These are our dreams, and they're real ones. Enjoy!
Name:Noreen
Title: Cuddling
Who was/ were in it: Bernard Butler, Princess Diana?
Date/ Time: 6 Feb 98
Words of warning:nothing dangerous
Now:
It started with Princess Diana or Dodi talking to my brother in my living room! But Bernard was lying on the carpet. It seemed that, in that dream, only my sister, Reyna, intimates with him…and no one else. But if anyone is Reyna's friend, that person is also mine. She was asking him about the movie we were watching and as she did so, I watched him. He was cute! Later in the dream, I turned and looked at him again. He was lying with his back facing me. But suddenly, he turned! Uh-oh. It was too late for me to avert in another direction pretending not to have looked at him, so I just smile when he saw me watching him. I didn't know how it happened after that, but the next moment I remembered he was cuddling my left arm and I was affectionately leaning on him. Then Reyna looked at me. Uh-oh. I just smiled. What else can I do! This time, I was happy when I woke up. It was a really nice feeling to have actually be physically in contact with someone you like…and like I said, only dreams can make it real.
Name: Reyna
Title: Suede and Spice
Who was/ were in it: all except Brett
Date/ Time: 11 Jan 98
Words of warning:Don't read this if you like the Spice Girls!
Now:
It all started when the Spice Girls..mainly Geri and Emma said that they love Suede (duh). I was surprised. I told Noreen that Suede hates them like hell. With this, I went over to Simon and told him what the Spice said. He laughed! He told me to tell them to fuck off. Ha! That's cool! You're great, Simon! However, I envied how Geri talked about Neil. I realised that she really liked him. I quickly went to Neil to see him sitting quietly by his keyboards while Mat and Richard sat far behind, chatting. No sign of Brett. But Neil's so cute! But he appeared moody, sad, upset, sick, I dunno. I approached him and asked what was bugging him. He looked up at me and only responded when I asked him the second time. He complained that Brett insisted for him to play on despite his sickness. ( What the…) Brett, you're so bad, I thought. I told him why not telling Brett about his conditions and well, it wouldn't matter playing a single gig without the keyboardist. But he told me that Brett wasn't the kind of person whom I thought. Okay, I understand. What a pity. I then sat next to him…too close, I think. And that was WOW. He then put his tired head gently on my shoulder. That's more WOW! He looked up at me, smile and asked me for a glass of cold water. ( in this pleasurable situation!!!!) He said that he would feel much better. Alright, why not? When I left him, I began to worry that Geri might already went over to him, seduce him or something. Shit! But when I got back…..I woke up.
Name: Noreen
Title: Protection!
Who was/ were in it: Simon
Date/ Time: somewhere in December 97
Words of warning:Don't read this if you're under 18
Now:
It started with me leaning on a black cupboard, looking at him sitting at the edge of the bed. The room was dim, the curtains were drawn so that little sunlight could filter through. I was exhausted and sweaty because it was as if, y'know, we were just in a situation as though we'd just done it. (you know what I mean 'cos you must know how it feels like after you've done it!!!)(but I didn't dream the process). Suddenly, I panicked. We simply did it without realising the consequences! "Simon!" I shouted. "Did you wear any protection!" But he was so cool! He simply replied yes…but at the end of it his expression became doubtful. This was when he really unzipped his jeans and checked! My God! I was too shocked that I was frozen on the cupboard. Damn! But he did wear it afterall! Ha! I felt so sick after waking up but eventually, that was an experience!
Name: Reyna
Title: Guys, Bernard's back!
Who was/ were in it: everyone
Date/ Time: 19 March 98
Words of warning:emmm, nothing dangerous
Now:
It was as if in that dream , I was a big fan of Bernard. And y'know what? Bernard was working as a flight- steward when he left Suede! ( of course this isn't true). I longed for him to be back in Suede. And in that dream, he was gorgeous! I went to his place after chatting with him. There, I saw his wedding photo. His wife had brown hair. She's quite pretty and tall ( like I told you before I dunno whether this is true. It has no connection with real life). Bern, with his tuxedo, looked fantastic. I wanted to look at more pictures but his head popped out from the door behind me and said,"I'm ready."( ready to be brought into Suede by me). I brought him to the Suede studio, but just outside, we met Mat and Brett. And they were excited to see Bernard! After shaking hands and huggings, Mat led us inside. I was holding Bernard's hand. He was quite nervous anyway. Brett was behind us. Once inside, Mat went to his place to pick up something. Still holding Bernie's hand, I led him deeper inside. Simon, Richard and Neil were extremely shocked. Richard gave me a 'why-da-hell-ditcha-bring'im-'ere-'cuz-he-doesn't-belong-'ere-anymore!' look. I smiled at him and shrugged. And Richard lifted his brows in confusion. Man, does he looked cute. Neil just stared ahead, stunned, but did continue his job anyway. He doesn't really care with things around. Simon was annoyed, the one most irritated. He even scowled at me and left his drums kit. Later, we sat in a circle as Mat, Brett, Bernard and I chatted. There was a scene in which we were starting a Suede gig and Bernard, Mat, Brett and I were talking backstage. Then, we heard the beat of drums. Oh my, Simon, you didn't even tell us that you were already here? He was too angry. Also, we heard the sound of bass guitars….but Mat is here with me, not onstage! My God, Simon. You hired a new bassist! Is this my fault for bringing Bern in? Noreen was there with them - Simon, Richard and Neil. Looks like there's a new rival now, eh? Also, there was one scene in which we were in another place, a more peaceful one. I told Noreen to call Bernard. I waited. But Noreen came back alone. Bern must've hated Noreen. Ha! And she was gloomy. Bernard wants me!Cool! Off I went to him…..but I never did meet him 'cos I was awaken by a bloody phone call! Damn!
