November 2 1997

I cant believe its november. today i got to flip my three calendars. you can't even imagine how happy this makes me. Its so much fun stuff. heh. eruh™ (hi frail!). i love my verve cd. it makes me happy that i bought it. im so drawn to the drugs dont work. hrmmm.. oh vell. im sleepy for some reason.

today was random. i got to clean my room a little and do laundry and see my family a little. i havent seen them in so long. Then nicky came over and we went to vals where she TRICKED ME INTO EATING FISH EGGS. Im so scared. She bought us hand rolled sushi. i figured i could eat it since vals a vegetarian. but they were fish eggs ::shudder:: the wench. Then we did random stuff. We ate at this artsy rilly neat place called Van Go's ear. I got a sandwich called the pee wee herman. Hah. then..ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.eeeeeeeeeeeee...we found Morrissey's hotel!Its SOOOOOOOOO nice. im gonna have to dress nice if i wanna hang around it. its so tucked away and classy. It was thrilling to know that his eyes and feet and everything had set foot there..many times. We visited markys house and blahhhhhhhhh. we stopped in westwood for some of our favorite 25 cent cookies. Then i took nicky back to his dorm, and got home rilly late. im actually sleepy. They FORCED ME to listen to the damn sugarcubes. I just dont like them. I really really dont.

im so musically ..i dont know. confused. i get aggravated with it. its such a huge part of my life. Every type of fan is getting on my nerves. Any thing of what i used to be. I guess i see myself as growing PAST that girlie phase and i get annoyed with anyone else thats still in it. I think christ is the only person that isnt. I listen to like, NO female artists other than that dog. anymore. Im turning into a britpop girl. and im beginning to get the attitude. and i like brit pop people. whats going on? what is this world coming too. I feel such fucking friction with my friends. i dunno i dunno i dunno.

erf.

music

the verve
a whole lotta moz/smiths
that dog.
too much bjork type stuff


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