing hide-and-seek with
that brat." Hiei jumped on the tree outside of the window of
Kurama's room.
Just before he was
going to knock, he saw something that he would never want to see
in a million years.
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"Master Pazeru,
you called?" The leader of the demon knelt down on the
polished floor.
"Yes. I have
decided that I want my Christmas present now."
"As you
wish." The demon disappeared.
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Kurama gently pushed
Setsuyo away.
"Setsuyo, I can't
do this." Kurama said. But he was a bit surprised to see
Setsuyo had a puzzle look on her face.
Strange, I felt as
though I was kissing my own brother, Setsuyo thought as she
slowly sit up.
Kurama sit up as well,
but just in time to see Hiei's face.
"Hiei!"
Kurama jumped down from the bed and raced to the window. He
opened the window.
"Wait Hiei!!!!
It's not what you think! Come back to me!!"
But Hiei had already
run away.
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Hiei could feel his
tears burning his face. All the anguish and pain rushed up to him
and burned him like hell. How could Kurama do this to him? How
could he??? But no matter how hard he cried out in his heart and
mind, he could not shake off the scene where Kurama and Setsuyo
kissing passionately on the bed.
He tripped over a tree
branch and fell. He lowered his head and cried until his eyes
couldn't drop anymore tears; until his eyes were puffy and hurt;
until his heart broken. He lifted up his eyes and saw that there
were tears gems everywhere on the ground in front of him. Hiei
angrily brushed them away, sending them into every direction.
If Hiei wasn't so
stressful, he would have felt the demons coming onto him in 100
miles away. But he was so depressed that he didn't even notice
the youki until the demons were just behind him.
"Capture
him." The demon with a strip on his shoulder commanded.
Hiei grabbed his katana
and unsheathed it.
"You picked the
wrong time," Hiei growled.
"Hahhaha, "
The leader laughed, "we will see.... get him."
3 demons jumped on him
at once. Even though Hiei's speed was unbeatable, they still
could detect his every next movement. They had to be the
strongest youkai he had ever seen. Hiei fought as hard as he
could, but his heart wasn't there. Suddenly a foot kicked over,
sending him half mile away. He landed badly near a tree and was
almost knocked unconscious.
One of the demons came
advanced toward him with a blade. Hiei, whose blood was trickling
down from the corner of his mouth, looked up but made no movement
to stop the demon. Suddenly the demon got punched away.
"You idiot! This
is Master's present! He wants him alive." The leader demon
said angrily. The leader than turned to look at him.
Hiei spited out the
blood in his mouth. "Fuck the present." Hiei hissed.
But before he passed out, he heard a few screams and then he fell
into deep darkness.
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Hiei woke up finding
himself lying in a big chamber.
"So...the little
black prince has finally decided to wake up," A female voice
said.
Hiei opened his eyes
and stared hard toward the direction of the voice. It was Mukuro.
He tried to sit up but couldn't.
"Save your
strength. You are not even half recovered yet." She clapped
her hands and a servant came in with a steaming soup. The servant
helped him to sit up and put the soup on his lap.
Hiei looked away.
"I am not
hungry."
"Eat it before I
ask someone to spoon feed you." Mukuro said with a hint of
laughter. Hiei narrowed his eyes, but pick up the spoon and ate
the soup.
Mukuro watched him in
silence for awhile before walked to him by the bed.
"So what
happened?" She asked.
"It's none of your
business." Hiei spatted.
Mukuro smiled.
"You don't look like someone who wants to commit
suicide."
"What do you mean
by that?"
She turned to face him.
"I was watching you fight. Those demons were not just any
ordinary ones we deal with in Makai. I have been detecting them
for quite sometime now. They are operating at SS-plus level. That
was why you had trouble defeating them."
"So?"
"It's not you.
When that demon was trying to kill you, you made no movement to
stop him." She stepped forward and bent her head down to his
face's level. "And I saw hopeless in your eyes." She
whispered.
Hiei looked away,
trying to look tough, but a tear betrayed him by sliding down his
cheek.
Mukuro sit down on the
bed with him. She sighed. She had never seen Hiei this miserable
in her life.
"Come on. You can
trust me. I will not tell a soul." Mukuro said softly.
Hiei glanced up and saw
the serious expression from her eyes. He sighed heavily and began
his story.
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"Guess what?"
Setsuyo said cheerfully.
"What?"
Kavelu answered with boredom as his eyes were still following the
words on the book he was reading.
"I kissed
Kurama." That hit him.
"You WHAT!?"
The book on his hand nearly flew away. His expression was full
with surprise.
"Look at
you!" Setsuyo laughed. "Yes, I kissed him." She
said as she embraced herself.
Kavelu was speechless.
"But,"
Setsuyo's face fell a little. "somebody saw us."
"Who!? Hiei?"
"Yes. Now I
finally won the battle!!" Setsuyo said happily as she sailed
out of the room, leaving Kavelu stood here, stunned.
