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Jon,
           You poor poor sad and pathetic delusional fool. I was indeed once brainwashed like you by the largest criminal element in our society, namely religious business persons and the criminally demented called Christians.

The tune you refer to is the last one on the second album. And you are simply a theological imp as of yet - or a poor liar. Enoch wrote (as it is supposedly reported by Jude) that 10,000 humans - not angels - are the means by which your bigot "lord" is to use as the instruments of his worldwide judgement. Get a fucking life. And furthermore, answer the question if you know it - the black people - where did they come from? (You know, Nelson Mandella, Malcolm X, Martin Luther King) And a question, what do you know of geopolitical implimentation of "godism" in the political arena?

You may read the letter at the end of this Iıve written to certain Jewish organizations and you tell me if the hatred and bigotry is not ³yelling fire in a crowded theater² (which properly identified is a criminal act) Indeed it is. Perhaps the admittance of the criminal bigotry which you hold as being "god inspiried" will help you find freedom from the brainwash.

Are you currently hearing voices? ("god" or "angels" "devils" etc...?) That is, do you claim to have a "personal relationship" with the reanimated corpse of Jesus? Please respond to this question shortly.

And just below it is one of many replies I've recieved from Jewish organizations and peoples. I don't suppose it matters to you what they think eh? They are merely the pre-ordained damned in your book whom are the spreaders of "doctrines of demons" like your bible says, isn't that right. Give a shit would you, and learn - these people are human beings like your family - yet you slander them and cause others to see them as "evil" when it is truly you and your false messiah who spawn evil.


The groundless and indoctrinated hatred and bigotry has come from the pen of brutal fiends, not some ³god² as you have been coaxed to propagate exists. You are being played the fool.

           Why I renounced the sham originally is that I investigated the fraud of healing which of course was not a prerequisite to being suckered into the bullshit religion of Christianity in the first place.

That I was robbed over $50,000.00 with not one person delegated to address the matter from the Chaplin of the United States Senate Lloyd Ogilvie down to local Cardinals of the Catholic church (Mahoney, Bernardin etc... - not to mention that I went to Karol's office aka John Paul 2nd - to the multitude of other religious organizations protestant and further "independents" was merely further icing on the cake.


           As for the ³god² you claim to know, What you have experienced are episodes of schizophrenia.and common charlatanism. The likes of the FBI and KGB are sorting out the matters regularly now thank goodness! Simply put, you have been taken to insanity. You thought yourself to have encountered your culturally ingrained deity Jesus the mythical character whose dead corpse is said to be reanimated and skyrocketed to outer space. A heretic and insurrectionist instead of Sri Krsna, JuJu, Allah, or one of Allah's angels. You have been brainwashed yet you don't get it do you. That's how brainwashing works.

           That is a shame. You are in need of psychiatric help. I'll see what can be done for you. Remember, Pat Robertson says he encounters your god, as did Jim Jones and Baptist youth minister David Berkowitz, and Vernon Howell aka David Koresh not to mention Jimmy Swaggart and others of the like. Benny Hinn.

           Your case is like so many others - well, I tell you, - If I can get the money up to get a Ph.D whereas I can help you further -man - I'll do so - I'm working on it.

As for your schizophrenia, that doesn't mean you can't go to work and pay your taxes, but it does mean that one day you may "feel" a voice is telling you something like to "Abram" to kill someone.

And in what you will call "obedience" you may preform murder or attempted murder. I'm doing what I can for you poor and sad cases of delusional schizophrenia -maybe my Ph.D will be in clinical medicine or something - I'm not sure yet -

        My hope, your health. 

        Roger Martinez

P.S. Have you checked out the web site?  It is polemic in gestalt.

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Here is the letter Iıve been sending to various Jewish organizations.

This letter comes from Los Angeles, California. I was a Christian pastor and have since renounced the bigotry. I am writing to apologize for the hate against the Jewish people that I was put into the Christian leadership to propagate. I originally broke free from Christianity through an investigation into the fraud of claimed healings. The last pulpit I held was at the First Baptist Church Of Hollywood, California.

What I was brainwashed to teach and what Christianity teaches of course is that:

1) Any Jews who deny Jesus as god in the flesh are enemies of the Christian trinitarian god according to the New Testament, the Christian bible. Matthew 10:33: But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven.

2) The Christian who makes himself a friend of the "world" (i.e....non-converting Jews) makes himself an enemy of their god. James 4:4 Know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? Whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.

3) Christians are not to be "unequally yoked" with such non-converting Jews. Guess how that plays out in non-verbal communication. 2 Corinthians 6:14: Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? The darkness includes of course the "doctrines of devils" which you Jews are said to teach and be the Satanic bearers of.

4) Non-converting Jews are "sinners for failure to convert whose father is the devil unless they convert. John 8:44 & 1 John 3:8 he that commits sin is of the devil

5) ) A day of "glory" is coming when all non-converting Jews will be killed by a returning Jesus and 10,000 of his chosen assassins who were not "defiled" by non-Christian Jewish teaching.

6) You are then said to be resurrected from the dead only to be thrown into eternal torment for refusing to succumb to convert due to the Christian coercion procedures of propaganda. (See the book of Revelation, Jude 1:14: And Enoch also, the seventh from Adam, prophesied of these, saying, Behold, the Lord cometh with ten thousands of his saints,15: To execute judgment)


I personally find this bigotry unacceptable. Of course it is a sick and deranged model of the human psychological state. I was certainly a brainwashed American teenage youth case. In response I am writing a 6th album (I have several "Christian" albums out which have been sold worldwide) in polemic. Needless to say - the e-mail of hate against you and I is in need of address.

When the Christian businessmen and leaders used their coercive tactics to set me on the path of their irrationality (I was a teenager at the time) they never required that I confer with any groups such as yours to confirm their absurd claims against you. We were taught to smile to your face, and denounce you amongst ourselves. Having awoke from this charade, I apologize and ask your forgiveness.

For someone like me who has told multitudes that Jews who fail to bow to the Christian indoctrination techniques will suffer damnation, what gesture of reconciliation would be appreciated by the Jewish community? I face the fact daily that my past is of the most sordid bigotry and my only consolation is that I know I was brainwashed. Your suggestion will be sincerely appreciated.

If in this new year I may be of any help to your organization or in anyway can help rectify this situation which persists around the globe let me know. I have had the opportunity to speak for the Jewish Defense League and make myself available to you if it would be of any assistance. It is certainly an important issue.

Roger Martinez

Tib bits from various Jewish responses:

Dear Roger.

Thanks so much for your kind and interesting e mail.

We truely appriciate your honesty and humanistic attitude.

Please don't feel bad personally for the things you did during your time at the church.

Every person who had the guts and morality to rise above the brainwashing of religion and become a decent free thinker should be proud of himself.

Secondly, many many xians had done much much worse to jews during history than what u describe, so you should be glad you weren't part of it


I am in the process of reading "Hitler's Willing Executioners" which details the role of Christian clergy in promoting the antisemitism which later allowed the Nazi party to be elected by a majority of German Christian citizens, and which lead the Christian population to participate in the genocidal murder of millions of Jews throughout Europe. These Christian Germans believed the popular image of Jews as subhuman parasites whose removal from Christian German society (by extermination) was necessary and good, in no small part because of the influence of local church leadership. Christian citizens became willing murderers of their fellow citizens with the help and encouragment of their religious leaders.

Best Wishes,


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