Wanna know a little bit about me? Well, my coven name is Kat Hazel Star. I'm part of two covens. One in Scotland, and one in Houston, Texas. My Houston one was my first. But shortly after we got started, my parents decided to move to Scotland. So here i am in gloomy Aberdeen. Oh, it's not that bad, Occasionally, we even get a few minutes of sun. But only if we're lucky. And comming from Houston, sun means quite a bit to me. I miss it dearly, and i can't wait to go back, but right now, i'm just hangin out in Europe. My coven in Houston only has two other people in it at the moment. But since we started it at an early age, it's understandable that there are so few members. Basically, it's me, and my friends Aurora and Jade. I've known Jade since kindergarten. And i've known Aurora since fourth grade, but we only became friends in fifth grade. But isnce then, we've been inseperable. Except for when they made us go to different middle schools. I guess i'll talk about my Houston friends later. That's a whole other page entirely. Now, as for my coven in Scotland...well, i guess you could call us a coven. I'm the only REAL wiccan/pagan/witch, whatever you wanna call me. And yes, i have formally told everyone in my class that i am a witch. I wrote a speech on it, and performed it in front of my British Literature Class. It's great. Now, as for the Scotland coven situation...it's basically me, and my friends Jez, Sky, and Satan. Only i'm not really sure if Satan wants to be part of the coven. You see, she has her own religion. Armadillism. And she doesn't want to be a wiccan. She says she's researched it, and she doesn't want to be a part of it. Yet, she agrees to do spells with us as a member of the coven. So, i don't know what's up with that. I'm kinda the only one whose been initiated, so i'm the high priestess of our coven. I think that's pretty spiffy. Sky and Jez are real anxious to get started and do some more spells. One time, we did a spell to enhance our powers, and then we burned a picture of a girl we hate, then the next day, she was absent from school. That was pretty cool. Oh, and if anyone knows where i can get a cauldron in the Aberdeen area, that would be most helpful. Thank you.
Kat*
The way i see it, life kinda sucks. Like all the time. Maybe that's just the manic depressive comming out of me, but hey, all things concidered, life does suck. I guess that's kinda morbid of me to say, but it's the truth. Take a look at my life for example. I was born in San Francisco, June 17, 1984. I was the youngest of 3 children. I have an older brother and sister. My sister, Sarah, is 7 years my senior. Life was hell when she was 17. She was in her rebel stage. I am, and have been, and am likely to stay in my rebel stage 'til old age takes over and i die. Of course i'm planning on dying when i'm 38. Anyway...She is now 21, soon to be 22. My brother, although i try my hardest to deny that we are of any relation, is 18. And then there's me. I am 14. I'm turning 15 this summer. But i feel as though \my life has no meaning. After all, i'm only 14. What can mean anything. Anyways...When i was only 6 months old, the BP office in San Francisco closed down, and my dad was forceed to move us to Alaska. It wasn't that bad. We only stayed there for 4 years. Then we moved to Texas. We were staying in a condo in Dallas for 6 months, then we left for Houston. Houston was great . I had all my childhood friends, and i was finally starting to feel like i belonged there. Then...my parents told me we were moving to Scotland. Imagine my shock and disbelief. i found out a few minutes before i was supposed to go to my friend's house to spend the night. That night, me and Aurora cried and cursed, and damned people. I felt like my life was going to end. That was when the big depression started. Contemplating sucide and generally not caring about grades or people's feelings. I think i made a good act of not being sad, at least at school. When i got to Scotland, we went to live in an apartment. I guess it was Ok. My brother was away being a counseler at some camp in Germany. So i got a room to myself. During the summer, me, my mom, my friend Stephen, and his mom went on road trips all the time. My depression got worse. Not that i didn't enjoy their company...it's just that teenage girls need privacy. But everything is pretty much better than it was before. It's a whole year and a half later, and i've got some really nice friends. There's Jez, who i can relate to more than anyone else in our group. Both our lives suck! There's Satan. Satan is the one i can philosophise with the most wildly. We're both going through the same stages of depression at the exact same time too. THen there's Sky. Sky's pretty cool. And that's about it. My life still sucks, but now i feel a little better now that i've made you read all about it. Thank you ever so much.