Poor Hiei. He thought
as he looked out to the dark night.
=================================================================
Mukuro was slowly
pacing in the room. Hiei had just finished telling her the
problem.
"That Setsuyo
sounds like a brat to me. " She said.
"How can you stand
it!!!!!! If I were you, she will be in hell by now!" Mukuro
said, enraged.
"Just like Kavelu
said, I am not good at this kind of battle." Hiei said
sadly.
"I am sorry pal,
but I don't think I will be any use in this situation." She
said apologetically
"It's okay. I am
not expecting anything from you anyway." Hiei said with a
shrug.
"I think you need
to have enough rest in order to decide how to battle her."
Mukuro said. "And I think you should be aware of those
demons you met today. I think they are on your tail."
"Yeah, thanks for
listening." Hiei murmured before Mukuro stepped out of the
door.
Mukuro turned and
looked at him and thought for awhile.
"You know, there
is something else I would do, if I were in your situation."
"And what would
that be?"
"I will use Kavelu
to make Kurama jealous." Mukuro's lips curved into a cruel
smile.
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On the other side of
the world; the dark side, a voice called out, "Did you guys
manage to catch him?"
The demons lowered
their heads, shaking.
"Just as I
thought." With a snap of finger, the demons were gone with
terrible cries from each of them. The leader remained, kneeling
on the floor.
"This time, take
all upgraded ones with you."
"Yes, Master
Pazeru." The leader said with a drop of sweat falling down
to his cheek.
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Kavelu had finally
stole a chance to take a walk outside. He couldn't help but kept
thinking about what Setsuyo had told him. And he could even
imagine Hiei's face when he saw that scene.
He felt sad for Hiei.
He kind of missed him, even though the two of them had never been
alone together. There was something unique about that youkai that
stirred him whenever they met. Kurama, you are so lucky to have a
chance to have him. And now you let that chance slipping away
from your very fingers. Kavelu thought. Suddenly, somebody tapped
his shoulder. He turned around.
"Hiei?" He
said in surprise.
"Taking a
walk?" It was Hiei, but it was too dark to see.
"Yeah." He
answered, too happy to express more.
"In this cold
night?" Hiei's voice was flat, but not unfriendly.
"I have something
to think about." Kavelu began to walk toward the house.
"Something
private?" Hiei's voice shifted to a bit high pitch.
Kavelu could feel his
body was touching his, creating an unusual stimulation.
"Yeah....something
private."
"I-I have
something private to tell you, you know. I like you a lot,
Kavelu." Hiei said. And then he had a hiccup.
Kavelu turned to face
him, surprised.
"What......what
did you say?"
"I said....I LIKE
you...." He said loudly. Another hiccup followed. It was
then that Kavelu knew that Hiei was drunk.
Kavelu's expression was
a mixture. Half of his heart was relieved that Hiei didn't mean
it by what he just said, the other half was fairly disappointed
about Hiei's unconscious confession.
"Hiei, you are
drunk. Come with me so I can take you to Kurama's house."
"D-drunk? No...no
no no....I am not < hiccup > drunk... I am perfectly
okay." Hiei laughed. "See? I can show you.... see this
straight line? I bet ya I can walk it..." Saying that, he
began to walk that straight line toward Kavelu.
But Hiei was really
drunk. He couldn't even keep his eyes open as he fell into
Kavelu's arms.
"Hiei, let's go
inside."
"Hm...
whatever." Hiei still clutched to him tightly.
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Kurama was sitting in
his room, but his heart was outside flying, searching for his
beloved. He closed his eyes. It was no use. He regretted the way
he spent so much attention to Setsuyo. He regretted to let
Setsuyo had the chance to kiss him. He
regretted........everything! Just then, a voice called from
downstairs.
"Kurama! Setsuyo!
I need help over here!"
Kurama ran down and
found Hiei lying there in Kavelu's arms.
"What's wrong with
him?" Kurama said as he helped Kavelu to put Hiei down to
the sofa.
"He's drunk."
"Hiei....Hiei?"
Kurama called softly. But no respond.
"What's up?"
Setsuyo arrived. "Hiei-chan? Is he all right?"
"I guess so."
Kavelu said with worry.
"What?"
Kurama said softly as he heard Hiei mumbling something. A name.
Started with K..........
"Kavelu...Kavelu....."
Kurama's face changed instantly. Hiei wasn't calling him.
"He's calling you,
Kavelu." He turned and said coldly.
"Hiei.....
Yes...what do you want?" Kavelu asked gently.
"Can I sleep in
your room?.........." Hiei said, opening one eye.
Kavelu looked up at
Kurama. "Sure." He said.
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Kurama had trouble
falling asleep. Just what in the hell was Hiei doing? But how
could he blame him after......after what he had done to hurt him.
Kurama hugged the pillow tight, wishing like hell it was Hiei in
his arms right now.
"Hiei....."
Kurama mumbled, kissing the pillow in his embrace. He held his
regret to his dreamless sleep.
