Confusion

By Michelle McKague

Disclaimer- I don’t Willow or any of the other characters,they belong to Joss Whedon, the WB, Mutant Enemy, and 20th Century Fox.

Spoilers- Dopplegangland

Summery- Evil Willow’s POV. She reflects on how different the worlds are, after she almost attacks Cordelia, before she get’s to The Bronze.

Author’s Note- Thanks to Shannon for beta-reading this for me. Also to my best friend who thinks Evil Willow’s cool, you know who you are, this is for you.

This world is so different than my own. In this world I’m still the boring person I was before I was brought across. What changed this world? Could it be that in this world the slayer came in time to stop The Harvest, just as Puppy said she would? Puppy. I wonder if he’s in this world, I wonder what he’s like. I miss my home, I want to go back there oh so much. I want Xander to be my Xander again, we had so much fun together. Especially killing Cordelia, that was fun. Speaking of Cordelia she’s alive in this world, and different. Everything’s different.

I want my world back! This one’s no fun. CHILDREN run in the street. Yuck. I want the darkness that is my world, with the smells of fear and death in the air. Is this how things were supposed to be? Safer? Happier? Is this how things would have been in my world if the slayer had come? Would I have been like the other me? That’s a scary thought.

Why are the worlds so different? Can one thing being different really alter the course of reality? Boring. I want to kill, paretically the other me. Blood, that’s what I need. Fresh blood. Cordelia would have been nice, her blood tastes so good, but that annoying man HAD to interfere. She obviously trusts me, which is why she would have made me such an easy meal. Why does she trust me? In my world she hated me? Yet in this world she seemed to know what was going on. Just like she did
when me and my Xander killed her. Something obviously changed in her. I don’t really care, I just want to go HOME.

Maybe the other me can send me back, if not I’ll just kill her. Even The Bronze is no fun in this world. I want my world back. I want people in cages, fear in everybody’s heart, and Puppy to play with if I get bored. I so hope she can send me back, because I can’t stand this world anymore..

The End

“This world’s no fun!” “You noticed that too?”- Evil Willow and Willow, Dopplegangland