Name:Noreen
Title: In a ship's cabin
Who was/ were in it: My favourite Simon again
Date/ Time: 10 March 98
Words of warning:You might be jealous if only you're a Simon lover
Now:
All of us were in a ship's cabin, dark, moist atmosphere. I was lying down, tired, saw Simon standing there about 3 metres in front of me looking at a mirror. And he was taking out his contact lenses. Mmmm? Contact lenses? Simon doesn't wear those in reality! The next moment he was just beside me, lying down flat. I propped myself on one elbow to take a good look at him and said to myself "hey, I never see him sleep before!" (brrrr). I forgot what happened next, but I remembered I was lying down with my back facing him and was almost asleep. But I felt a hand suddenly carressing my right arm up and down many times! Who on earth could've done that! I turned around and …gosh…Simon, it was you! I turned back around feeling so excited inside being touched by him! Then, still in my position, I held that same hand of his and put it on my waist! I guessed it felt much better to be touched there! Gosh….I was so happy when I woke up ….and how I wished I could sleep again and let the dream continue! Anyway, I did dreamed of Neil, Richard, Brett and Mat but they weren't as interesting as those above
Name:Reyna
Title: like a movie, man
Who was/ were in it: My fav Mat
Date/ Time: 15 Feb 98
Words of warning:You might be jealous if only you're a Mat lover
Now:
It started with Mat coming over to my place. In that dream, it was only me, no sign of my family. I was living with a beautiful girl. I was living with that girl's family. When Mat came, he was somehow attracted to her 'cos she was really beautiful, I tell ya. However, I wasn't surprised that Mat fell for her. But Mat in that dream was damn gorgeous that it was irresistable, man. Our house was a bungalow with a swimming pool and other facilities. It was then that it happened. A friend of mine named Adam ( only in this dream), who was actually living with us, wanted revenge because of her. And she, too, loved Mat, damn it! Knowing that Adam would explode with rage and would probably kill us, all of us quickly ran to a place in which we had to slide down into the basement. But Mat lost track and slid down into another room..oops! He was trapped! Nobody realised this except me. I couldn't remember how it went, but I helped him out and oh God! Suddenly there were snakes all over the place! I didn't care about it because I liked him so much and ignored whatever was happening around me. But Mat was terrified! Both of us had to go out of the terrible room and had to go where we started. There, we saw 2 men helping out other people to slide down the correct direction. I noticed Mat was panting and his eyes met mine with those warm eyes. Oh man, I found myself blushing automatically but I turned away to hide the excitement. I told the 2 men to help Mat first because he was injured but they forced me to go first since y'know, lady's first. The feeling of sliding down was pretty scary, like the feeling of free-fall. Before that I realised that Mat couldn't place his eyes off me until I slid down! Oh my, that was cool! Mat was right behind me, and well, after settling ourselves there at the basement, we sat on the floor discussing Adam's matter. I dunno, but I found myself leaning and cuddling on Mat's shoulder (juz like Richard cuddle on Mat did in the video clip Europe Is Our Playground.. remember?) That was an absolute WOW. Later, I found myself asleep. When I woke up, Mat wasn't beside me! I suddenly recall something and visualized Mat in a helicopter with Adam. And Adam was saying to Mat not to fall for the girl I'd told you before and Mat responded that he was no longer interested in her anymore. They then planned something. I remembered dreaming earlier that Mat killed the girl in the swimming pool but after that, Adam killed Mat! Gosh! I must do something! I asked the people around me about Mat's whereabouts and the girl. They showed me the direction of the pool. God! I raced there and there they were. Mat was going to kill her! I shouted to Mat and said something which I couldn't remember. It was then his expression changed from evil to saint ( I can't find a better word!) . I didn't know how it happened then, but the next moment Mat was off to search for Adam to kill him! I dived into the pool to save the girl from drowning and saved her just in time. I caught her hand and we were in a catacomb ( dreams can take us anywhere), waiting for Mat. Then, Mat came, all tattered, torn and bleeding. He warned me that Adam was after us and that he had a gun. But I had 2 of them and gave one to the girl. I told Mat to go another direction while she followed me. And Adam was close behind. We ran up and down the stairs and God, it was terrifying knowing that I could die anytime. But I didn't know how it went, but the next instance had me pulling the trigger and shot Adam! My God. I've just killed someone and he used to be my friend! I turned and saw Mat sitting on one of the steps with his back facing me. He was so tall, even in a sitting position. I touched his shoulder and he looked up at me and smiled. He said that he preferred me to the girl because I impressed him a lot….saved him, cared for him and stuff. And the next moment I knew was that he kissed me!!!Yes! Kissed me! Gosh, that was the best dream ever, man. Really.
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