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Hiei woke up in the
middle of the night. His head hurt like hell. He looked around
and found he wasn't in Kurama's room. Good, everything goes as I
planned, Hiei thought. He sit up and surprised to see that Kavelu
was sleep on a chair. He gave me his bed? Hiei thought guiltily.
He suddenly felt disgusting with himself. How could he play and
use an innocent person's heart just because he wanted to make
Kurama jealous? He lowered his head feeling ashamed. Most of all,
what would he if this plan didn't work?
"Kurama...."
Hiei whispered. But he knew what he did was only a lie to
himself. If Kurama really fell for that ningen, there was no way
to bring his heart back.
Maybe he should give up
the plan right now, before Kavelu really fell for him, before
Kurama really left him for Setsuyo, before........
Before what?
It doesn't matter, Hiei
thought bitterly. He had to carry on with the plan....to as far
as it could be. He hugged the pillow beside him, wishing like
hell it would be Kurama. He kissed the pillow and then he held
his guilt to his dreamless sleep.
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"Good morning
Hiei!" Kavelu said. "How are you feeling?"
Hiei opened his eyes
and found himself on a big bed. So it wasn't a dream, Hiei sighed
mentally.
"My head
hurts." He said after a while. Kavelu laughed.
"Of course, you
were drunk last night! Do you remember anything?"
"Not really."
Hiei lied. He could have sworn that he saw a glimpse of
disappointment in Kavelu's green eyes. His very eyes; they were
so much like Kurama's.
"Well, come
downstairs with me then. They are eating breakfast."
Hiei nodded and
followed behind Kavelu.
"See? I told you
that shrimp will be all right." Kuwabara said.
Yukina gave him a
stare.
"Hiei! Are you all
right?" Yuusuke said with concern. Hiei's eyes widened.
"All of you are
here?" Hiei asked.
"Of course.
Setsuyo phoned us this morning." Keiko replied.
That big mouth, Hiei
thought.
"Well, I am well
now. Thanks to Kavelu." Hiei smiled. Everybody exchanged
side glances.
Kurama's eyes darkened
as he gave Hiei his breakfast. He than sit across him and stared
at him intensely. Everybody was getting a bit choked up with the
atmosphere. They all knew the incidence of Hiei seeing Setsuyo
kissed Kurama.
"Hey, since it's
sunny day today, why don't we all go to this new park called
'Promising'. I've heard that it's a beautiful park!" Keiko
said excitedly.
"Oh yeah! I sure
can use some relaxing time!" Kuwabara agreed.
"Sure. Why
not?" Kavelu said.
Hiei finished his
breakfast and looked up straight to Kurama's eyes. His heart
skipped a beat.
"Yeah, why
not." Hiei said slowly, still looking at Kurama's eyes.
"Then let's
go!" Setsuyo said happily.
"Okay."
Everybody said at once.
"Kurama....Kurama?"
Setsuyo called.
"Yeah?"
Kurama replied, but still staring at Hiei.
"Come on. Let's
go." She pulled him away. Hiei followed behind them with
Kavelu on his heel.
The sun was shinning
brightly down at them. Even thought it was cold, cold enough to
snow, with the sun hanging above, the eight of them. Kurama was
trying to find a chance to walk with Hiei, but Setsuyo was there
pulling him around.
"Hey, there are
roses everywhere!" Kavelu exclaimed as all of them stopped
near a fountain.
"They are not
really roses. Their seeds are, somehow, manipulated so that they
can stay in the winter." Kurama explained softly.
Kavelu picked a red one
off. "Ouch!" The sharp thorn stabbed his finger as the
blood began to run free.
"Onnijan! You
should be more careful." Setsuyo said.
Hiei took Kavelu's
injured finger and put in his mouth; he began to suck it. Kavelu
inhaled a big breath. Everybody's face turned a bit red with
surprise.
Kurama felt as though
somebody had used the sharpest knife and cut his heart in half.
After a few seconds,
Hiei let go of Kavelu's finger. "There, it has stopped the
bleeding." Hiei said softly.
"T-thank
you." Kavelu stammered.
"Let's move
on." Kurama looked away and said a bit harshly.
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Hiei slipped away from
the team and headed to the fountain. He felt sick, sick to show
his tenderness to Kavelu, the person he didn't even love. He
choked on his tears and unable to vomit out the blood he had
swallowed from Kavelu. He splashed some cold water on his face,
hoping he could wake up from this nightmare.
He remembered looking
at Kurama's eyes this morning. Those eyes were accusing him,
asking him, and searching him. No......He can't do this anymore.
The plan has failed. Hiei shaded off a tear falling down.
Kurama could betray
him, but he could never betray Kurama - his love and only. And no
matter how hard he tried to hurt Kurama........he ended up
hurting himself.
"Setsuyo......you
have won." Hiei said slowly as if every word in that
sentence was a needle, stabbing deep and hard into his heart.
To Be
Continued..........Part 3.............