- if you love enough you'll lie a lot -

im a bit happier than i've been in awhile. you know when you realize that your warm socks are one of your favorite things? when you realize you like the boy that always tried to trip you? Yeah. im sleepy. i dont think it can come out right. I've been friends..with this girl..for what is it? 2 years now. And i always loved her. And i was always glad that she was in my life. But until recently i didnt realize just HOW much.

Im happy where i am. but ive never wanted to be somewhere else so bad. I dunno. i just wanna see her smile. Watch her laugh. or cry. Or hug her. Or tickle her. Or tease her. hell,even fight with her. Okay i sound so cheesy right now. I dunno she makes me happy. I hope she feels the same way. She's just...the greatest friend. Shes a piece of me i think.

She's always on my mind, that crazy girl. la la la. when i decided to make this page it sounded a lot better in my head. Just wanna tell her how much i love her. Hope i'm not alone in it [insecurity comes running back]. love love love. - erin - 29/5/98

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