Note: I wrote this while I was thinking about Jordan one night and then I
got to thinking about Joseph too and it's true that while I am a Donnie fan
I like to to think about the other guys too because I care about all of
them and I hope everyone of you do too so I hope you enjoy this........

When I think of you; I get a small quaint smile on my lips..you stood there
in the shadows so tall and handsome..and I in the light so meek and
undesirable..wanted you then; but she had you for better or for worse..but
she cursed the man you had been; and yet you stayed beside her refusing to
give in..how many countless nights I would sit by my window and gaze up at
the stars above or the sea down below..so many times I heard people say
follow your dreams and one day soon they too will come true; but what are
dreams when all I really wanted was you?..years past and with them she
faded too..the beautiful Rose that you once knew was nothing more than torn
petals and wilted thorns..I stood and watched as she held you back from all
of your dreams and aspirations; and through all of this sadness you never
lost the light in your eyes; nor the love in you heart..it pained me to see
her dig her thorns into your side so harshly and watch you bleed all over
your white silken shirt..I remember that winter when she fell ill with
fever and by summer she was no more..
that beautiful Rose who once was to scared to love but bought in by
diamonds and gold lay there meek and undesirable..and yet somehow I still
wanted you...