December 4th
On the way back to Valerie's house tonight, and on the drive home. I started thinking. I guess i'm just having one of those nights. I was thinking but i sort of forgot. Then i opened up my Romeo And Juliet Soundtrack and my Under the Pink was sitting there. For some reason i felt like listening to it. I know i only feel like this because i listened to those two songs. I'll wake up and look back and think " god why do i go through things like that? ". I dunno. I know i was talking about them to Valerie tonight, very offhandly. But enough to make me miss both of you. heh. and this only happens to me sometimes..but when it does..its so weird. When i hit the button on my answering machine, sometimes i just..expect to hear your voice. And tonight i did. I don't know why. I kinda had to snap back into reality. I hope i get over this by morning. Seeing Fiona and Sarah will be slight reminders.
Someone's Knocking on my kitchen door
leave the wood out side
What?
All the girls here are feezing cold..
leave me with your borneo (leave me with something)
i said ( i said i said i said)
i dont need much to keep me warm ( but a little love would make things better)
don't stop now what youre doing (he stopped.)
what you're doing my ugly one
bring them all here (i always knew they were there)
hard to hide a
a hundred girls in your hair (but you tried)
it wont be fair
if i hate her (but i do)
(or) if i ate her (but i want to)
you can go now
you can go now
you're already in there.. (um..eruh™)
i'll be wearing your tattoo (while you wear hers..)
you're already in there...
got a cloud sleeping on my tongue
he goes... (and goes and goes)
then.
it goes (come back?, only, i dont want you back.)
kiss the violets as theyre waking up
leave me with your borneo
i said...
leave me the way i was before but..
(sigh) you're already in there
i'll be wearing your tatto
yes.
I'm already in
circles and circles and circles again
the girls in circles and circles
circles again the girls in circles and circles
and circles again
the girls in circles and circles again
What's the point of this, really? As i fall to my knees. And she'll look upon this, shake her head..and stay away from me another day.
Im sorry. I wish i never felt this way. I usually don't. But everynow and then. I go back.
(thought i was over the bridge now.)
(show me the way's ive forgotten
i've been missing
show me the way over the damn bridge)
(got to stop spinning)
But i forgot,
to tell you
i love you
i love you more than i've loved
..probably anyone.
i don't want to mess things up.
you're, my girl.