yes, i really adore dawson's creek. it's the only show i make sure i watch every week - its the only show i've watched since the first day it aired - with the exception of my so called life - i watched that from the pilot until it ended. they're very similar to me - the way they affect me. When the characters say something they shouldn't i'm always kicking around and yelling or talking at the tv - i laugh uncontrolably and pretty much every show i find myself CRYING uncontrolablly. Just like with MSCL. Tonight was the 'breakfast club' episode of dawson's creek, and at the end when joey was practically confessing, and just the expression on 'dawsons' face, i found myself like - just....there was nothing more i wanted than to curl up on the floor in that library and be a part of it.
i want the drama in my life. the woes of the teenage heart - because on tv it always gets really messy - because they get the person [and then they lose them] unlike my very real life. I dunno. Maybe its my patheticness. i just get really close to the characters. and sometimes i have to go 'woah, erin you realize you're WATCHING tv right?' its like sometimes i think they can hear me. Valerie and i were discussing how BADLY we cried at the last episode and we kind of came to the conclusion that the show is like filling to void of what WE don'thave in our lives - well it doesn't really fill it but i imagine myself in that situation and pretend we're feeling it ourselves, and i dunno. just. ya know. patheticness. mhm. Two weeks .8/25/98




twister - oh - i shouldn't have twisted.
and there's no other place that i'd lay down my face
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