Kat*
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Well. I listen to a lot of different music. Basically anything but country...Shudder, shudder. I absolutely despise it. I really like Ska and alternative. Trip hop, jungle, all sorts or stuff. The really raw stuff is great if i'm in the mood. Other times i like soft mellow stuff. Like Lisa Loeb(although i'm very disappointed in her last album), or Poe(some wouldn't consider her mellow, but she's pretty mellow compared to a lot of other singers). Sometimes i'm in the mood for classical music, odd as that may sound. I really like some of it. To make a long paragraph short, i'll just list all the bands i listen to below:
Aerosmith
Letters to Cleo
Artificial Joyclub
Nirvana
Goo Goo Dolls
Presidents of the United States of America
Veruca Salt
Tonya Donelly
Drill
Martini's
Beatles
Reel Big Fish
Harvey Danger
Poe
Sugar Ray
Bush
Green Day
Cherry Poppin' Daddies
Eve6
Everclear
K's Choice
Smashing Pumpkins
Offspring
Belly
Breeders
Barenaked Ladies
Collective Soul
Throwing Muses
And many many more!
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My ideas about reincarnation... Well, I, Kat Hazel Star, do believe in reincarnation. I believe it is something that happens to all people. Unless you are a new soul. I myself am an old soul. I've had reoccuring dreams about tons of stuff. And one of my theories is that in your present life, if you are "obsessed" with anything. For example, I am "obsessed" with cats, fire, and many other things. In a past life, I was a black panther. This can be conected with my "obsession" with cats in my present life. I do not know which time period i was a panther in as yet, but i am putting some bay leaves under my pillow in hopes that i will soon find out (Bay leaves help bring prophetic dreams). So far i know i was a panther. I have suspicions that i was also a hippie, and some type of spoiled royalty in the medieval ages. There is some problem with the hippie theory though. Since that time period was not that long ago, the gap between my lives would have to be a very small one. Therefore improbable. But i still believe it. I was born in 1984, if i had died as a hippie in say 1875, or somewhere around there, it would have been possible. But just the fact that i could have known my own parents is really weird. Of course i'm not entirely sure of where i was a hippie, but I think it was in California. This was where i was born...and i am very much in love with that state. I'm not entirely sure though. My princess theory is one that is based on my attitude. I am very spoiled and at times very stuck up...these are qualities that most people would associat ewith some type of royalty or nobility. I don't think i was atually a PRINCESS, but i do think i was some type of nobility...a duchess or something. I also have ideas that i was a native american. My ideas of life are somewhat like theirs when i'm in a good mood. But no matter what mood i'm in...i always believe that everything has a soul and that there are many gods and goddesses, but some people believe in different ones. I dunno. The whole religion thing kinda freaks me out. I think it's the idea that there is a divine being somewhere out there and she/he is in charge of everything. I sometimes don't know what to believe in. I know i don't believe in God, but waht do i believe in? At times i believe in all the Greek gods and goddesses. Sometimes i believe in Hecate and al the other witch goddesses. Sometimes i believe in Fate. Most of the time i believe that they are all there...all existant...in our minds...and that you have your choice of who to believe in. I like the idea that we have a choice as to what religion to follow. |
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Everything I want to Complain about... I want to complain about lots of stuff. To make it easier, i'm giong to copy my good friend Jez(hope ya don't mind Jez), and just make a list fo things that are really crappy. *I have no money *My parents are making me go to the Check Republic *I'm just a teenage girl with nothing to do *I need another CD rack in my room cuz the one i got now is too full. *I need more cloths *My school really really sucks. *My history teacher hates me *I might be failing History *I forgot to turn in my pizza lunch form *I'm afraid i'll forget to turn in my McDonalds lunch form *I hate the cold climate in this srupid country *I miss my home in Texas *I miss all my friends in Texas *I miss all the good food in America *I want some Taco Bell *I want to uncover all my past lives *I need to go to a shrink, but i can't because i don't want to go to one in this country, so i have to wait until i move back to the states. *I can't wait to move back to the states because i get to paint a mural on my wall *My mural is gonna look stupid cuz i have no artistic ability whatsoever *I want to move into town so i can live nearer to my friends *I want to move back to Sugar Land To be continued... |
