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i really don't like my parents before. i know its completley normal, but that doesn't make it any easier. I fucking hate them right now. I hate that i have to turn up my cd player really loud so that i don't hear my stepmother talk shit about me.

perfectly fine discussion at dinner. things are going well. and i ask about putting up my mounted photo's in the hallway. A few months ago my step mom told me i should put them up in the hallway to display them.

so a few minutes ago i asked how i should put them up so i don't wreck the walls. And thsu begins the fight. I should "take down the crap in your room" and put them up in my room. And i actually, calmly said, "you told me i should put them up, they look nice, why can't i display them?" they don't want that crap up. it belongs in my room

so i go towards my room only to hear "you let her blow all her money, why don't you tell her to get a job and get out, so she can have her own place, where she can put up her own work." Hi. First of all, i fucking lost my job a FUCKING week ago. ONE MOTHER FUCKING WEEK AGO, like to this fucking day. they act like i got fired on purprose. its been a godamn motherfucking week. god when i had a job they were totally off of my motherfucking back its so not fucking fair. And since when do they want me to move out? My step mom told me, for as long as i've known her, that i was more than welcome to live with them as long as i was in school. Not to move out until i was married. What the hell.

its nice to know what your family thinks of you. its nice to know your stepmother and father don't like you.

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