October 20th 1997.

La la la. One of my contacts is blurry. It's rather bothersome. Erf. So laaaaaaaaaaaa.

My step mommy took me and my brother out for some yummy YUMMY spensive chinese food and even tho we ate over eight hours ago, the food is still disagreeing with me. Oh tummy ache. But it was so good!

It's nice to have nick back home. I went over about 8 and we went to see the movie "The Ice Storm." I'm like the only person in the world that hasn't heard of it. But i just found out Elijah Wood was in it. So i had to see it. I felt so behind. I have seen every movie of his they day they came out since Radio Flyer. He's probably my oldest obsession. Seventh Grade. I still have my autographed 8X10 of him framed above my computer. He is such a beautiful person, still. I'm glad he overcame his akward stage. And hes still such a gifted actor. This movie, the ice storm, in all its twistedness, was absolutley beautiful. I highly reccomend it. It had us both crying. Its in limited release (i guess its an art film..) so you may have to travel to see it. But its worth it. It had better get some kind of an award. And christina Ricci is also pretty amazing in it. But be prepared for a sad ending (that had me in tears..).

it put me in this quiet sad reflective mood. So i guess im not going to be writing much. I just seem to fuck everything up anyways. Eruh™
Oh yeah. ive had some of my friends apologizing for "Snooping" around my journal. Um, its on the web. i most likley write about it because i have no other way to tell you things. This is the easiet way for me to communicate a lot of things. I sometimes *pray* that you chose to read it. Huh.


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