November 1, 1997
La. its actually the 2nd. scary. its like 4 am. i just got off the phone with nicky and val. Bjork tickets went on sale this morning. NO ONE KNEW! David and i were in tower (sobb) at like 10 and we found out. We freaked! Shes playing the SHRINE! You know where the academy awards are? we got like 25th row. Not bad considering they'd been on sale all day. Valeries on crack. Shes willing to pay 300$ for front row. She wont take anything less. I realized that i wont pay that for ANYONE. The most ive ever paid was for blur actually. i paid 70$ for the palace and $120 for the weenie roast. never more. weird.
So happy late halloween. I was gonna go to davids for hallows. I got on the freeway at 4pm.
I got to his house (which is 50 miles away) at ten to 7. Traffic was A NIGHTMARE. We were traumatized (david drove home from West hollywood). I actually started crying in the car i was so frustrated. The minute i parked 
at his house..i broken down and cried for like ten minutes. It was so draining. So we only dressed up a little. and we were so not into handing out candy. We just sat and played with his fog machine and made fun of all the trick or treaters. it was all 12 year olds dressed like hookers. and they were rude. One girl requested dark cholcate. Pshaw© (© for christ. heh.)
But it ws fun. And we ate at 10 ( we hadnt eaten ANYTHING. ) and went back to his house and..what did we do? Oh yaw. we surfed the net for a few hours and just talked and stuff. We read the juicy parts of VC novels. it was fun. We didnt wake up till almost 3. heh. then we saw boogie nights which was rilly good. It was scary, we were the youngets ppl there.! whatever.
then we made the mistake of going to tower. Someone TAKE MY CREDIT CARD PLEASE! i spent $100 in twenty minutes. only 40$ went on the card luckily. I took my RENT money (ill have to pay for those eventually tho ::groan::) 
and bought our bjork tickets..then i bought the boxers single, the verves new album and this BEAUTIFUL MORRISSEY BOOK! Oh GOD its gorgeous. i wish i could share its beauty. I need my scanner. theyre the FIRST thing im scanning trust me.
Then we watched southpark and addams family values and i came home and im all hurrying now cos im sleepy. smoethines wrong with reviving names. i wnat to bring back my evil doll name but i cant. eruh. funny how. my pfc is all fucked up. it repeats sn's but doesnt show half of then. Whatever.
blahhhhhhhh. i like this verve album. i need to stop going out. im never fucking home. im rescuing nick tomorrow then im gonna do mah laundry while he reads then we're going out with val. i think we're gonna finish watching truth or dare. who knows.
oh i didnt talk about vals birthday. it was fun phantom was good. sorry :)
Oh let me say..im on my period. again. its so bad im fucking afraid. its SO HEAVY its gross and im just a constant mess. its practically impossible to keep completley 
clean and all. its so gross. im fucking scared.i know i need to go to a doctor. im usually 3 or 4 months late but i just had one like 2 weeks ago. and it was rilly bad too. im so scared. and my cramps are so bad they were making me cry. i was starving but i didnt want to eat because i was in so much pain. i never forget about it. its constant. erf.
anyhow. im sure that was more than you wanted to know. i guess ill go. sleep would be nice i suppose. oh yeah. im still in love with morrissey. its bad. oh i talked to stanley tonight. in his toasted state he was just as cute as ever. i miss him. i wanna show him my new moz book. blah.
music~
Everything that is moz.
the verve
the smiths
that dog.